She called me on the phone last night 
I could tell that something wasn’t right 
Silence followed by a heavy sigh 
Said these words and she began to cry 

If I were you
I would really wanna kill myself too 
At times I feel 
Like I wanna end my life and drown in pills

He drifted into sorrow and pain 
I never knew what I could say 
To help him alleviate his ache 
I wonder what goes on inside his head

If I were you 
I would really wanna kill myself too
At times I feel 
Like I wanna end my life and drown in pills 

If I were you 
I would hurt me just to make myself feel 
I hope it heals 
Only wish to feel whole again
 
I don’t wanna live 
If everyday feels like I’m dying 
I’m hurting

Mixed by Zuirfan Jamil

If I Were You

Can't Seem To

this song is now available on streaming platforms !!! 
pling plong pling da daaaaa 
pling plong da daaaaaaaa

the mix is as shitty as always but I love shitty demos !


if u want to use my songs in your stuff please give me 
some credit don't be rude<3

ferry song

pls don't be rude and give me some credit if u use my stuff in your creations I need to pay rent </3

alone inst

around the lake

I don’t know why I try he doesn’t care if I live or die
I should know i’ve seen both sides
but you’re such a great guy must different this time
takes one to know one doesn’t it
I’ve been around

let me know if it’s too much
it gets too close
when it’s time hit the road
call it off wrap up the show
when it’s time to let you go
let me know

did my best way back then so I can’t complain I bet you’re doing the same
first one out won’t be the last one left
if you beat me to it then congrats you’re the best
takes one to know one doesn’t it
I’ve been around

let me know if it’s too much
it gets too close
when it’s time hit the road
call it off wrap up the show
when it’s time to let you go
let me know

lmk demo

my propensity
pillars collapsing
all around me

throwing
stones from a glass house
how'd you
think it would turn out

just when
i thought i had it all figured out
it keeps on
sinking its claws into me

glass house.m4a

freedom by nardine sanderson.wav

clementine

Le journal de bord sonore d'un homme confiné, témoignage étrange d'une période étrange.

Visuels/Clips Michelle Blades
Masterisé par Nicolas Wardzinski 
Cover Cyprien Vandenbussche

around the lake

mimi bay