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mimi

Bright Nights

mimi bay

much to give

helium fall 17
If I could I would tie you to a string
but you’re not the kind a cowgirl can tie down
star of the show faster than sound
sign the autographs I’ll wait around
cus you’re not the kind a cowgirl can tie down
I can’t change your mind no
I can’t change your mind
cus you’re just not the kind this cowgirl can tie down

helium cowgirl demo

109 FINAL FANTASY XIII - Fang's Theme

115 FINAL FANTASY XIII - Sazh's Theme

118 FINAL FANTASY XIII - Lake Bresha

notes on a future home after scrolling on pinterest: 

it would be light 
ceiling made of glass 
counter space an ashtray
for when grandma comes to visit me
space to think
green apples in a bowl 
I could settle down 
let it be something of my own

and I might have to get a real job
to get the couch that I 
want

and I think
I think I could be happy there
read more
rise early on a sunday morning
play my records 
dance freely on the hardwood floors 
I could settle down 
have something of my own

and I might have to get a real job
to get the couch that I 
want

counter space 1am voice memo

That track dedicated to Mr. Carmack(https://soundcloud.com/mr_carmack). Thanks a lot for years, thanks a lot for mood, thanks a lot for all.
Peace.
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Credits for drawing to:
~ http://suspiciousobject.tumblr.com
~ https://www.instagram.com/suspiciousobject

▶ Selcouth

Coubo - Novel (for Mr. Carmack) ("Selcouth")

house - daisy helmuth

lost

I hate not being a part of your life
I hate standing on the outside
I wanna be the one you see when you close your eyes
I wanna be the one you need
I wanna be the one you want 
I wanna be the one you need
but you don’t need me
no you don’t need me

I hate not being the one
I want to be there for you at all time
I hate I hate it
I wanna be the one you need the one you see when you close your eyes
I wanna be the one you want
I wanna be the one you need
but you don’t need me
you don’t need me but I need you what to do
I need you

the one you need

OUT NOW ON SPOTIFY AND ITUNES ETC :)
https://open.spotify.com/track/2Jt5VsRS9s5rmVzxIZBTRF

afraid demo

4 u (unfinished)

be my valentine

my heart is so soft and stale
i waited beyond the pale
felt crushed when the world around me turned
cling to my limbs till it hurts

i dreamed of you every night
i'll think of you every time i close my eyes
the moon swooped in to set things right
and now i can't fall asleep

wind moving slow and you're not on time
then i am gone by the time you pass by
i'm already gone it's just marrow in my bones
i'm already gone it's just narrow and unknown 

i dreamed of you every night
i'll think of you every time i close my eyes
the moon swooped in to set things right
and now i can't fall 
and now i can't
fall asleep

sleep

original song by neLLa.
written, performed, produced by neLLa. 
artwork by neLLa.

neLLa - waste 👾

walk away you'll be gone
but i won't wait for you
you keep chasing the sun
but all it does is blind you
i've been doing it wrong
been killing time with you
the clock's ticking
i got shit to do

looking back i regret
making up excuses
i see you shine but i
could've done that for years
if i could go back then
i'd focus on myself
instead of being busy
caring about something else

thought i had time like sand
in the palm of my hands
but now feels like i am
slowly missing my chance
truth is life doesn't wait
we don't have much time left
wanna take back those stolen moments

wanna be done with this now
cause i see the months passing by
i stand still don't know why
gotta wake up right now
no more tomorrows or tonights
i've wasted enough time
i'm just wasting my time
tired of wasting my time

( demo version )

watch the music video : https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=LnfytcQu20k

watch the lyric video : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DeJ4AXrs0f4

waste

original song by neLLa.
written, performed, produced by neLLa. 
artwork by neLLa.

solo - neLLa 🚀

spaces keep our planets apart
i'm venus and you're mars
you were my light
changed overnight
now i'm alone in the dark

cause i know you're far now
25 light years 
found some other star
and it's hard
cause i'll wish on the stars till you come back


and it hurts so bad to let you go
when my head says yes 
then my heart says no
and now i'm solo


it never felt right
ever since you left
i can still hear your
sweet voice in my head 
i miss you so bad
miss you everyday
and i just wish you would stay

said it wouldn't end
then why did you leave me?
i should accept it
as long as you're happy
can't do that anymore
it's not real to you 
but i just can't without you

and it hurts so bad to let you go
when my head says yes
then my heart says no
and now i'm solo

and it breaks my heart to say goodbye
held onto you to 
keep me from falling apart
please don't let me down

feel so low without you

don't want you to go

( demo version )


watch the lyric video : https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=XMBKa2G5zEc

solo

lyrics:
I wonder what changed your mind
was it me growing out my bangs or was it someone
I’ve been telling lies all my life and now you’re asking me why I never cry
maybe I 
I have some problems
but you do too
I know you

but I 
im trying to be better
and I know time will heal us so send me a postcard from wherever you are

forgiving demo

I've been heavily inspired by Starlit Everglades and Gold Falls as of late.
This week is going to be filled with music for me. Much more than is usual. I have a lot of work to do.

I feel like I'm going back to a style that I was once very familiar with, even if just for now. 


 http://soundcloud.com/starlitevergladesus 


http://soundcloud.com/goldfalls

The Forests of Gliese

february2017

Written by Lola Cook & Will Davies
Mastered by Will Davies
Performed by Lola Cook

february2017

winter

Moms Email's Album

txt me

hide it under your pillow

fuck covid tired of waiting

lyrics:
gotta be patient 
I have no patience 
these days just kinda seem to pass me by 
I’m looking past it all too far 
minutes turn to months
week after week
and you’re staying exactly where u are exactly where u were 
huh
doing everything and something and doing nothing at all
and its everything in one thing and its nothing at all

gotta be patient 
I have no patience 
I see them moving so I guess 
im going somewhere

speeding down highways in my parents car
Im looking too far too far ahead 

gotta be patient 
I have no patience 
I see them moving so I guess 
im going somewhere
somewhere im going somewhere
Im moving forward just gotta get up gotta trust the process trust it im moving forward