lyrics:
sometimes i imagine you dying
as a form of self sabotage
endless days in bed crying
surrounded by bereavement cards
and i don’t deserve nice things
i don’t deserve you 
and all my life I’ve been running
it feels weird to stop for the view

i can’t shake the feeling 
that im in the wrong city
can we sleep at the same time please
so we can meet up in my dreams?

we spent the first weeks of a new decade
dancing around each others feet
and i spent the next two just trying to
convince you im not just all misery
if im uncomfortable ill stay uncomfortable 
cause i know you like laying there
but when i hold you i do it carefully
cause i know how it feels to be scared

i can’t shake the feeling 
that im in the wrong city
can we sleep at the same time please
so we can meet up in my dreams?

bereavement cards

take me for granted if you’d like
play me like those 7inch records that you buy
hold me only when you’re friends aren’t around
tell me you’ll be better pinky promise you’ll try

how long did u think I’d stay around
how long did you think I could carry you 
how long before I break in two
how long until you notice shit you do
how long

take me for granted if you’d like
you know I’ll be good so good for you so good for you I’ll be
make me wanna leave it all behind for you
tell me I’m asking for too much and you can’t give me more than u are

how long did u think I’d stay around
how long did you think I could carry you 
how long before I break in two
how long until you notice shit you do
how long

how long did you think I’d stay around

how long demo

study in c major - (tárrega)

september 1

i think i know

striking matches to forget our past 
and u say dont look back
take your time but dont waste mine
im not like that 

and i hope that youve found some comfort within yourself

and kick some dandelions on your way back home
hold my hand and dont ever let go
this perpetual sound

flip the switch and watch the lights all go out
pulled the sheets over our heads
turned into our secret hideout
my skin isnt made
of the same porcelain blade

kicking dandelions

does it bother you if I lay down next to you
do you want to sleep you never tell me what you feel
but I don’t mind
no I don’t mind

hide it under your pillow

mimi bay