She called me on the phone last night 
I could tell that something wasn’t right 
Silence followed by a heavy sigh 
Said these words and she began to cry 

If I were you
I would really wanna kill myself too 
At times I feel 
Like I wanna end my life and drown in pills

He drifted into sorrow and pain 
I never knew what I could say 
To help him alleviate his ache 
I wonder what goes on inside his head

If I were you 
I would really wanna kill myself too
At times I feel 
Like I wanna end my life and drown in pills 

If I were you 
I would hurt me just to make myself feel 
I hope it heals 
Only wish to feel whole again
 
I don’t wanna live 
If everyday feels like I’m dying 
I’m hurting

Mixed by Zuirfan Jamil

If I Were You

another sad demo yeeeeeeeeees

lyrics:
there’s no place that I hate more 
there’s no place that I’ve loved harder
I can’t return here anymore I keep crying to my mother 
there’s no place in this body there’s nowhere to contain 
the shame that I feel for how I handled things

we shared an adress where we shared a life 
we shared a mattress without a doubt 
somehow it all remins while being gone
but I know it’s over when I return

cut those ties too many times and I know it’s for the better
got a list to prove I’m right but now I miss it like nice weather 
wasn't it just enough to be to just be loved by somebody
now nothing remains but the adress stays in place

we shared an adress where we shared a life 
we shared a mattress without a doubt 
somehow it all remins while being gone
but I know it’s over when I return
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pls give credit if you use my songs in your stuff don't be rude !

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this song is now available on streaming platforms !!! 
pling plong pling da daaaaa 
pling plong da daaaaaaaa

the mix is as shitty as always but I love shitty demos !


if u want to use my songs in your stuff please give me 
some credit don't be rude<3

ferry song

i believe it is time to change. spring will be here soon.





if u want to use my songs in your stuff please give me 
some credit don't be rude<3

new moon new start inst

pls don't be rude and give me some credit if u use my stuff in your creations I need to pay rent </3

alone inst

if I could be honest
I’m scared that I’ll end up lonely
I’m cutting through corners
making a list that won’t come true

could you do the honours
and not make me work so hard for it
and I promise if I love I’ll love you right

and I don’t need to spell it out
maybe we’ll work to work it out
but I won’t question that you’re the best part of my day
just one look at your face and I’ll know that everything’s ok

we’ll meet getting coffee
or sitting at dinner on our own
or we’ll meet through friends because they’re scared we’ll end up alone

and I don’t need to spell it out
maybe we’ll work to work it out
but I won’t question that you’re the best part of my day
just one look at your face and I’ll know that everything’s ok

and we’ll ride with you in the passenger seat
and I’ll scream your name out to everyone I meet
and I’ll know you are mine forever, forever

if I could be honest 
I’m scared that I’ll end up lonely 
you’re only a figment to me

honours list

dream it all away

caring for you

Forever Stay Demo

Saturn, Saturn glows 
She'd reach her hands out (and) try to hold 
Speech made out of sounds of crickets and rustling on the ground

Swimming in her school's little pond with a garden's perfect view 
Holding her breath underwater, puts herself up to the test

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