midwest emo /emo

Prod, Mix, Master - sadgods

Lyrics -
https://genius.com/Sadgods-hold-me-tight-lyrics

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Hold Me Tight

MUSIC VIDEO: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fN7dxaALdQY&ab_channel=fats%27e

prod/guitar - @imcaves
extra guitar/bass guitar - @youngburial
mixed/mastered - fats'e

lyrics:
take it
out of context
paint a picture
of your truth
fake it
you're a conman
you're a scammer
it's what you do

cuz i had a feeling
that you were a vulture
and i should've listened
to my intuition
something inside of me
knew that you were a vulture
and i should've listened
to my intuition

got my answer before i asked
talking shit behind my back
we're all floating energy
soon 2 turn into nothing

intuition (prod caves)

guitar, production, mixing, mastering - fats'e

lyrics:

bled me dry of all my stored up energy 
find my weakness, preying on my empathy 
isolating doubts, i question everything 
in a different world, felt like reality 

in a different world, felt like reality

empathy

guitar, production, mixing, mastering - fats'e

lyrics:
got deja-vu in that apartment 
it reminds me of the past 
not doing shit just kickin it 
smokin cigs and skipping class
in sleye’s garage practicing
for another local show 
i guess a lot has changed since then 
some things are still the same though 
im still a nervous wreck 
and i still cut my hair bad 
i’ve got things to say 
but the connection from my brain to my mouth is broken
digging though the memories; a file cabinet full of bees oh well 

one night we were bored
kids that wanted booze 
driving to the store 
we were getting close 
walk in grab a case 
then run fast as fuck 
zoom off in the car we were dumb as fuck
can you tell me more, i don’t remember that?
brain cell on the floor, last one that i had 
beer behind the door, yeah what you know bout that?
used to be a little shit
now i’m just depressed 

digging thru the memories; a file cabinet full of bees

a file cabinet full of bees

Mixed/Mastered By Me
-
Produced By https://soundcloud.com/youngburial
-
(Lyrics)
stuck in this room once again
feeling alone again 
can we just keep playing pretend 
I’m tired of all of this 

she just wanna see me when I’m down 
questioning what are we I just frown 
getting messages from other people
can I ask are you evil?
and I just wanna set the mood to winter 

stuck in this room once again
feeling alone again 
can we just keep playing pretend 
I’m tired of all of this 

and every time we hanging out you don’t speak 
you question all the love you have for me I can see
I can see through this facade protecting me 
Hurting me give me more 

she was out too much 
she would stab me in my back
I know you didn’t care about me 
and I just wish you could love me 
the way I want you to 
and it’s been aching me

stuck in this room once again
feeling alone again 
can we just keep playing pretend 
I’m tired of all of this 

on your way your back that is not true 
you said that you care but that’s all lies
girl I miss you 
you know that I’m selfish girl 
I just wanna settle down 
I just wanna stay around 

and I just need a second to breathe 
I just wanna live here in peace 
no one fucking bothering me 
and I just need a second to breathe 
so please don’t go 

stuck in this room once again
feeling alone again 
can we just keep playing pretend 
I’m tired of all of this

what are we (fats'e)

main loop used is from a killedmyself drumpack

Its a little late for that don't you think?

prod @youngburial

LYRICS
i just lost myself
inside a moment
for a moment
let's be honest

i just found
an ancient
polaroid of us
inside my broken wallet

i have found
forgiveness and
the past no longer
haunts me every moment

i just hope that you
have found your peace
because I know
that you deserve it

i reminisce
hope that-
hope that
i can find it
i reminisce
you were so-
you were so-
you were so perfect

i just found myself
in mixing medicines
i'm sleep deprived
and nauseous

i just found
a glimmer of
my sanity inside
a broken promise

i have found
forgiveness and
the things you did
in retrospect are harmless
i just hope that you
have found your peace
because I know
that you deserve it

reminisce

written and produced by me. this is my first song, so ik its not that good. a lil logic laptop vibe ion kno

305 interlude                 

305 interlude/mistakes (prod. starfire)

twitter.com/falls_boii
twitter.com/nothingnowhere

i still remember it all ft. nothing,nowhere.

guitars @93feetofsmoke & @youngburial
mix/master @youngburial

another day
just another mistake
dont say we can make it okay
another fake
just another blank face

ya its fucked up i know
stop asking for more
ya u know
why its like that
ur why im so sad

i jus wanna let u know
that i fucked up but its alright
ya its alright
i jus wanna fall back down
but its ok
ya its ok
ya its ok

just let me go
my hearts so cold
i feel so torn
like life's a chore

another day
just another mistake
dont say we can make it okay
another fake
just another blank face

i jus wanna let u know
that i fucked up but its alright
ya its alright
i jus wanna fall back down
but its ok
ya its ok
ya its ok

yeah its fucked up i know
stop asking for more
ya u know why its like that
ur why im so sad

another day, another mistake w/ fats'e

Featuring Love, Max https://soundcloud.com/xam
Produced by tothegood https://soundcloud.com/tothegood
Art by Max https://twitter.com/lovemaxofficial

[king theta]
Wake up and you're standing in the kitchen
Look you in your eyes and they don't even glisten
Like they used to, I already miss you
Don't wanna lose you but I'm not even with you
You wear make-up to cover the bags under your eyes,
I see through your sad little white lies
Although what we had felt so right,
I think this is a lost fight

Kind of scary how the shadow
Follows you around
The part of you that's shallow
Always brings you down

[Love, Max]
I can feel the cold wind blow in my face
closing the window and chillin by the fireplace
Reminiscing bout the time before you life fell apart
Now you’re a disgrace

You broke my heart and you left me scarred
I don’t love you anymore so don’t try to call my phone
I blocked your number and i locked the door
Cause i hid your drugs but you needed more
Than i could give

[king theta]
Kind of scary how the shadow
Follows you around
The part of you that's shallow
Always brings you down
x2

You say you're sorry, yeah I'm sorry too
You say you're sorry, yeah I'm sorry too
That I can't save you

Scared for You Ft. XAM (prod. tothegood)

Produced and performed by king theta
Vocal mix and master by IOF https://soundcloud.com/iofmusic
Art by Love, Max https://twitter.com/lovemaxofficial

Lyrics:
I
I just wanna feel like I could fly
Give me anything that gets me high
I need you in my life cause
Shit's gonna cave in soon
Why?
Why you gotta say that I'm lyin
I swear to fuckin God I'm doin fine
The power's all mine but
Shit's gonna cave in soon

I need to fill the void in my heart
Baby, tell me Ima be a star
Save me, think I'm gonna fall apart
If I die to I get a fresh start?
I need to turn pain into art
Hate me, so I can stay in the dark
Save me, think I'm gonna fall apart
If I die to I get a fresh start?

I got everything that I thought I wanted
But it didn't work

She said "lose
The fake personality you use"
Spent too many nights pourin Goose
So easy justifying getting loose
Attention is distraction from the noose
Sorry, not sorry for my ego
The king threw the old me out the window
I know there's no way home

I need to fill the void in my heart
Baby, tell me Ima be a star
Save me, think I'm gonna fall apart
If I die to I get a fresh start?
I need to turn pain into art
Hate me, so I can stay in the dark
Save me, think I'm gonna fall apart
If I die to I get a fresh start?

Keep fillin me up
With your love and affection
And I'll spill it right out
Call it self-protection

I need to fill the void in my heart
Baby, tell me Ima be a star
Save me, think I'm gonna fall apart
If I die to I get a fresh start?
I need to turn pain into art
Hate me, so I can stay in the dark
Save me, think I'm gonna fall apart
If I die to I get a fresh start?

Wish I Could Start Over

i had a lot of fun covering one of my favorite songs by @youngburial , hes crazy talented and a brilliant writer. i hope everyones having a great day, and expect another song this week!!

Tuning: D A D F# A E

fats'e 💙

i'd prefer an unmarked grave (fats'e cover)

2L84ME

2L84ME (prod. Rubbish & Weatherbeats)

Let the Pain Hit (prod. Rubbish & Weatherbeats)

baby you just came along
i know its funny how
we were holding on
to something real and now
youre just gone away
 
or maybe im just being dumb
and i'm ignoring that it was never
something but instead im just
wishing you would stay
 
but im trying to be better now
tryna make a turnaround
im sorry for the things i never said
maybe you should find somebody else
someone you could care for and really cherish more
but im trying to be better now
tryna make a turnaround
im sorry for the things i never said
maybe you should find somebody else
someone you could care for and really cherish more yeah

but im trying to be better now
tryna make a turnaround
im sorry for the things i never said
maybe you should find somebody else
someone you could care for and really cherish more

(lee razen)
Sorry for the things I never said yea
Still want more but I think she want me dead yea
Could have done more I did other things instead yea
On the floor with the drugs in my bed yea
I was wrong but you know we all do wrongs
you belong like angels in the snow
I feel like I be on the wrong side of the wall
I’m takin drugs I cannot pick up when you call

Cherish [feat. lee razen] (prod. ocean)

maybe some day
i’ll know it all then
i’ll start to feel the same 
on the inside
what’s breaking me down?
what am i shutting out?
what’s good in my life?
that i couldn’t live without?

i’d give it all away now for a moment
for a moment with you
i’ll wait my whole life
what will you do with my heart
now you hold it?
for a moment wth you
is worth my whole life
i don’t know how 
how to live without you now
because pieces of me left
whenever you did

when you said “i’m sorry”
it hit me like a headache 
85 now on the freeway 
dizzy in the backseat
well at least you said “i’m sorry”
but you don’t know what it felt like
it doesn’t matter what it felt like 
for me

i’d give it all away now for a moment
for a moment with you
i’ll wait my whole life
what will you do with my heart
now you hold it?
for a moment with you
is worth my whole life
and i don’t know how 
how to live without you now
because pieces of me left
whenever you did

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a moment with you

hey, i hope y'all dig this track. times have been pretty hard. As you all know, I lost my dad a few months ago. a couple weeks ago, i lost one of my best friends to a lifelong battle with depression. if my music has ever connected with you, please take a moment to go and check out @deco-slush music. If it weren't for him, I never would have released any music, wouldn't have had a friend willing to sit for hours while i struggled with software or trying to get an idea out of my head and into reality, truly one of the lightest and most creative spirits i've ever had the blessing of knowing.

I love you so much Shawn, and I always will.

up on all stores v soon

THE COLOR THEORY

old trauma, new problems

if only for tonight
i'll think that you're above
i don't know what to do
i want to believe that were true
but truly you feel too far away
like a dream i once had 
that i was never meant to chase

i know that you'll be in the rainclouds
always hovering above me
separating my head from my heart
let me restart

i know that i won't find bliss in misery
but all i want to do is crawl into the ground
i want to separate my head from my heart
let me restart

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bliss in misery

someone gonna find a way to call this song depressing

midwest emo /emo

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