the fog rolls over the city, but i’m rollin up that sticky 
yea i’m posted like a listing 
ina starship feel like nicki 
i got shades made by oakley 
undercover shirts, upload 3 
big necklace i’m not choking 
10 down i’m bowling 
cant deal w my emotions, posted sippin potions 
take a deep breath i’m goin in 
on the deep end i’m floating 
dam i get cocky when i’m flowin 
it’s 5 racks 4 an open
if u need flowers then i’m open like it’s valentine’s day 
get a pack b fly away
throw up my mudras for the gang 
my mood ring said im not ok 
i’m doin fine despite the pain 
guayakí i don’t fw bang 
lil shorty rockin short ass bangs 
if u got cash i got the dank 
she got some swag, could b my bae
wearin that nigo it ain’t bape 
bitch i been spittin out the gate 
10am drinking coffee, then i’m coughing 
i’m on the web, see some sick jeans then i cop them 
iced out wrist, sea sick, ships rockin
make it thru the storm, i don’t sink when i’m yachting 
i’m like shit. i can’t think when there’s 2 ppl talkin 
n i’m paying but it’s still a fuckin steal when i’m shopping 
i feel like ben stiller, blue steel look got em stalkin
jun takahashi T shirt, golden teachers 
soul trapped in a creature 
but idc that’s how it is, so i smoke that reefer 
ik it all fades away, it’s all transient like snares 
n i thought that i was safe but i’m caught up on the snare 
n if i take it 2 the face i might forget ur not there 
i’m gettin way 2 lit thats a solar flare 
i tell her all my secrets, she can hold me if she scared

5 Sea Sick

go to sleep w/ aquariiius

don’t know what to call that
don’t know if you saw that
sky is falling down 
and everybody wearing ball caps
look into the future 
but i never counted on that
what you’ve said in the past 
will count against you if they want that
they don’t wanna build you up
they want to break you
always take your name in vain
it’s beautiful to say you
everybody asks what dreams are made of 
and i thank you
you showed me the way
i have to kill you off to save you
god is not an alcoholic mom
that’s just an excuse
that things will never really get
better when they say they do
put a lot of work in what i’ve made
but i can’t stay with you
your vision of me’s flawed
in your eyes i tried to play you
i could play whatever side i want to
i was made to
you hate marijuana
but sip bottles likes it’s grape juice
got a taste for you
its been hard enough to shake you
oh you stir me up
don’t even know who i should pray to
pray tell
what was that you’re saying in the bedroom?
praise hell
you were on your knees and had a breakthrough
breaking cellphones
the only thing that made me hate you
now i’m all alone
i’ve found a different kind of faith too
faithful to a cause 
that doesn’t pay off how it should do
shrug your actions off
when i don’t understand how could you
there’s no other option 
said you’d die without me soon too
told me in the end
there’s nothing for me if i lose you

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produced by homecomingqueen
recorded @ the gloss temple
art by @worm_sludge on ig

praise hell

hit me up and leave me hanging never respond
i was dying when you met me then i respawned
something's stopping us from getting what we both want
i won't keep you prisoner, don't let your ghost haunt
me in the future, stay in my past
i don't wanna do it to you, i can't take it back
and i said it wasn't you but it's more than that bad
we can't get it back now so don't even ask
i said i wouldn't let it get to me
but then i kinda let it get to me
you said all you want's to rest in peace
and now in my head you're dead to me
i don't let it be, i can't keep it up
i don't wanna say it, but i don't wanna stop
ok maybe i'll stop complaining when i'm standing on the top
all cause i popped off now they wanna flop
when i pop the top off, he might take my top off
gotta get a lot up off my chest taking socks off
running barefoot through the grass to the cobble rocks
mossy stones dirty toes in the parking lot
catgirl with my dogs so we bark a lot
straight hair no curls, it gets dark a lot
eyebrows on fleek at the record shop
spin another and i'll do it til my body drops
(just don't let it get to you
i can tell when it gets to you
can't help but feel like i'm less than you
can't help as much as you asked me to
just stay in the past for me
every time i look back i see
all the ways that you were 
using me, abusing me
but was it really your fault? nah
i don't really blame it all on
someone that won't take the fall, nah
imma always take the fall, yeah
but i don't ever let you go
i can't let you in my life, i can't ever let you know
i can't ever let it up, i won't ever take it slow
no, no, no
baby don't go, leave me in the cold
playing in snow, miss you when i'm old
wish that we could grow, wishing you could grow
i'm already grown, god i feel so old
catgirl with my dogs so we bark a lot
straight hair never curls it gets dark a lot
eyebrows on fleek at the record shop
spin another just for me)

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produced by homecomingqueen
recorded @ the gloss temple
art by @worm_sludge on ig

just don't let it get 2 u

fake an aesthetic? i don't even think i have one
everyone inspired but no one knows who inspired em
i was in the fire, you were burning your obsession
certainly impressed but i have some corrections
come correct in the building when i step in
came to collect, i can see the way you're spending
i spent too much of my life without a weapon
shawty you could be the knife up where my chest is
call me on a burner phone cause it's the only one i own
if you don't wanna be alone right now
cause i spend too much time at home and you're the one i wanna hold
and i'm not trying to be bold, pipe down
wanna put me in my place, got a ace up your sleeve
i could see it in your face, nice scowl
making heaters in my space, halloween's a couple days ago
but i'm not taking off this cowl
oh, did somebody run too close to the sun?
i cannot believe what i've found
something must be done if this war can't be won
in our favor then imma back down
i'm not a leader, in school was a cheater
the teachers would all look down
but tonight i can see her, the one that the king thinks he'll take on
will take the crown
i thought i told you to bounce
i'm on another planet that you can't pronounce
now that i know what your plan is, your ways i renounce
i never backed down but i had to dip out
your knees won't give out
if you walked a mile in my shoes to the town
let em see the water dripping off you while i drown
i can't make an offer, you won't stop if i'm around
uh, uh, i thought i told you to bounce
all i need to see is your hands right now
right hand on your left hip now
you could be the star of this whole entire house
i'm tired, you're plotting
so inspired, it's exhausting
extinguished fires, not the smoke screen
loving liars, never joking
oh where you gonna run? think you're brighter than the sun?
i know the day's not even done but the battle has been won
let the cattle out the pen and leave the rest to the dogs

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produced by homecomingqueen
recorded @ the gloss temple
art by @worm_sludge on ig

the crown

i could love you like tomorrow isn't promised
don't think the future ever comes if im honest
brought a chocolate to you at the college
i want all this, we can skip the falling
i need to be calling up someone who wants me too
and i would ask who's up but wouldn't talk to you
by now i've given up, there's nothing left to do
your name is in my phone, i'll walk a mile with you
and when there's nowhere left to walk and there's nothing to do
i hope you know that we can talk when it's just me and you
built to spill all of my problems and it's all i do
making music doesn't solve em i just think it's cool
you got problems, i don't have a problem
telling everyone about the scars or how i got em
totally forgot you, then i went and lost you
all my thoughts are consumed
by you but they're not true
don't know who we are now, i think it's alright though
you just had a rough day i got in a life boat
always sailing sideways, wont see me outside though
surfing on an interwave, find me with no telescope
talking bout a winter day, i just think it's always cold
i don't got a lot to say, i got away from being bold
god, but you even had games on your telephone
playing with my head i even bought you the nintendo
friendship should last in the end it depends though
i'm not keeping friends around that wanna act just like they know
everything that's better for me in my life than what i've chose
i know i could never be your wife cause i'd have nicer clothes
can't admit it to me but i'm right and you know it though
i think you know, i hope you know, i know you don't
i hope you will, i know you won't

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produced by homecomingqueen
recorded @ the gloss temple
art by @worm_sludge on ig

tomorrow isn't promised

uh, lights in my eyes, kinda like how it blinds me
i stand aside til you push from behind me
onto the tracks and it kinda reminds me
of in the past, only held on to bind me
but i'm proud that you could let go, it isn't easy
i'll be hard to find, harder than it was to please me
i just hope you know in the end what it means to me
taking my life in your hands so to speak
new skin, not even new clothes
i took my sweet time to see where that goes
to see without eyes, does anyone know?
to truly be blind you'd have to lose hope
same eyes but need a new nose
i need to eat more so my same thighs grow
i hate to waste time i spend like i'm broke
my friends will be fine, they never gotta know, uh

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produced by homecomingqueen
recorded @ the microwave
art by @worm_sludge on ig

lightsinmyeyes

i miss your toxic talk your texts were constant always on my phone
i can't seem to put you off and you just can't ever leave me alone
and it doesn't hurt my head as much if i just hit it off the dome
but it hit my gut like a sucker punch, i'm never going home
and i guess i miss bedhead even though i'm not dead yet
i miss having a set to rep, i miss the way that the homies met
why can't it ever go back to that, it feels like i'm stuck in the past i guess
i miss acting like a hazmat but i'm as toxic as i've ever been
and i just got good at unmasking that 
so now i don't let anybody else in
the people that love me that asked for that 
are now the ones asking me where i've been
but i can't go out looking like a mess 
and i'm such a mess i just shut myself in
i'm leaving my car on the street for the rats
when driving i think of the crash i'm not in
when sleeping i think of the life that i have 
and i daydream of one that i'll never live
when i'm making a bunch of songs in the lab
that i love i never end up dropping them
and there's not a reason i have for that
except thinking i'm not good enough to exist
as the person that they used to love for that
when i'm gonna force em to watch it switch
watch the way i fall apart, tell me that it's lovely
pick myself up in the art and now you think i'm ugly
i don't wanna play a part i just want you to love me
being an adult's so hard, nobody here to hug me
being here alone i saw you every night
i thought about you lots, i wish i had the light
the forgiveness i lost, the feeling that i'd fly
away from you, the cost i paid for you to try

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produced by homecomingqueen
recorded @ the gloss temple
art by @worm_sludge on ig

always on my phone

i gotta show em why i do it how i do
why i gotta explain myself when i walk in the room
i thought i had trained myself to handle your abuse
you see that i'm changing now and think it's cause of you
but i'm kind of inspired by the way you got me mangled
all up in your life i can't believe how long you've tangled
me up in your lies but girl tonight i think i'm able
to get myself untied and excuse myself from the table
might not be too nice and i'm sorry if it's painful
to hear it but between us neither one of us is stable
and i couldn't take care of myself with you i got hateful
save for the times you were mine and not an angel
uh, everybody dies old faithful
out of sight, out of mind, blind every angle
dead to the world, deaf to the unfaithful
unholy sinner from the cradle

written performed mixed and mastered by bedhead
produced by homecomingqueen
recorded @ the gloss temple
art by @worm_sludge on ig