test me, i don’t know what to say 
i’m a product of the thing in my brain 
you should know behind that glass you ain’t safe 
i’ve been sitting here planning my escape 

(2x)
parasite i’m grotesque 
feelings i just foment
waiting for the moment 
i can kill opponents 

they say i’m a lunatic 
that sucks up blood just like a tick 
stealing all the vitamins 
that rest inside a human 

a parasite i’m grotesque 
don’t fuck with me i’m killing yo whole head 
hoe im shooting shots at your forehead 
hoe kick rocks or you gon be dead 

known to be crazy as fuck yeah in the nighttime 
feeling your vibe and your touch yeah i’m in my prime 
feel like ugly as fuck when i’m on that damn high 
sip on that coke and that rum damn i don’t feel right 

what the fuck am i supposed to do inside of my mind my mind

(2x)
parasite i’m grotesque 
feelings i just foment
waiting for the moment 
i can kill opponents 

say no more 
i’m a parasite rotten to the core
watch the diamonds fall down to the floor 
my mental state reflects whatever i absorb 
i’m in tiptop shape do not ignore 
try to point out my flaws i implore 
do not try touching me i promise you’ll get sorted 
everybody not like me they not important 

(4x)
parasite i’m grotesque 
feelings i just foment
waiting for the moment 
i can kill opponents

parasite (feat. wokely) (CRCL)

lyrics 


feeling hollow
whyd i follow in the woods
swr i saw u
but my eyes r not that good
find the journal 
find the text i swr i wuld
im eternal
in ur debt
right where i stood

stagnant water in the sink
girl i hope u know
when i die
i can no longer hold u close
stagnant blood in my veins
pool down in my toes
u will rot and they wont find u till ur all alone

theres a body in the river
i think but idk
and my vocal cords are ripped out by those holding thrones
it like 110 degrees but still i feel so cold
my joints snap off like ur pulling on a wishbone

i told u 
i told u
we shuld heed the warnings they pull thru
i warned u 
they warned u
but its no use
they found u

stagnant water in the sink
girl i hope u know
when i die
i can no longer hold u close
stagnant blood in my veins
pool down in my toes
u will rot and they wont find u till ur all alone

theres a body in the river
i think but idk
and my vocal cords are ripped out by those holding thrones
it like 110 degrees but still i feel so cold
my joints snap off like ur pulling on a wishbone

Jurnal1 - Intro _

prod @bloodcryy

baby do ur worst
i b in her guts, no berserk
i cant feel a thing i got bad nerves
walk in w a stick every day like the purge

saw my teeth want me to smile for her told her that im not the guy for her
hollowbody what i'd die for said it was her but i lied to her
glock on my hip like a service dog what would i fight for
geeked up, wired up, like a cyborg

angel wings keep the sun off of her face
leave me alone if ur only goal is hurt me
in the field but i never got a jersey
i dont pray to the sky, lord have mercy

angel wings keep the sun off of her face
leave me alone if ur only goal is hurt me
in the field but i never got a jersey
i dont pray to the sky, lord have mercy

>treez

angel wings keep the sun off of her face
leave me alone if ur only goal is hurt me
in the field but i never got a jersey
i dont pray to the sky, lord have mercy

angel wings keep the sun off of her face
leave me alone if ur only goal is hurt me
in the field but i never got a jersey
i dont pray to the sky, lord have mercy

angel wings w/ treez (bloodcryy)

prod @bloodcryy

ur sick of it i know
i lost my heart, i lost my soul
lost my phone, i lost control
i lost everything, i know

falling to pieces, i dont have a reason
can u tell me, tell me if i need one
can u tell me, are the odds ever even
can u tell me, why i shouldn't be leaving early

i dont see a face in the crowd i know
i dont think ill ever leave my home
i dont think im better than u, no
i just think im better off alone

im sorry i aint mean to make u upset
its almost sunset and i aint left my bed yet
i dont think i ever really felt wanted
so much in my head its probably better unsaid

i wish i could, i wish i could be better for u
i wish i could, i wish i could be better for me
paralyzed all the time it feels like i cant move
im a lost cause baby u should let me be

falling to pieces, i dont have a reason
can u tell me, tell me if i need one
can u tell me, are the odds ever even
can u tell me, why i shouldn't be leaving early

i dont see a face in the crowd i know
i dont think ill ever leave my home
i dont think im better than u, no
i just think im better off alone

falling2pieces (bloodcryy)

w @usbhalo
prod @bloodcryy

i see blood in the sky, love in ur eyes
how i feel rn im okay to die

blood in my mouth, red sky
she ask me what my pronouns are bitch we them/guys

rare sight, one last kiss goodbye
i wont be here in the morning imma chase the light

im chasing after the light like a moth at night time
im stacking my bread up, im tryna stay alive

staying alive but the doors suicidal
he ran up on me now he fighting for survival
u should stay in school lil bro go focus on ur finals
fucking round w me no second chances, no revival

pull up w the whole team hanging like bats
hating on us like howd u get so wack
pull up on us n there aint no spawning back

i see blood in the sky, love in ur eyes
how i feel rn im okay to die

blood in my mouth, red sky
she ask me what my pronouns are bitch we them/guys

rare sight, one last kiss goodbye
i wont be here in the morning imma chase the light

im chasing after the light like a moth at night time
im stacking my bread up, im tryna stay alive

haunted house w/ usbhalo (bloodcryy x radkoun)

prod @bloodcryy x @ilyertu

she treat me like trash n i love it
w the gang getting blunted
losing sleep all week
how bad do u want it
i dont plan on staying long
u know i keep the engine running
got my racks up n
they aint tell me everything it come w

im okay, if hollow w me
im okay, i know u miss me
im okay, my vision shifting
im okay, u talk ill listen

cant see the vision
5% tinting
no option, only one for me is winning
work hard is not an if its a when

i stumble over words i shoot myself in the foot
i hope u get the message i did everything i could
if im rolling w the gang i dont care if we in the mud
if u loving u is bad i guess im up to no good

she treat me like trash n i love it
w the gang getting blunted
losing sleep all week
how bad do u want it
i dont plan on staying long
u know i keep the engine running
got my racks up n
they aint tell me everything it come w

im okay, if hollow w me
im okay, i know u miss me
im okay, my vision shifting
im okay, u talk ill listen

im okay (bloodcryy x ertu)

kill shit +usbhalo (usbhalo)

sometimes when i sing i think i'm wasting beats
and these nights i don't wanna walk on city streets
most times i be jumping off the balconies
of my loves just to get up out of what i need
but i don't need you, you're just haunting me
i'm not gonna taunt you in case you believe
that i'm gonna stop you from death in my dreams
i'm not wearing a costume but it's tearing the seams
you keep staring at me, why's it so hard to believe
that i could really be someone i wanted to be?
i'm not a bee to be kept, you're not a promise i'd keep
don't have a tear to be wept so cry another for me
you keep staring at me, why's it so hard to believe
i'm not a bee to be kept, you're not a promise i'd keep
don't have a tear to be wept so cry another for me
yeah, yeah i brought a couple monsters to the rave last night
and i drove without a problem officer, it's just the light
and for two more days i couldn't hear you from the
right side of my face, i didn't see you in the nighttime

written performed mixed and mastered by bedhead
produced by homecomingqueen
recorded @ the gloss temple
art by @worm_sludge on ig

a beekeeper's promise

unfounded hate, find me at the bottom of the lake
why do only beautiful souls take
to your grave here's a promise i could make
secret's safe, imma leave it in the bank
worked hard now you get to take a break
i see through you, i can see the fake
a redo with you i could never take
can't fake a need for you, never got to say
look on the bright side, everything's okay
everybody's fine and it's just another day
and you'll wake up every time thinking "oh what a disgrace
i am to everyone in life that i love and push away"
we're one in the same cause my state of mind's
exactly like the ways that you describe when we always type
at night and i don't get to sleep a wink cause i turned out the lights
but you don't give me any chance to think about my dream tonight
i don't have a dream i gave up when i started living life
push your propaganda on me i'm just not the reading type
type but never send, you'll not respond ever again
why would i wanna talk as friends if it's just means up to your ends?
you gotta kick me in my knees if imma buckle to the trends
i used to feel so small and weak and here you're saying it again
i don't know what i should believe the thought police are in my head
so now i gotta get my sleep so i can put these thoughts to bed

written performed mixed and mastered by bedhead
produced by homecomingqueen
recorded @ the gloss temple
art by @worm_sludge on ig

oh what a disgrace i am

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