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LYRICS

CHORUS:
Careless
Why must I be so careless?
I only want the best for you
Yes, I'm truly careless
Careful,
Why hurt the one
I'll hold tonight?
Just when the feeling felt so right
Oh I should be careful

I'm not tryna break her heart but I got a history with that
She was perfect like an angel from the start right off the bat
You know, I'll ruin a good thing if you let me,
I don't  always drink but when I do it's over her Dos Equis
Chemistry was going off like some fireworks
Out-of-this-world, radioactive love like a mirelurk
I tried to clean up my act I swear wanted to roll free,
But I never really could ever kill the old me
So I gotta be

CHORUS

Your friends say that your boyfriend has a fucking complex
They might be bigger dicks than me, you know I'd win that contest
I'm not tryna brag there you go another calm flex
They weighing in on arguments but they don't know the context!

We got history like APUSH
We got big beef like angus
Your friends tryna shame us like 
"He thinks one day he'll be famous?"

I'm just tryna love like I know you deserve it, 
I'd give my life for you and never question is it worth it

CHORUS

Careless

Ｊａｐａｎｅｓｅ 失恋 【﻿ｒｅｍａｓｔｅｒｅｄ】(prod. Eevee)

what do i do

intro to insomnia

I've walked a thousand miles in the shoes of a boy that Ive only ever known by the name of Below
My lover's out West in Los Angeles
Biding time selling sea shells out by the sea shore

We've got plan to run off, leave it all behind
So we shrug off the doubts, push it our mind
We're just counting the days till we make our escape
But when the time came I guess I was too late

Now I'm searching the galaxies tryna survive off a minimum wage salary
And my mind runs on overdrive firing each neuron and noting each fallacy

I'm utterly lost
And feel like I got no control of my life
I'm wondering the cost
If I could just end it all now with a knife

Poppin bottles of pills
Downing bottles of booze
Bottles of anything I could get my hands on quickly and still
I never could kill
No I never could kill
The person i see in the mirror...

He haunts me day and night
I question stay and fight
Could it ever make it right?
Should I lay down my life?

So he roamed the world climbed the appalachians 
He jammed with the Nigers chilled with all the asians
Saw the past, the present, the apocalypse
Saw the northern lights, and the odd eclipse

Searching for answers when he didnt even know what his questions were
Love was his cancer, catalyst I beg you dont shoot the messenger
Cause this is his fate
Set in stone since the beginning
To wander the earth in search of a love that he lost a millenium ago
and never forgetting
Never forgetting
This is the story of

~strange~

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