your songs never cease to resonate with me, please never stop making music I love your stuff 💕

I’m so angry
And so upset
Cause you can’t
See me at all
And I’m all alone
And we’re stuck in our homes
When I’m without you
There's nothing to do
I wanna be with

You In my arms
I wish you were
Really here with me
But you are
Still stuck In my screen
Just come out

I lost all respect
So how do I expect
To get a job or life
When you can be my wife
I’ll throw my life away
Just to see your face
How could I go back
It felt so right and real
I dreamt of having

You In my arms
I wish you were
Really here with me
But you are
Still stuck In my screen
Just come out

How did I get this way
Dictated by anime
Obsessed with one girl
Who never will love me
I’ve killed the chance to belong
And now I’m stuck with

You In my arms
I wish you were
Really here with me
But you are
Still stuck In my screen
Just come out
I can’t live without
You In my arms
I wish you were
Really here with me
But you are
Still stuck In my screen
Just come out

I WISH YOU WERE REAL

sexual tension between my car and a telephone pole (first make)

I can't smile anymore
I can't sleep anymore
I can't live anymore
I lost my imagination
I got lost in this fucking hole
I blow my head off with a shotgun
I'm sorry for all this blood

i lost my imagination

hurr durr

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lyrics:

lying on a futon 
wondering where it went wrong 
chugging energy drinks 
doomer fuckin weekend 
nobody wants to see me and 
i don’t wanna be seen 
ignore my friends for days
but their just face snaps anyways

“no girls allowed” on my door
my room’s a fucking eyesore 
i can’t wait to fucking die 
when will this shit be over

10pm on sunday 
I wanna do a replay 
don’t wanna live tomorrow
Mondays get me so low
eat way too much junk food 
barricading my room 
all i ever hear is 
“i wish that i could help you”

“help wanted” sign in my mind 
my thoughts are seeping out 
i want help, but i always lie
i say that it’s all fine

doomer weekend

here u go talking bout drugs again
and u claim that you cant make friends
ur claiming ur lifes in utter pain
ur complaining's driving me insane

i cant help but sympathise
ur futures so fucking bleak
ur so pathetic makes me wanna die
blaming everything on floride leaks 


dont wanna know
where im gonna go
all i know is that
i'll kill myself

i already know
my life is gone
and all i know is
how to be alone

im just like like you in honesty
my life is just a comedy
indulging in degeneracy
im just Gods cruel mockery

i wanna live someones life
i make passersby weirded out
im so pathetic i wanna die
blaming everything on autist mind

dont wanna know
where im gonna go
all i know is that
i'll kill myself
  
i already know
my life is gone
and all i know is
how to be alone

i'll kill myself x4
im all alone x3
forever more

How To Be Alone

school shooter cover

i dream of you and i get possessed
you dream right back and you get obsessed
as we both start to fade away
the feeling stays, the feeling stays

handguns are beautiful
if you really take the time
if you really take the time
handguns are beautiful
when i dream of you and i
when i dream of you and i
handguns are beautiful
they're so beautiful
they're really beautiful
if you really take the time
if you dream of you and i

i dream of you and i get possessed
you dream right back and you get obsessed
as we both start to fade away
the feeling stays, the feeling stays

handguns are beautiful
if you really take the time
if you really take the time
handguns are beautiful
when i dream of you and i
when i dream of you and i
handguns are beautiful
if you really take the time
if you really take the time
handguns are beautiful
when i dream of you and i
when i dream of you and i

handguns are beautiful

Been locked up again
I may have lost my mind
And you go out everyday
With your fucking friends

Oh yeah
Fuck you
I'd rather stay in bed
Than see Again
Your stupid fucking face
Oh I'm
So ashamed
I wish to die today
I can't Belive
That once we were friends

I wonder if they listen
'cause you're talking all the time
And there's one thing I want
I hope that you shut up

Oh yeah
Fuck you
I'd rather stay in bed
Than see Again
Your stupid fucking face
Oh I'm
So ashamed
I wish to die today
I can't Belive
That once we were friends

Fuarrrk Off

i hate school 
i never study
i've got a test
my grades are cruddy
i've got a plan 
for tomorrow
daddy's guns
i will borrow

black trenchcoat
combat boots on
ar15 
sawed-off shotgun
no test for 
me or my classmates
they will all meet their fates

there goes the band kid
headshot the goth girl
360 noscope
i'm not sorry

screams echo
'round the next door
bodies fall
to the bloody floor
sirens wail
'ing in the distance
finally some resistance 

swat hops out
armed to the teeth
machine guns
bullet hell wreath
i know i 
will not survive 
so no one leaves alive

though i see in her eyes
fear and loathing 
i am much too far gone
to say sorry 
in my wrath and dismay
i made them pay 
now i'm gonna go out my way

de_school

im tired of everything
please let me end my life
just wanna forget everyone
wanna be under the ground

everything fucking sucks
every day everything hurts
I need to turn off my brain
I don't wanna feel this pain

i dont wanna be around
i dont wanna be around
just wanna forget everyone
wanna be under the ground

Don't Wanna Be Around

cover art by @ramunebear on instagram!!

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Collab with Penguinband. It was supposed to go on his accounts, but he's stepping down from music.

nose to the grindstone (ft. penguinband)

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