my brains full of anxiety
i popped 5 xans but i still can’t sleep
there’s nothing left of me 
so let me rest in peace
i jus dropped a grand on a fit
i’ve spent way more on all this xanax
it sucks
life hurts i’ve had enough
i can’t cope without drugs

all i need is you and thats true
fuck a squad and fuck a crew
 ima do what ima do
and bitch i’m making moves
i don’t know 
where the fuck i’m sposed to go
i been lost and on my own
cuz this whole live’s a lonely road

anxious666 [prod. sciptix]

everyday i wake up
i jus gun it
i feel like a monster
i'm disgusting
she drippin in makeup
telling me she love me
i'm so sick of fake love
got me feeling nothing
yah yah

i been off a subtance
yah yah
i jus fill my cup up
i be turning to the drugs for all my problems
kinda funny cuz that shit ain't ever even solve em
no way
i think that i'm dying
i'm drowning like everyday
losing to my demons
i think i'm going insane
catch me in the city
jus smoking my woes away

I jus needa reason
like why am i still alive
sometimes i be tweakin
my life feels like it's a lie
i been feelin so fucked up
but it's still not enough

disgusting

Way Back - Wxvy Jackson (prod. xbrvdy) *BANITY*

CRT Dreams - Vapor Soul Music

IN MY HEAD

@kagunexo - IN MY HEAD (Prod. YoungKing)

This isn’t my song. It was originally uploaded and then edited by Convolk. This is just the unedited version.

Convolk - i relapsed freestyle [prod. shinjin] (original)

Lyrics

Fucking bitch, yeah I swear to god I hate you
You do all the shit that you told me that you won't do
I might fucking switch, don't you trip out when I do though
Hold up you ain't shit, what I'm tripping out bout you for?

Confused my lust for love, just wanna fuck her
That don't mean I like her, that don't mean I really want her
I might just get what I want and then I'll bump her
Swear I tried to care but she was stagnant so I dump her

I'ma ghost that bitch, I'll haunt her
She gone shake it like a red nose, not thumper
Ass fat, I'm gone hear it clap like thunder
All we do is fuck until we lose it, Oh Wonder

You can hold my hand but you can't save me
Every bitch I loved a sham, they hate me
If you don't wanna give me a chance, don't date me
I can't put my heart in your hands, you'll break me

Fucking bitch, yeah I swear to god I hate you
You do all the shit that you told me that you won't do
I might fucking switch, don't you trip out when I do though
Hold up you ain't shit, what I'm tripping out bout you for? (x2)

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senseless! | Produced by Fantom

i don’t think that i can change 
lately i been feeling stuck inside my ways
pretty sure my life is just a fucking waste
yeah
maybe i should go ahead and throw it all away

sick of life 
i wonder what’s after
i’m a fuck up
i’m a disaster
i wish that i would die faster
restless nights, could use dreamcatcher oh
‘cause you left me all alone
never even met you, only saw you on my phone
yeah
i still miss you on the low
i cannot stop thinking bout the day that you went ghost
yeah

so i’ll make it on my own
i don’t need you anymore, it’s time for me to go
yeah
all these girls are tryna hit this
they don’t really want me, but my name is on they hit lists
damn
so i think it’s time to dip bitch
i been chasing after my dreams
and yes i’ll risk it
you best get up out my way
i’m on a mission
you always got sum to say
but never listen

would you hold me close
i can’t let you go
you already know
how i feel bout you

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dreamcatcher [prod. ahnboi]

you said you love me but you jus don’t
gotta problem with me, let’s go
bite down on it
no
quiet down wontcha
i won’t

i’m done eatin all my words
yeah
fuck what you say and what you heard
yeah
i couldn’t even give a fuck
most of yal be sheep 
ya never even woken up
fuck i’m running out
i think it’s time to hit the plug
i been smokin on a blunt
while i sip my double cup
bitch just shut the fuck up
you’re stuck up
i ain’t even wanna fuck yuh
i’m out bruh
had that shawty on my couch damn
kick her out yeah
whatchu mean
shawty whatchu mean 
you told me you’d be loyal but you fucking on my team
that’s why i can’t trust her
had to give her to the streets
she ain’t ever even love me
she jus wanna smoke my weed
been spending all my money
she jus wanna live for free
now you been spreading hate
‘cause you could never let me be
you talking like you know me
but you do not know a thing

BITE [prod. heylog]

I Don't Mind (prod Nit Hoti)

[produced by vendr and convolk]
[mixed and mastered by neek and convolk]

lyrics:

disgusting

benedixhion