i was nodding off when i wrote this song 💤😴

nodding (ft benedixhion)

i was in tha club and i was off too many drugs
mixing xannies with tha alcohol n shrooms
n pecorcets 
then some shawty said she love me while she’s clearly out her head
you don’t, you do not know me
you’re blacked out as fuck i said
i love drugs
but you know that
i’m so fucked up in my head
i can’t go back
my whole life’s a fucking mess
now i’m so sad
now i’m so sad
what the fuck
what the fuck
why’m i even trying

I was faded at the party
don’t know what you sayin
all i knows i want you on me
i’m so sick of waiting
pop another bottle 
drowning in my drink
i keep on sippin till i cant fucking think
oh well
thas just how it goes
this world’s hell
i would fucking know
all by myself
it’s a lonely road
ugh
i feel like a ghost
ya

my existence been spent faded
i’m still dreaming i can’t take this
i can can feel my flesh decaying
oh my god i fucking hate it
ugh
i’m sick and tired
ugh
i’m sick and tired

cryinginthaclub [prod. fantom]

whoa
i feel so sick of this
bitch you’re too much
my brain’s so dead
i feel like a rotting corpse
ya in my head
stuck in my head

i feel so sick of this
bitch you’re too much
my brains so dead
i feel like a rotting corpse
in my head
way too often stuck inside my thoughts
i’m fucked up
couldn’t even give a damn bitch
i love drugs
and i’m on a different planet
to run
damn bitch
i love drugs
and i’m on a different planet
to run

chasing down a bag
‘cause that shit gives me a distraction 
everybody knows this whole life has no traction
no real meaning

but i’m here for your love girl
my only reason
i’m always tweakin
monday to sunday catch me always geekin
ain’t gun lie
wish that i could make things right
but i can’t
too late
it’s too late
ain’t no way

brain’s so dead
i feel like a rotting corpse
ya in my head
stuck in my head

i feel so sick of this
bitch you’re too much
my brains so dead
i feel like a rotting corpse
in my head
way too often stuck inside my thoughts
i’m fucked up
couldn’t even give a damn bitch
i love drugs
and i’m on a different planet
to run
damn bitch
i love drugs
and i’m on a different planet
to run

corpse [prod. shades]

ay
i was out in public
always got my percies on my me 
i was raised with a cold heart
in tha trenches im so sorry 
brodie
i ain’t wanna do it
you was fuckin with my mission homie
oh
except that you ain’t even really matter tho
i destroy that pussy like im destroying this flow
and you know i’m fuckin geekin everytime i do a show
on god
yes i know
i’m lost
thas fo show
uhuh

look
i was out in public
always got my percies on my me 
i was raised with a cold heart
in tha trenches im so sorry 
brodie
i ain’t wanna do it
you was fuckin with my mission homie
oh
except that you ain’t even really matter tho
i destroy that pussy like im destroying this flow
and you know i’m fuckin geekin everytime i do a show

oh whoa
oh whoa
you can catch me trappin
got sum xanax for a bad bitch
when she hit my line she be fienin
she an addict
ya ya
i be chasing down tha bands bitch
i be chasing down a bad bitch
oh
oh whoa
ay
this tha life i live
ignorance is bliss
real shit

mnstr

only feel when drugs in my head
im always tweaking feel like im dead
always on blues i love my damn oxy
pop pop pop
i feel my brain rotting
always makin plans bitch im plotting
ain’t nobody do it like me
ain’t nobody do it like me
i’m benedixhion bitch wait n see
i’ll keep grinding till i be poppin
ain’t no breaks bitch im never stopping
you a lame so get out my way
i can’t associate with no fakes
you a lame so get out my way
i can’t associate with no snakes
ya ya oh whoa
oh whoa

do it like me [prod. aki]

ughhhhh 
i’m so fucking gone
i just love my fucking drugs
no i never gave a fuck

i was off tha molly feeling great
till i woke up tha very next day
never felt so amazing
was kinda acting goddamn crazy
gimme me more uppers
‘cause i got planets to discover
i dont wanna feel my face
i wanna be in outter space
i can be your space girl
take you to my home world

i’m so lost
i’m off too many drugs i’m straight blacked out
 fuck
sorry bitch like what you talkin about
i been mixing pillies with tha codeine right now
ion understand
a goddamn alien with tha human beings
i been mixing pillies with tha codeine right now
codeine right now
ion understand

ughhhhh 
i’m so fucking gone
i just love my fucking drugs
no i never gave a fuck

i was off tha molly feeling great
till i woke up tha very next day
never felt so amazing
was kinda acting goddamn crazy
gimme me more uppers
‘cause i got planets to discover
i dont wanna feel my face
i wanna be in outter space
i can be your space girl
take you to my home world

not human
extraterrestrial
you’re gunna feel celestial
extra-
extraterrestrial
not human
extraterrestrial
you’re gunna feel celestial
extra-
extraterrestrial

SpaceGirl w/ ifeelsosmall

let me outta my cage
i feel so stuck and now i’m enraged
might fuck you up
i’m offa tha uppers
you a slut
don’t call me no lover
ugh ugh
i’m gone
i was off tha percies with xanax and lust
it’s a bad combination
im outta luck
and the reaper is waiting
not playing
but i feel amazing yah
but i feel amazing yah
i be gettin to tha bag
where tha fucks it’s at
ain’t nobody care about me at all
so i couldn’t give a fuck about it
 -bout it
fuck
thas jus how it goes
thas tha world we live in
i would fuckin know

can’t get out of bed if i don’t pop a benzo
my nightmares are becoming reality
i'm really pushing my self to insanity
what’s tha purpose of a glock when ur throats already slit
you’re in shock you’ll bleed out quick
and now there’s blood all on my ricks
ya
and now there’s blood all on my ricks

IFEELAMAZING

benzoDreamz w/ capoxxo [prod. sheepykid + whymillyy]

i hate being by myself
i know these drugs are bad for my health

i jus want some diamonds on my wrist 
shawty says she loves me
she jus loves it on my dick
i been stackin up my money
no this ain’t no counterfeit
unlike you
it’s true
why you actin all brand new
i feel so stuck i’m always blue
and i got nothing left to lose

bitch i got my bands by myself
so ima spend it
cuz aint no one ever offered their help
aint that jus splendid
i make my own money baby
i don’t think that you can save me
there aint nothing left of me 
i feel
like they’ll put an end to me
fuck pills

counterfeit [prod sciptix]

baby i can’t stand
not bein in your arms
wasn’t in tha plan
to give up my heart
i kept on fallin apart 
if you love me
lets jus restart
baby i can’t stand
not bein in your arms
wasn’t in tha plan
to give up my heart
i kept on fallin apart 
if you love me
lets jus restart

blacked out before i even pulled to tha club
but les pop another bottle
tryna stay fucked up
so what bitch
you left me
so i’m hitting up my plug bitch
cuz i don’t need your love
i jus need more drugs
i’m lost in my thoughts
so i block it all with alcohol
and hella pills 
i’m a lost cause
it’s kinda crazy
i was really hoping maybe baby you could save me

i got a cold heart
ima- ima- ima-
time to restart
ya
time to re-restart
i got a cold heart
ima- ima- ima-
time to restart
ya
time to re-restart

trashstar [prod. gloryasap x xgatteora]

https://linktr.ee/serenotb
prod: IG @wheressk

do it like me [prod. aki]

benedixhion

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