only feel when drugs in my head
im always tweaking feel like im dead
always on blues i love my damn oxy
pop pop pop
i feel my brain rotting
always makin plans bitch im plotting
ain’t nobody do it like me
ain’t nobody do it like me
i’m benedixhion bitch wait n see
i’ll keep grinding till i be poppin
ain’t no breaks bitch im never stopping
you a lame so get out my way
i can’t associate with no fakes
you a lame so get out my way
i can’t associate with no snakes
ya ya oh whoa
oh whoa

do it like me [prod. aki]

i’m lost in my shadow
i’m losing this battle 
my brain just keeps rattling
in my head
it screams at me
“you’re better dead”
fuck this life i hate it
always so sedated
goddamn i can’t fucking take this
hope you find a good replacement
‘cause i’m gone
i’m so lost
and i know that you want to help
but i’m going straight down to hell
might as well just end myself
my life is worthless i can tell
ugh
i can tell
ya
might end myself
ya ugh

delete myself
i’m better dead
ain’t nothing helps
except my meds
expect my percys
love my 30s
i know they wouldnt hurt me
ugh
feel tha pain deep within lurking
for a purpose im still searching
i’m so lost 
fuck it all bitch
oh my god
why am i still trying
all this pain reminds me
we all fall
i keep wishing you would call
but you don’t no not at all

betterDEAD

i don’t even know
i don’t even know
i don’t even know
i don’t even know
i don’t even know why i’m still fucking trying

i don’t even know
why i’m still fucking trying
think i sold my soul
and i’m not fucking lying
i’m alone
in my head
think i might be better dead cuz 
i don’t even know
why i’m still fucking trying
think i sold my soul
and i’m not fucking lying
i’m alone
in my head
think i might be better dead 

why tha fuck you keep writing love letters
i was high when we met i cannot remember
i was geekin off tha xans n tha percs boo
all i know is i felt it when i met you
ay
i be high like everyday
whoa
ain’t no time for breaks
so
why tha fuck you keep writing love letters
i was high when we met i can’t remember
i was geekin off tha xans n tha percs boo
all i know is i felt it when i met you
but i was clearly wrong
you played me
i played along
i’m so fucking clueless
i'm so fucking stupid
never thought that you would do this
i don’t even know
i don’t even know
i don’t even know
yeah

i don’t even know
why i’m still fucking trying
think i sold my soul
and i’m not fucking lying
i’m alone
in my head
think i might be better dead cuz 
i don’t even know
why i’m still fucking trying
think i sold my soul
and i’m not fucking lying
i’m alone
in my head
think i might be better dead 

in my head
think i might be better dead cuz 
i don’t even know
why i’m still fucking trying
think i sold my soul
and i’m not fucking lying

luv letterz [prod junhbeatz]

prod. wixxy 

(2x)
just stay mine, just stay mine
i don’t mind, i don’t mind
when your high, and i’m high 
when we fly, when we fly 

in the hive 
i spend life
with no time 
for you to be mine 
the queen goes and i feel like myself again 
i go to someone that i once viewed as a friend 
and then i look into their eyes and i know that the ends
cuz there’s no way we could ever come back from this 

just stay mine
i don’t mind
when you’re high
when we fly 

(2x)
just stay mine, just stay mine
i don’t mind, i don’t mind
when you’re high, and i’m high 
when we fly, when we fly

high

Lyrics

Every breathe I take, I get closer to my last one
Every girl I meet, they just left me like the past one
A lover that will last, I don't think I'll ever have one
You're the one that's telling lies, you're calling me the bad one

I don't ever get why people leave, man I'm such a mess
Honestly, I don't want you to leave but I think it's best
Say you're not the samе, I don't believe, you'rе just like the rest
God, take away the pain please, I don't wanna stress

I don't wanna feel all this fucking pain
I don't wanna deal with what I have inside my brain
I don't think I'm normal, I just think that I'm insane
I should pull the plug, I know life is just a game

Always up too late, working on a song
Tryna get too baked, I wanna feel numb
Tik-tok-tik, feeling like a fucking bomb
Now I'm underwater, ain't no air inside my lungs

Every breathe I take, I get closer to my last one
Every girl I meet, they just left me like the past one
A lover that will last, I don't think I'll ever have one
You're the one that's telling lies, you're calling me the bad one

i think it's best. (2017)

2X
Don’t try to track me down 
I don’t wanna be found 
You can follow on behind me 
My impression on the ground 
I don’t even mean to show it 
But it ends up right there 
Better moments on ahead 
Why should I care 

Inclined to what I say I ain’t done with the meaning
And get the selling point this currency defeated 
I’ll make a trade it’s only fair I hope that’s fine 
Sick of everything this steadily decline 
I say take a break for a minute now 
Reserve a little bit of patience alright 
And we made a mistake letting this allowed 
Uncertainty always finds the wrong time 

Finds the wrong time 
And what is uncertain 
I think I need a purpose 

2X
Don’t try to track me down 
I don’t wanna be found 
You can follow on behind me 
My impression on the ground 
I don’t even mean to show it 
But it ends up right there 
Better moments on ahead 
Why should I care

better moments (dead spyro)

lyrics

mucus dries out
and blood drips out my nose
a cluster of airstrikes 
are cutting it close
on the other side
of what i thought was fine
i hear the buildings rock
but still slip on the ice
i dont wanna die
especially not here
im clinging on to life
but the end of it its near
the foundation crumbles
and crumbles again
the life that i planned out
may come to an end

hold tight my love
its almost over
were fine 
i know
but theyre still drawing closer

ripped from my domicile
and ripped into parts
tryna crawl away 
but i cant find my arms
i dont have much longer 
with this metal in my heart
i try to be stronger but its gone too far

mucus dries out
and blood drips out my nose
a cluster of airstrikes 
are cutting it close
on the other side
of what i thought was fine
i hear the buildings rock
but still slip on the ice
i dont wanna die
especially not here
im clinging on to life
but the end of it its near
the foundation crumbles
and crumbles again
the life that i planned out
may come to an end

No, Not Here (p. tiedforsilver)

butterflies

forgetme (p. ryankelly + nihil2free)

prod. by m0rphxne prod 1

mixed, mastered & performed by CrutchB!te

sing/song-writing by CrutchB!te

graphic design by CrutchB!te

Lyrics:
you ain't comparing to my best friend
my best friend
it's like an angel vs a demon
a demon
It's like we up against some heathens
heathens
oh
yeah you wish you could have a friend like this too

I don't really know if you could comprehend the song that you can hear right now
but let me tell you straight you ain't replacing the passion, chained together causing a reaction
we walk in the faction it's crumbling down you a half of a fraction we an algebraic town
we've known each other for years now how bout you disappear

I don't really know how I got myself to where i'm at right now
I could've been
deep inside my head and probably in a different town
that's why you'll never be
like my best friend
like my best friend
uh

no no no no
nah nah nah nah
no no nah
you ain't comparing to my best friend
i'm like
nah nah nah
nah nah nah nah
you ain't my best friend
my best friend

you ain't comparing to my best friend
my best friend
it's like an angel vs a demon
a demon
It's like we up against some heathens
heathens
oh
yeah you wish you could have a friend like this too

you ain't comparing to my best friend
my best friend
it's like an angel vs a demon
a demon
It's like we up against some heathens
heathens
oh
yeah you wish you could have a friend like this too

I don't really know how I got myself to where i'm at right now
I could've been
deep inside my head and probably in a different town
that's why you'll never be
like my best friend
like my best friend
uh

I don't really
I don't really know
consider yourself the biggest asshole
cause we said so
said so uh
said so
said so uh yeah

oh
yeah you wish you could have a friend like this too
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