I totally relate with this, same with my dad thinking I'm lazy, other people wasting their youth and I don't wanna miss my ex but I miss her a lot...

never heard this song before but it sounds gas

still has a ways to go but this is pretty good

@prodjody

won't stop till i'm covered in blood
screaming at the top of my lungs 
speeding 
i might crash 
just for fun 
keep it real 
hope i don't die too young

just being honest 
nothings promised 
thought i found true love
but i lost it 
thought you'd hold my heart
but you dropped it down 
already know no one 
can save me now

so i'm all alone 
always on my own 
i can't let you close
you might take my soul away
that's just how it goes
so i'm staying cold
i might lose control
and it could happen any day

looking in the mirror 
don't know who i fucking am 
acting like you care
but you don't really give a damn 
you can doubt me all you want 
but i got better plans
it's complicated 
baby i don't think you understand 

i got nothing left to lose
i got a lot to prove
got rick owens on my shoes 
but these ain't nothing new
stayed the same
with all the changes that i'm going through
lost my mind 
i'm going crazy
don't know what to do

won't stop till i'm covered in blood
screaming at the top of my lungs 
speeding 
i might crash 
just for fun 
keep it real 
hope i don't die too young

just being honest 
nothings promised 
thought i found true love
but i lost it 
thought you'd hold my heart
but you dropped it down 
already know no one 
can save me now

no one can save me now
i don't need anyone around
take the whole world
and block it out 
i might disappear
without a sound

spotify

true love (prod. jody)

Lyrics

Play the piano to say what I wanna
Because it's unfiltered and it's really me
Nothing will matter when I'm with the fauna
That feeds on the flora from deep underneath

All of my tears have been soaking this floor up for too many years
And I don't wanna be who I was in the past
This is my life and I'm taking it back
I don't care for the trash

That I put myself through
Just to make songs that were not really helpful
Towards my health that's inside of mental
I know that some of you think that I'm mental

You cannot fathom the shit that I went through
Just to make songs about what I just went through
It isn't worth it to have to feel worthless
To feel like the music I make might be worth it

It's a fucking trip
Making this shit makes me fucking sick
I'm not alright and I'm fucking pissed
I see the light in a dark abyss

I don't see shit, I really fucking blind
I don't think this is really worth the time
I really put in so much fucking time
To just fuck it all up and lose my fucking mind

flora.

i don’t even know
i don’t even know
i don’t even know
i don’t even know
i don’t even know why i’m still fucking trying

i don’t even know
why i’m still fucking trying
think i sold my soul
and i’m not fucking lying
i’m alone
in my head
think i might be better dead cuz 
i don’t even know
why i’m still fucking trying
think i sold my soul
and i’m not fucking lying
i’m alone
in my head
think i might be better dead 

why tha fuck you keep writing love letters
i was high when we met i cannot remember
i was geekin off tha xans n tha percs boo
all i know is i felt it when i met you
ay
i be high like everyday
whoa
ain’t no time for breaks
so
why tha fuck you keep writing love letters
i was high when we met i can’t remember
i was geekin off tha xans n tha percs boo
all i know is i felt it when i met you
but i was clearly wrong
you played me
i played along
i’m so fucking clueless
i'm so fucking stupid
never thought that you would do this
i don’t even know
i don’t even know
i don’t even know
yeah

i don’t even know
why i’m still fucking trying
think i sold my soul
and i’m not fucking lying
i’m alone
in my head
think i might be better dead cuz 
i don’t even know
why i’m still fucking trying
think i sold my soul
and i’m not fucking lying
i’m alone
in my head
think i might be better dead 

in my head
think i might be better dead cuz 
i don’t even know
why i’m still fucking trying
think i sold my soul
and i’m not fucking lying

luv letterz [prod junhbeatz]

when does tha pain stop
it don’t
wish i still had a soul
left inside these hallow bones
but i’m losing control
so i mix percs with lexipro
still don’t no better though
god im such a fuckin fool
should prolly let you go

tell me 
when does it stop hurting
everynight with death im flirting
it’s a painful end
for a painful life
guess that seems about right
is this what i deserve
please take me from this earth
i can’t take anymore
no
i can’t take it no more
oh

when does tha pain stop
it don’t
wish i still had a soul
left inside these hallow bones
but i’m losing control
so i mix percs with lexipro
still don’t no better though
god im such a fuckin fool
should prolly let you go

lexapro [prod the ushanka boy]

Not Ya Homie

Track 14 from "Digital Flowerings Vol. 5"
https://soundcloud.com/internet-hippy...

Hammy (Artist)
https://twitter.com/wakeuphammyy
https://soundcloud.com/hammy

Spacedtime (Producer)
https://twitter.com/spacedtimebeats
https://soundcloud.com/spacedtime

Internet Hippy (Channel)
https://twitter.com/InternetHippy
https://soundcloud.com/internet-hippy

Hammy - Dreams [Prod. By Spacedtime]

[+] where did your love go? i'm searching the whole globe..
* prod by @vaegud & @hxrxkiller *

special s/o to @pinkcig he bodied this hoe <3

IG: www.instagram.com/seejayxo
TW: www.twitter.com/seejayxo
DISCORD: discord.gg/VRcvcdf
LYRICS:

[hook:]
she just want revenge,
well i dont got the time
i think i'm depressed,
but then again nevermind
used to want a benz,
well it dont matter if i die
face it when im stressed,
just to keep her off my mind

[bridge:]
she just want my bands and i know this
you been on my mind let me focus
yah i been on fire like my flow is
yah i been missing u thats why i wrote this

[verse: pink cig]
bad lil bitch up on my mind, thats why im tryna forget shit
smokin the best shit, i dont got time if you lookin for vengeance
i dont regret shit
you did what you did so i did what was destined
oh how the days go by
baby the pain dont die
all the shit that i said fucked up
baby the drank dont lie so i dont lie often
hope be draining, face pulsating,
percocet im poppin

follow ✦pink cig✦

revenge ft. pink cig (prod. vaegud+hxrxkiller)

Lyrics:
tonight tonight, i been livin too high, got me trapped inside my mind
tonight tonight, i been livin too high, got a little bit of syrup and i do it out of spite

i feel it runnin throughout my head tonight
feel it in my chest feelin dead tonight
i still cant eat i cant sleep tonight
i aint close my eyes in like twenty-two nights

always losing sleep cuz they say im too nice
i know the night time well im friends with the moonlight
come to me with questions ill give you some advice
but i cant help myself when im dependent on a vice

always scared of thoughts inside my head ya
always scared of everything been said ya
always wonder where im being lead ya
always wake up feeling deep in dread ya

never wanna see you down and sad no no
never been real happy so im high no no
never thought i ever be alright no no
always feel im broken deep inside no no

i feel it runnin throughout my head tonight
feel it in my chest feelin dead tonight
i still cant eat i cant sleep tonight
i aint close my eyes in like twenty-two nights

always losing sleep cuz they say im too nice
i know the night time well im friends with the moonlight
come to me with questions ill give you some advice
but i cant help myself when im dependent on a vice

twonight (prod AdjustIsac)

i watch my life as its falling apart
but i feel fine as i lie in the dark
this life’s a game and i’m playing my part
soon i’ll burn out like a dying star

without the drugs i’d never make it
the only way i’m getting by is staying faded
yeah
but half these plugs be selling fake shit
it got me feeling kinda off, they prolly laced it
whoa
i’m fucking wasted
i feel like gucci, take a shot right to the face bitch
you never wanted me so that’s the way i face it
i shouldn’t even give a fuck, ‘cause girl you’re basic

i’m over that chick
and i’m so far gone
i might crash my whip
just for the hell of it
‘cause i don’t give a shit
i’m fucking done with this
i’m screaming fuck you bitch

big bands in my pocket
yeah
wallet chains wit no wallet
yeah
i got plans to be up next
yeah
i won’t stop till it happens
yeah

i smoked an 8th and now i’m cruising
all i really want in life is to make music
but everybody fucking hates me
my dad despises what i’m doin, says i’m lazy
well, you can hate me from afar but i’ll keep moving
‘cause i got big ass fucking goals while y’all ain’t do shit
you waste your youth going to college like you’re s’posed to
i spend it doing what i want while making big moves

oh my god i think i miss you
i don’t wanna but i think i do
i just wish i didn’t miss you
i don’t wanna but i think it’s true

end of the world and i feel fine [prod. sketchmyname]

ion really get it
i don’t know
if it’s ending or beginning
you can go
i won’t even feel a difference
lil bitch
i jus want some ice to flood out my wrists
give a fuck about a price ion really give a shit
ion really give a fuck cuz 
i can’t
i feel so alone in
my head 
ion really got no feelings
i’m dead
bitch i jus pulled up
so high
been poppin pillies to survive
off a thirty i’m still hurting
what’s the reason i’m alive

i feel so dead
in the head
watch me fuck it up again
ima disappoint my friends
i can’t help it
i’m selfish
i want it all to end
yuh 
a fatal zen
yuh
already dead
you can blame the percocets
yuh
i got problems on problems
i don’t know how to solve em
i hate the life that i’m living
too many pills i look livid

junkie [prod. Jody]

[+] she ain't taking no nap
* featuring @nicoteenninyo + @frvrndalwys * produced by @sobernap *

IG: www.instagram.com/seejayxo
TW: www.twitter.com/seejayxo
DISCORD: discord.gg/VRcvcdf
LYRICS:

[verse 1: @seejayxo]
I got drugs in my backpack (anything you want)
yeah she hit me up on snapchat
I don't even snapback
But I know what it means
She just wanna fuck Ima pass 2 the team
Got some bands now they all on me
Say u love him, but u fucking on me.
who to trust? I don't like what I see
hate these bitches but I swear they love me

[chorus: @nicoteenninyo]
can't be surprised she for the team
when you met her on her knees
you gotta know she goin do you like that
treat her right you'll think twice
simp her down white knight
daddy issues just left the chat
she goin ask what jaded means
why she love me when I'm mean, well
it go something like that

[verse 2: @frvrndalwys]
Need a double cup when you hit me up
Why you always wanna give me shitty luck
I can always hear you talk on the drugs
Waste my time, tell me lies about love
She might fuck with ya head
Leave you with a open wound and draw blood till ya dead
I can see that look in your eyes, its the end
Say she gone but she right by my side, here again

end of the world and i feel fine [prod. sketchmyname]

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