these are all previously released songs that were either deleted, hosted or are still public that were never boosted with soundcloud pro, so i wanna give them another chance to maybe reach some new ears.
thank y'all for the support
love y'all <3
https://on.soundcloud.com/oc35W8C6ohe1fbjQOO

Living Cosy (p. danny beats)

Free Download

pretty ugly

i run away from my problems
'cause i know that i can't solve them
you hold me close and you say it's fine
look into my eyes, you know i'm not alright

you know i'm not okay so don't leave
you can tell me what you want
you can tell me what to be
i be really on my own
i ain't even got a team
shawty, why you playing games
why you mess around with me
my heart is broke
it's way past fixing
pass the liquor
now i'm sipping
my head's spinning like a beyblade
when you tell me to come over
i'm like, "on my way"
whoa
i'm all on my own
girl, just hit my line
yeah girl, just hit my phone

i been running
you can't catch me
where you going?
i been tripping

i'm not okay
but that's okay
wait, no it ain't
my life is lame
i wish that i could get away
but i'm stuck right here in this place
hey
just get me outta here
i'm like i
don't wanna rot in here
i might die
if i'm alone without you
so why
you chasing for the clout boo
i needed you
so why you treat me like i'm see through

Spotify <3

i run away from my problems [prod. windbreaker]

lovespelledbackwards: https://soundcloud.com/iamcjcarter/

eillah: https://soundcloud.com/halliehey/


lyrics: 
now you’re gone and you won’t come back
like how i’m supposed to live with that
guess i was wrong. got me feeling bad
sorry it had to end like that

so much has changed since you’ve been gone
i’m lost
please tell me where i went wrong

can’t eat, can’t sleep, nothing left to do
staring at my phone for this call to come through
from you

now you’re gone and you won’t come back
like how i’m supposed to live with that
guess i was wrong. got me feeling bad
sorry it had to end like that

why’d it have to end that way
nowadays i miss your face
now you’re gone and i’m feeling great
that’s a lie, i’m not okay

i’m not unbreakable
you wanna mend my heart but you can’t save my soul
i know my time is near
i feel alone. i miss when you were here

now you’re gone and you won’t come back
like how i’m supposed to live with that
guess i was wrong. got me feeling bad
sorry it had to end like that

end like that w/ lovespelledbackwards & eillah [prod. misery]

First single off of "          " I hope you all enjoy it <3
@tothegood


Lyrics-

I can’t keep thinking you’re all that
Living my life just to get past
Trapped in this moment, till I grasp
Hold of reality at last
I’m feeding my ego it’s last meal
Scratching my eyes till I can’t feel
Trapped in this moment till I grasp
I can’t keep thinking you’re all that

Verse- 
Tab out
Log in
Everyone wants to be like him
Tab in
Log out
Open your eyes till they fall out
Let the wind knock at my window
No one can hear when they’re shut closed
Curtains are down and the lights low
I can smell bleach in the air though

Chorus-

I can’t keep thinking you’re all that
Living my life just to get past
Trapped in this moment, till I grasp
Hold of reality at last
I’m feeding my ego it’s last meal
Scratching my eyes till I can’t feel
Trapped in this moment till I grasp
I can’t keep thinking you’re all that

other platforms

I Can't Keep Thinking You're All That (Prod. Tothegood)

lyrics: 

i dont wanna b alone tonight
my thoughts keep picking me apart
i keep saying ill be fine
but they keep reminding me im not
these drugs keep calling out my name
telling me to just let go for once
this blade has a grim look on its face
offering me its comforting touch

maybe i dont wanna die 
or maybe i do

maybe i dont wanna live this life
with you

maybe i dont wanna cry alone tonight
boo fuckin hoo

boo fuckin hoo

boo fuckin hoo

maybe i dont wanna die 
or maybe i do

maybe i dont wanna live this life
with you

maybe i dont wanna cry alone tonight

i dont wanna b alone tonight
my thoughts keep picking me apart
i keep saying ill be fine
but they keep reminding me im not
these drugs keep calling out my name
telling me to just let go for once
this blade has a grim look on its face
offering me its comforting touch

maybe i dont wanna die 
or maybe i do

maybe i dont wanna live this life
with you

maybe i dont wanna cry alone tonight
boo fuckin hoo


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boo 'fuckin' hoo (prod. blade901 x 5head)

Produced by metlast

I WONDER IF YOU'D STAYED IF I WASN'T BY YOUR SIDE

Lyric video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1NXDZhX1Wbs

Lyrics:

[Intro]
"iluvtora"

[Pre - Chorus]
it takes a lot to be fine, all this time, empty nights 
fuck my stressfull mind, see my day just going by
i wonder if you'd stayed if i wasnt by your side
make me feel alright, all you have to do is lie

[Chorus]
lie, lie, lie hold my hand and dont you cry
see the difference in our minds, 
baby why you scared to die
fucking bleeding from your words, 
please dont cross another line
tears are falling from your eyes
i dont see that as a sign

[Verse]
stars in the sky, i want you to be mine
but there's not one reply, can you tell me fucking why
am i even still alive, hard times, no end, soul dead
theres no purpose in this life

[Bridge]
no purpose, i feel worthless
why you gotta fucking leave me like this
losing focus, hearts broken
they dont know it, but i am hopeless

[Pre - Chorus]
it takes a lot to be fine, all this time, empty nights 
fuck my stressful mind, see my day just going by
i wonder if you'd stayed if i wasnt by your side
make me feel alright, all you have to do is lie

[Chorus]
lie, lie, lie hold my hand and dont you cry
see the difference in our minds, 
baby why you scared to die
fucking bleeding from your words, 
please dont cross another line
tears are falling from your eyes
i dont see that as a sign

[Outro]
no purpose, i feel worthless
why you gotta fucking leave me like this
losing focus, hearts broken
they dont know it, but i am hopeless

Biteki びてき

empty nights (prod. metlast)

producers: sketchmyname x vaegud

lyrics:
cuz im a young broke bitch
im a real scumbag
i can take yo bitch
n she'll take yo bag

u can take her out
n she'll take me home
u can hit her up
when i ghost her phone

saw u fucked that bitch
cuz u flaunt that cash
but i fucked that bitch 
she even payed my gas

im a pretty big prick
im a waste of breath
but i rock my shit
n still clown yo ass

imma keep it a buck
ion got a buck to my name
imma keep it a buck
i still give her more than she need

cuz im a young broke bitch
im a real scumbag
i can take yo bitch
n she'll take yo bag

u can take her out
n she'll take me home
u can hit her up
when i ghost her phone

saw u fucked that bitch
cuz u flaunt that cash
but i fucked that bitch 
she even payed my gas

im a pretty big prick
im a waste of breath
but i rock my shit
n still clown yo ass

i be too lonely
to fuck w the same chicks
so i hit yo girl up
n we speak that broke language

i get that u think u all cool
u trynna get her to compliment yo shoes
but balenciagas dont work in the bedroom
so she wanna know what a young broke king do

cuz im a young broke bitch
im a real scumbag
i can take yo bitch
n she'll take yo bag

u can take her out
n she'll take me home
u can hit her up
when i ghost her phone

saw u fucked that bitch
cuz u flaunt that cash
but i fucked that bitch 
she even payed my gas

im a pretty big prick
im a waste of breath
but i rock my shit
n still clown yo ass

broke bitch

i don’t think that i can change 
lately i been feeling stuck inside my ways
pretty sure my life is just a fucking waste
yeah
maybe i should go ahead and throw it all away

sick of life 
i wonder what’s after
i’m a fuck up
i’m a disaster
i wish that i would die faster
restless nights, could use dreamcatcher oh
‘cause you left me all alone
never even met you, only saw you on my phone
yeah
i still miss you on the low
i cannot stop thinking bout the day that you went ghost
yeah

so i’ll make it on my own
i don’t need you anymore, it’s time for me to go
yeah
all these girls are tryna hit this
they don’t really want me, but my name is on they hit lists
damn
so i think it’s time to dip bitch
i been chasing after my dreams
and yes i’ll risk it
you best get up out my way
i’m on a mission
you always got sum to say
but never listen

would you hold me close
i can’t let you go
you already know
how i feel bout you

spotify

dreamcatcher [prod. ahnboi]

i watch my life as its falling apart
but i feel fine as i lie in the dark
this life’s a game and i’m playing my part
soon i’ll burn out like a dying star

without the drugs i’d never make it
the only way i’m getting by is staying faded
yeah
but half these plugs be selling fake shit
it got me feeling kinda off, they prolly laced it
whoa
i’m fucking wasted
i feel like gucci, take a shot right to the face bitch
you never wanted me so that’s the way i face it
i shouldn’t even give a fuck, ‘cause girl you’re basic

i’m over that chick
and i’m so far gone
i might crash my whip
just for the hell of it
‘cause i don’t give a shit
i’m fucking done with this
i’m screaming fuck you bitch

big bands in my pocket
yeah
wallet chains wit no wallet
yeah
i got plans to be up next
yeah
i won’t stop till it happens
yeah

i smoked an 8th and now i’m cruising
all i really want in life is to make music
but everybody fucking hates me
my dad despises what i’m doin, says i’m lazy
well, you can hate me from afar but i’ll keep moving
‘cause i got big ass fucking goals while y’all ain’t do shit
you waste your youth going to college like you’re s’posed to
i spend it doing what i want while making big moves

oh my god i think i miss you
i don’t wanna but i think i do
i just wish i didn’t miss you
i don’t wanna but i think it’s true

end of the world and i feel fine [prod. sketchmyname]

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