Symptom Era Pre-release (:

Prod. Suni Vega

Afraid To Die Ft. Deep October

this song is entirely non profit and purely for venting purposes.
nilöwh: @nilowhbeats

cut my arm like every night because of you
and that sounds really bad
but thats how sad it gets
and thats how tough
life can get sometimes 
when youre around the wrong people
dont do what i did
learn from me
change your cerebral
id love to say its true but its not 
you can call me baby bloodshot
you can push my hands around
you can make me dance for you
dont be shy stimulate it
it wont bite unless you cave in
see my head its real scary aint it?
youre a pussy, you wouldnt last one day in 
my vessel
my vessel
now you know why i nestle in my bed all day
im pissed off, scared as a bitch and i cant get out of it
and i cant get out of it 
hes real quick to lie to your face ive seen it once or twice at this pace
he belongs in the mud and you know that shit
you know you cant get over him
if you sit and around and wait 
for him to change on his own time 
cause his own time is 2 years down the line 
when hes gay.
im not mad at that but at the fucking least be honest with me
im at sea and im sinking so just throw me down some whiskey
to make it easier for the time being cause I REALLY REALLY REALLY HATE being me
and i hate how the sun drives me insane
how..?
how the fuck can love kill you?
how do i see my mind?
hopefully you understand now
imma stay in my vessel till i die.

my vessel (nilöwh x frrb)

i'll move out and move on
sitting silent and all alone
but underneath the thunderstorm
there's always hope to move along

i'll move out and move on
all over my hands the scars are shown
but i believe that if i stay strong
this emptiness won't stay for long 

i'd give my life to see you smile 
and if i could i'd do it now 
just promise me that somehow
everything will workout 
do u remember our first date
we hid near a shop under rain 
i held you close u felt my pain
i loved u ever since dat day

i'll move out and move on
sitting silent and all alone
but underneath the thunderstorm
there's always hope to move along

i'll move out and move on
all over my hands the scars are shown
but i believe that if i stay strong
this emptiness won't stay for long 


this left me with a wreck inside my head
this left me with a wreck inside my head

i'll move out and move on (acey)

VALLEYOFDEATH

VALLEYOFDEATH (hell)

Cope

Cope w/ hero And Kbackwood$

particles & atoms

particles & atoms (secre)

Lyrics: 

everything you said to me 
turned out to be a lie 

im a mess 
i need to clean up my act
dried blood keeps attracting the flies 
no ones perfect i get that 
but with you i guess im ill-advised 

were built on shaky ground 
inside are the memories that we once had 
now they're burnt to the ground 
ashes on ashes 
black char adorned on our bedroom walls 
burned out thoughts flashing
but the spark we had wont light no more

I cant believe
what have you done
you didnt help me 
I cant believe
what have you done
you didn't help me 

BREATHE
whilst i cut on my lungs
BREATHE 
what the fuck have i done?
let it burn
let it collapse tonight
until there's nothing that can set alight 
BREATHE
BREATHE

were built on shaky ground 
inside are the memories that we once had 
now they're burnt to the ground 
ashes on ashes 
black char adorned on our bedroom walls 
burned out thoughts flashing
but the spark we had wont light no more


𝔟𝔯𝔢𝔞𝔱𝔥𝔢

Treat You Sacred

i’m sorry

THERE'S NOTHING INSIDE OF ME
MY DEMONS CAN FIND ME
AND I'M FALLING WIDE ASLEEP
MY DREAMS ALWAYS FRIGHTEN ME
I AM A FACE IN THE CROWD
YOU'D WATCH ME FALL ON THE GROUND
THESE DRUGS JUST MAKE ME FEEL DOWN
BUT I'M SICK OF FIGHTING

I’M A FACE IN THE CROWD
JUST LIKE EVERYONE ELSE
TRYING TO FIND A PURPOSE
SATAN TAKE ME DOWN TO HELL
I’M A FACE FIRST NOW
FEET IN THE GROUND
HUMID IN THE AIR
I GOT MOISTURE I COULD SPARE
SEE THIS
I’M TRYNA BE THIS
DO THIS
YOU KNOW THAT’S STUPID
CUT MY HAIR
‘CAUSE I’M PISSED OFF
WHAT’D YOU TODAY
OH YOU WENT TO A PARTY
YEAH YOUR LIFE ROCKS

ITS RAINING OUTSIDE MY WINDOW
WHEN I’M FRIENDS WITH THE CANDLE IN MY ROOM
AND WE TALK SOMETIMES
BUT ITS A FAKE FLAME
MADE WITH REAL WAX
BETTER THAN A FRIEND
IT TAKES ALL MY STRESS

ITS RAINING OUTSIDE
THE ONLY FRIEND I HAVE
THE CANDLE IN MY ROOM
IS THE CANDLE IN MY ROOM

heylog: https://soundcloud.com/heylog

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