🗡️ʘ‿O|×‿×🔪

can you tell me where im going baby
pretty sure that i been going crazy
i been living life like its a fucking daydream
yeah
its a fucking daydream
i feel so numb
you abuse me with your love
that shit got me so fucked up
i only feel okay on drugs

you dont wanna love me trust me 
im hooked on codependency 
baby you gotta stay away from me 
im crazy 
nobody is saving me im waiting 
for an exit to the next bitch 
text quick 
got me feeling fucking restless
im a dead bitch 
got me screaming fuck it 
ending the discussion 
used to feel in love 
but now you got me feeling nothing

what the fuck
i hate you
this aint love
cant change you
i cant but
ima be fine uh ima be good
im poppin my xans and smoking backwoods
i should
be fine
i dont need you in my life
you dont make me feel alive
i just wanna feel alright
 but i think i might fucking die

daydrream w/ ifeelsosmall [prod lil buscuit]

you don’t know a thing about about me
i don’t either though
i’m off way  too many xannies i been talkin slow
i feel dead
wont you please just let me rest
i’m stressed
fuck
i can be whatever you want
on whatever i just popped
call me baby
call me crazy
we’ll just wait and see

wont you set me free
i’m lost
i hate that i cannot stop
give me pills bitch i’m gun pop
on god
i got problems baby
wont you come and save me
i’m so sick of fucking waiting
for you 
i just can’t wait all night boo
ill give you my number
for you to come through
for you to come over
find shit to do
yeah
i think i died im sorry

Spotify <3

idiedsrry w/ ifeelsosmall [prod. saint mike]

everyday i wake up
i jus gun it
i feel like a monster
i'm disgusting
she drippin in makeup
telling me she love me
i'm so sick of fake love
got me feeling nothing
yah yah

i been off a subtance
yah yah
i jus fill my cup up
i be turning to the drugs for all my problems
kinda funny cuz that shit ain't ever even solve em
no way
i think that i'm dying
i'm drowning like everyday
losing to my demons
i think i'm going insane
catch me in the city
jus smoking my woes away

I jus needa reason
like why am i still alive
sometimes i be tweakin
my life feels like it's a lie
i been feelin so fucked up
but it's still not enough

disgusting

inthaMIRROR [prod. urbs]

ay
i was out in public
always got my percies on my me 
i was raised with a cold heart
in tha trenches im so sorry 
brodie
i ain’t wanna do it
you was fuckin with my mission homie
oh
except that you ain’t even really matter tho
i destroy that pussy like im destroying this flow
and you know i’m fuckin geekin everytime i do a show
on god
yes i know
i’m lost
thas fo show
uhuh

look
i was out in public
always got my percies on my me 
i was raised with a cold heart
in tha trenches im so sorry 
brodie
i ain’t wanna do it
you was fuckin with my mission homie
oh
except that you ain’t even really matter tho
i destroy that pussy like im destroying this flow
and you know i’m fuckin geekin everytime i do a show

oh whoa
oh whoa
you can catch me trappin
got sum xanax for a bad bitch
when she hit my line she be fienin
she an addict
ya ya
i be chasing down tha bands bitch
i be chasing down a bad bitch
oh
oh whoa
ay
this tha life i live
ignorance is bliss
real shit

mnstr

you were only tryna hurt me 
so i had to cut you off
cause i don’t give a fuck about a thing
no not at all
i be off tha percies everyday
i needa stop
but i don’t give a fuck about a thing
no not at all
i don’t give a fuck about a thing
so please don’t call
you were only tryna hurt me 
so i had to cut you off
cause i don’t give a fuck about a thing
no not at all
i don’t give a fuck about a thing
no not at all

dreaming of tha money
i was dreaming of tha bands
i was sitting in tha dark
until i finally made plan
i mix benzos with my fent
you ain’t my friend
n i know that
can’t take no more you’re a vex
my life is hell filled with regret
i’m jus wondering what’s next
but i keep on grindin
i never can ever stop 
this life is jus a pain
i fuckin hate it
thas why im always so sedated
i don’t know if i can take this
they tell me they love me
but i know they jus fuckin faking
oh well
thas life

idgafukk [prod quel]

waste [prod. fewtile]

poppin pills all night 
i’m never stopping
i’m so goddamn high
i’m in tha sky bitch
catch me up in outer space
flying a pilot
oh my god im wylin
pretty sure that my body’s dying
i don’t care i hate this whole life shit
ugh
i’m over it
i love my percs 
i love that bliss
yah

gun fuck that bitch til she cumming all on my dick
can’t stop tha pills ima addict
i really need more drugs
i can’t help it
i’m so selfish
you were playingg
you’re a lame 
i’m over that bitch they all the same
i can take no more of these fakes
yuh yuh yuh yuh
la la la la
hear you talking blah blah blah
shut tha fuck up oh my god

BLISS [prod weboy]

Too late

Best Days (SoundCloud Exclusive)

lyrics:

i feel like i'm dying
i'm tired of crying
the pain inside's violent
but my screams are silent
i know that you hate me
why's everyone play me
i'm so used to failing
rejection don't phase me

hit a blunt in the back of the bus
'cause it's freezing as fuck
and i'm in love with drugs
i hate that i'm never enough
so you fell out of love
and that shit really sucks

it's sunny outside of my window
i lie in my sins though
and make sure the blinds closed
i hate that i always feel alone
have no place to call home
i'm better off solo

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my screams are silent (prod. tothegood)

feels like love but i know it isn’t
i’m so damn numb who’m i kidding
i hate life i wish that i didn’t
i’m poppin percs just to fix it
but i know that i’ll never fit in
an outlier to the human race
i’m a lost soul and i’m drifting
i wish that i could just be erased
i hate the me that i have become
i’m just a fiend and i need more drugs
off a thirty i’m so fucked up
i’m running out i best hit the plug
i took a journey with no way back ay
i got money i’m chasing so ima make that ay
she jus pass me a swisher so ima face that ay
if you ain’t talkin benjis then just get outta my face
please let me lie here
i wanna die here
i’m so sick of this life
i wanna give into my fears

pain in my head guess i’m broken
i’m already dead they don’t notice

spotify

its2much [prod. zach sutton]

yuh
oh whoa
i don’t really know what
to do
i jus wanna go back
to you
i hate that you’re really gone
can’t take being alone

yuh
i know
you aint really wanna hold me close
you just couldn’t wait to let me go
oh
so let me go
i’m turning to the tabs and the shrooms
i can see the energy in this room
i’ll leave from this vicinity to the moon
but the tears keep falling for you

what’s next
i ain’t really wanna another ex
can we just talk you saw my texts
please don’t leave me here on read 
i’m begging
for you to come save me
the simulations breaking
everybody here is faking
nobody gives a damn
i need you
you don’t need me
everything in life is fleeting
you say you’ll always be there
but i know one day you’ll leave me 
popped off
i jus wanna pull up in a
droptop
so i gotta keep on grinding no i
cant stop
everyday is a reminder
that my soul is gone
im so fucking lost

im falling for you
ion even care if you knew 
gotta cut the past off
start new
baby just back off
were through
baby just say u aint have time for me
but u do with your friends i know ur not busy
now u wonder why i always act all pissy
i know ur doing shit and i know u dont miss me
i dont see us
falling in love
you took whats mine
now i am stuck

letmeGO ft. heylog [thatboineco]

do you love me
i don’t know
i don’t understand a goddamn thing 
just erase me
let me go
i can’t even take the suffering

cant pick up the phone
i’m fucking wasted
just to make it on my own
i’m staying faded
everyday is a blur when your sedated
hope this music shit works i needa make it
cuz i’m right back
where i started
i hate feeling like that
disregarded
everyday i want my life back
disregard it
yah 
fuck feeling regret there’s no restarting

i’m fucked up in the backseat
got me luv drunk in a taxi
i don’t wanna love you if i’m only being used
so can i trust you
or will you put me in a tomb
yah
i wish that i could say i knew
yah
but i don’t
are you tryna play me
ion know
i feel like i’m failing
on my own
i feel like a ghost

it’s my head
i think that i’m broken
let me rest
you don’t even notice
that i’m dead baby
i think i’m drowning lately
yuh
oh
yuh
oh
one more
i’m feeling wavy
help me
i’m suffocating

grape ape soda [prod. thatboineco]

ion really get it
i don’t know
if it’s ending or beginning
you can go
i won’t even feel a difference
lil bitch
i jus want some ice to flood out my wrists
give a fuck about a price ion really give a shit
ion really give a fuck cuz 
i can’t
i feel so alone in
my head 
ion really got no feelings
i’m dead
bitch i jus pulled up
so high
been poppin pillies to survive
off a thirty i’m still hurting
what’s the reason i’m alive

i feel so dead
in the head
watch me fuck it up again
ima disappoint my friends
i can’t help it
i’m selfish
i want it all to end
yuh 
a fatal zen
yuh
already dead
you can blame the percocets
yuh
i got problems on problems
i don’t know how to solve em
i hate the life that i’m living
too many pills i look livid

junkie [prod. Jody]

i don’t know what the fuck to do
i’m off the drugs and missing you

you said that you need me but you didn’t
you only ever stayed so you could leave me
what’s the difference
i been feeling like i’m drowning with these drugs inside my system
i can’t write a song if i’m not vibing off a benzo
hello
you just played a game and then you left me
now you see i’m up and you been acting way too friendly
got no time for fakes cuz bitch i know your just pretending
want me cuz i’m poppin
like a semi automatic
lying in my coffin
since you left me bitch it’s tragic
yuh
now my minds just full of static
yuh
i’m alone on my own planet
yuh
i don’t know
i don’t know what the fuck to do
i’m off the drugs and missing you
hit up my plug and tie the noose
i don’t give a fuck i’m too removed
i’m so removed
oh whoa
i just needed you
but you left me who
yeah you left me who

idk wtf to do [prod. lil buscuit]

✖️Unfamiliar to people🛸
~ʘ‿O🔪/ ×‿×"~  /    🧬-🎲-☄️
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junkie [prod. Jody]

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