remember singing this in the hospital waiting room b4 it was released

always on my own

my brains full of anxiety
i popped 5 xans but i still can’t sleep
there’s nothing left of me 
so let me rest in peace
i jus dropped a grand on a fit
i’ve spent way more on all this xanax
it sucks
life hurts i’ve had enough
i can’t cope without drugs

all i need is you and thats true
fuck a squad and fuck a crew
 ima do what ima do
and bitch i’m making moves
i don’t know 
where the fuck i’m sposed to go
i been lost and on my own
cuz this whole live’s a lonely road

anxious666 [prod. sciptix]

oh ah
uh
tear my heart out my chest
maybe that's for the best
'cause I'm distant lately
i don't think nobody cares
it's crazy
'cause nobody's ever there
they hate me
oh
yal so fuckin toxic
i don't know why I'm even here
i'll just keep on popping pills until I disappear
like magic
life is just a joke when you ain't nothing but an
nothing but an addict
nothing but an
nothing but an addict
i been trippin off these pills
i love the feel of it
ever since you left me
all I'm feeling is this emptiness
i think she resent me
she ain't respond to my messages
but it's all good
i'm jus lookin for another fix
smoking that kush
poppin these xans
anything to stop
all these panic attacks
been feelin so lost
but I'm still in my bag
i don't got no cough
but the syrup's still pouring
anything at all jus to make life less boring
ay
ay
ay
uh

addicted2u

NITELIFE

only feel when drugs in my head
im always tweaking feel like im dead
always on blues i love my damn oxy
pop pop pop
i feel my brain rotting
always makin plans bitch im plotting
ain’t nobody do it like me
ain’t nobody do it like me
i’m benedixhion bitch wait n see
i’ll keep grinding till i be poppin
ain’t no breaks bitch im never stopping
you a lame so get out my way
i can’t associate with no fakes
you a lame so get out my way
i can’t associate with no snakes
ya ya oh whoa
oh whoa

do it like me [prod. aki]

Lyrics: 

[Intro]
Ohh
Ever since you left me, my brain has been against me
Wish I could erase all of the memories
If I left the world tonight, would you even miss me?
I'ma turn up missin'

[Verse 1]
I'ma go M.I.A, I'ma turn up missin'
Disappear from everything, now I'm really distant
Born into this system, my brain is like a prison
Wish I could escape it, the darkness in my vision
The demons in my orbit; they take all my light source
Nothing left to fight for, I cry until my eyes sore
Smoke until I'm so high, don't feel like a life form
Egodeath the 3rd time, died again, I'm reborn
They tell me "be happy, just be glad it happened"
But my brain is fuckin' crackin' from chemical reactions
I know that I'm fucked up, the chemicals imbalanced
Probably from the acid, I feel like I'm Alice

[Chorus]
It feel like a science experiment in my mind
Take myself far away and leave it all behind
Tell me I'ma make it, but I know I'm wasting time
Death is like a ride, take a ticket wait in line
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Get tickets as low as $25
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[Interlude]
Ohh
It feel like a science experiment in my mind
Take myself far away and leave it all behind
Tell me I'ma make it, but I know I'm wasting time
Death is like a ride, take a ticket wait in line
Take a ticket wait in line
Death is like a ride, take a ticket wait in line
Take a ticket wait in line
Death is like a ride, take a ticket wait in line
It feel like a science experiment in my mind
Take myself far away and leave it all behind
Tell me I'ma make it, but I know I'm wasting time
Death is like a ride, take a ticket wait in line

[Verse 2]
I feel like I'm useless more than fucking ever
Ask me when I'm happy, probably fucking never
I don't wanna feel the pain but I'm stuck in memories
Remember all the awful things you would fucking say to me?
Damaged me emotionally, and socially, and physically
Left me all alone to rot in my own misery
Now I'm just a husk of who I once was
Laying on my bed, I know I'm not enough
Drown in my tears and I drown in the smoke
My life is a nightmare, I hope I overdose
I love to get numb, I can't fucking help it
Mama, I'm sorry, I know that I'm selfish
Selfish— Mama, I'm sorry, I know that I'm selfish
Also I'm useless and helpless, my dreams are all fading
I'm living my life like a death wish

Hammy - Stuck In Memories

I wanna see your body move
Yeah show me what it do
You a freak I'm into you
Paint her face, Margiela shoes
Step down I'm walkin' through
Touch down right off the flight
She wanna see me tonight
Let's roll some weed get high
Then you know what's on my mind

I wanna see your body move
Yeah show me what it do
You a freak I'm into you
Paint her face, Margiela shoes
Step down I'm walkin' through
Touch down right off the flight
She wanna see me tonight
Let's roll some weed get high
I'll make you feel alive
Even though I'm dead inside
It's hard for me to try

I'm so high I'm glitching
Through this crazy life I'm livin'
Oh no I don't got no limit
I don't save it bitch I spend it
Dior Christian
I'm still sinning
Bitch I'm ballin'
Ain't no scrimmage
Stacking racks right off my image

Watch me do my thing
She see me on her screen
Her face from magazines
I'm trynna make that body rock
I'm trynna see you move
I'm trynna live it up tonight
Like there ain't shit to lose
Yeah
Like there ain't shit to lose
I'm stacking up the pinks, greens
And all the blues
Bitch you know I stay winning
This ain't nothing new

Yeah
This ain't nothing new

I just wanna see

I just wanna see

I just wanna see

I just wanna see

I wanna see your body move
Yeah show me what it do
You a freak I'm into you
Paint her face, Margiela shoes
Step down I'm walkin' through
Touch down right off the flight
She wanna see me tonight
Let's roll some weed get high
Then you know what's on my mind

I wanna see your body move
Yeah show me what it do
You a freak I'm into you
Paint her face, Margiela shoes
Step down I'm walkin' through
Touch down right off the flight
She wanna see me tonight
Let's roll some weed get high
I'll make you feel alive

(Even though I'm dead inside)

move (prod. rubbish)

Short luh track icl, did this first few takes so its ight ig

Check out the Producer "Takeno" on Youtube.

Betta Duck

plug is crying for me

[prod. Dee B]
prod by Dee B bought with lease

Storm in my heart let it snow
Never gonna trust another hoe
Told you not to hit me on my phone
Im a let it ring watch me ghost
X2

Working long nights imma show you
How im bout be legend like im sposed to
Mama you aint here wish i could show you
People love to hate me but thats old news  

Storm in my heart let it snow
Everyone around me say im cold
Money make me feel more  
Guess i gotta make it on my own

Thats cool, 
Im thru
Wit u 
Its true
Bands blue
New shoes
Switch lanes
On you

Storm in my heart let it snow
Never gonna trust another hoe
Told you not to hit me on my phone
Im a let it ring watch me ghost
X2

Let it snow i think im 
Getting cold it gets so 
Late so quick
They start to hate so quick x2

Storm in my heart let it snow
Never gonna trust another hoe
Told you not to hit me on my phone
Im a let it ring watch me ghost

snow

thanks for 10k <3
prod. @prodjody

tired and tied down
i need you like right now
stuck in my own head
i can’t find the way out

too far gone
can’t save me
these drugs keep me steady
my heart gets so heavy
a ghost i’m nobody at all

feel like i don’t exist
and you’re my only fix
i got a thing for you
i want you in my room

feel like i’m made of glass
watch me break in half
weight up on my back
is slowly crushing me

fight for my sanity
everyday suffer silently
devil inside of me
but your touch feeling heavenly
it feels like ecstasy
bringing my feelings back to me
but ice cold in my heart
is all i’ll ever be

and your face in my dreams
is all i ever see
when i’m awake
my brains filled with anxiety

tired and tied down
i need you like right now
stuck in my own head
i can’t find the way out

too far gone
can’t save me
these drugs keep me steady
my heart gets so heavy
a ghost i’m nobody at all

NITELIFE

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