Fading

Gitarakuru - Illusory World

Russian (prod.okwunda)

igataфрістайл(spashgvng)

https://soundcloud.com/kuroimetsuyu

LYRICS:

I've been waking upto voices calling out to me
its plain and simple I can't avoid it girl its meant to be

so call me on your cellphone when you get off
I've been trying so hard yet its not enough
Ima blow my brains out turn me into dust
written on my gravestone slit wrist syndicut 

then I said goodbye x 2

meet me on the otherside 
bby its gon be alright 
might have gave you butterflies
you were scared but so was I

took my time and learnt my lines
bleeding hearts and empty eyes
ripped apart and made to cry
then came march I said goodbye
 
meet me on the otherside 
bby its gon be alright 
I know you had gave you butterflies
you were scared but so was I

took my time, learnt my lines
bleeding hearts, empty eyes
ripped apart, made to cry
then came march I said goodbye

I said goodbye x 2

goodbye (prod. kuroime)

https://open.spotify.com/artist/6NFHn7VH6jgV2nVWqW2bsa?si=4GL1fS_8Q7iRYjWf_FlXBw

https://soundcloud.com/haruhijinju

Ion know how to explain myself 
she don't know how I can make her melt 
ice cold wrist how about my health
told me she ain't coming back I said oh well..

just another one Im gonna have too leave behind
just another way to help me cope up in my mind
I ain't rushing but Im taking more than fucking time
fucking slumped at home with my broke spine


you ran up on me telling me I outa really change 
got my money bought a pack then I kill the pain  x 2

I ran away (prod. haruhi)

saudade

save me w / Natureheart

I hope you all enjoy <3 much love to each and everyone of you

@erisu-san

EX GIRL FT. ERISU (PROD. DIAMOON)

don't let me sleep
i'm scared to close my eyes
not sure if i'll wake up
'cause i'm so dead inside
we act like we're in love
but you just aren't my type
i always fuck it up
so don't tell me it's fine

me and you
that's all that it was and
then we hit the brakes and we parked it
the memories down the drain 'til i clog it
even miss the smell of your carpet
needed a fresh start
so i purged it
now i'm looking back
was it worth it
and to top it all off
we were perfect
then i got what we had
and i swerved it

don't let me sleep
i'm scared to close my eyes
not sure if i'll wake up
'cause i'm so dead inside
we act like we're in love
but you just aren't my type
i always fuck it up
so don't tell me it's fine

i'm not okay
'cause now you're gone
it's senior year and i'm still fucking alone
can't find my way
'cause i'm so lost
it's been a year but i can't fucking move on

listen on spotify </3

scared to close my eyes (prod. Trill skeleton)

Mixed by @iofmusic

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@prodbyiof
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lyrics: 
white lies
black walls 
we cant see a thing
dont ask if i want to make a change 
im not the one to take the blame 
take my blood with the fucking blade
now im into deep 
rolling in my grave 
being burned by the flame 
white lies in our veins (x2)

she aint nothin but a slut

white lies

spotify

white lies [prod. sketchmyname x kuroime]

:/

lyrics:
want you bad
want you bad
want you bad
yeah yeah
but you’d never want me back
that’s why i’m sad
yeah yeah
now i’m dead
in the head
i’m a let down
yeah
hope i have a heart attack
so i don’t have to wake up

yeah
pouring liquor in my cup
yeah
drink it down ‘till i throw up
yeah
but it’ll never be enough
yeah
and you never showed me love
yeah
so i’ll leave you in the dust
yeah
‘cause you never gave a fuck
yeah
no, you never gave a fuck

breakdown breakdown
yeah i had breakdown
crying in my bed
i just need a lil space now
facedown facedown
i feel so ashamed now
i’m stuck in my bed and there’s no way i can get out

i feel sad in my bed
‘cause you’re not in it
now i feel dead
i’m so over this
heart torn to shreds
i need a surgeon
lost in my head
and i’m still searching

yeah i’m still searching
i need a surgeon
i’m such a burden yeah

spotify <3

want u bad [prod. noir zero]

never made it back
never made it back
now i hate my life
there’s no saving that
i’ll just slit my wrists
where’s my razor at
i just waste my time
and i’m fine with that

why you stab me in the back
guess your love was just an act
wish i didn’t want you bad
‘cause you treat me like i’m trash

hit a hundred on the dash
and i really hope i crash
i been burning through life fast
now i can’t wait till it’s passed
now i’m living to forget
every night when i’m in bed
i can never fucking rest
‘cause you’re always in my head

you’re in my head lil bitch
fuck what you said lil bitch
i’m fucking dead lil bitch
i’m fucking dead
you just left my life. now it’s a fucking mess

Spotify <3

@benedixhion - insomnia [prod. sketchmyname]

lyrics:
You thought what you wanted
When I've never even talked to you

You thought what you wanted
When I've never even talked to you
Never even met me
Yet you still were hoping that I'd lose
Tell people I'm fake
When you never even met the dude
I don't really get it
What'd I ever fucking do to you

I don't understand it
Why'm I feeling so low, yeah
But I'll keep on going
I just needa take it slow, yeah
Never asked for hate
But that's part of life though, yeah
I can't really stand it
I just wanna fucking go
I'm a ghost
You don't know
I'm a joke so
I been down
I been down
I been down
Whoa whoa ay
I just wanna get outta this town
Whoa whoa ay
If I don't keep swimming then I'll drown
Whoa whoa ay
I'm the king of sadness
Where's my crown
Whoa whoa aye
Taking it slow, ay
Where'm I supposed to go, ay

You thought what you wanted
When I've never even talked to you
Never even met me
Yet you still were hoping that I'd lose
Tell people I'm fake
When you never even met the dude
I don't really get it
What'd I ever fucking do to you
You thought what you wanted
When I've never even talked to you
Never even met me
Yet you still were hoping that I'd lose
Tell people I'm fake
When you never even met the dude
I don't really get it
What'd I ever fucking do to you

What'd I do to you
You should fucking go
That shit's overdue
Why'd I ever start
When I know I'll lose
You just broke my heart
Now I'm always blue
Yeah yeah
Now I'm always blue
Yeah yeah
What'd the fuck you do
Yeah yeah
I'ma down the booze
Yeah yeah
I can't take the truth, yeah
Wait
I just wanna go back
To the way I was, yeah
Nowadays I'm so sad
I can't fucking take that
I just wanna go back
To the way I was, yeah
Nowadays I'm so sad
I can't fucking take that
Won't let you in
'Cause I can't take this shit
You make me so upset
I wish that I was dead

You thought what you wanted
When I've never even talked to you
Never even met me
Yet you still were hoping that I'd lose
Tell people I'm fake
When you never even met the dude
I don't really get it
What'd I ever fucking do to you
You thought what you wanted
When I've never even talked to you
Never even met me
Yet you still were hoping that I'd lose
Tell people I'm fake
When you never even met the dude
I don't really get it
What'd I ever fucking do to you

go ahead, hate me

go ahead, hate me [prod. why loner]

lyrics:
yeah, i know that i get lazy, yeah
and your dad fucking hates me, yeah
but you think that you can change me, yeah
girl, nobody can save me, yeah

yeah, i know you think i'm lazy, yeah
and your family thinks i'm crazy yeah
everyday is like the same thing, yeah
why does everybody hate me, yeah

girl, i fucked up and i know it
i just want you back, bitch
shawty give me head in the back of a black benz
i feel better dead ever since you left me waiting
want you in my bed
tell me when you gun' stop playing
why you playing?
no, this shit isn't atari
ain't no game bitch
and i know that you don't love me
you won't say it
and you only wanna fuck me when you're wasted, yeah
when you're wasted
yeah, you only wanna fuck me when you're wasted
and i know that you don't love me
you won't say it, yeah

Collection II

ur dad hates me lol (prod. odece & northeast lights)

rest in peace juice. you were a big inspiration for me and a lot of people. you may have lived a short life, but at least you accomplished your dreams and never gave up. you’ll be remembered


lyrics:

i feel a change inside
something far beneath the skin
my demons are awakening
i feel them deep within
i never thought i’d make it
to see the next day
but here i am faking my existence like a game

i ponder my whole life
why am i even alive
when my body’s gone so numb
that i feel nothing inside

don’t even wanna try
i’m not even gunna lie
every day when i wake up
i just wanna end my life

these emotions are so dumb
my head’s banging like a drum
so i pop a couple pills
and my whole body goes numb

these feelings are too much
guess i’m really losing touch
of what’s real and what is not
so i’ll end it with a gun

i feel a change inside
something far beneath the skin
my demons are awakening
i feel them deep within
i never thought i’d make it
to see the next day
but here i am faking my existence like a game

i’ve struggled my whole life
just to feel like i’m alive
i’m decaying inside
so i’ll never be alright
no, i’ll never be alright

scared to close my eyes (prod. Trill skeleton)

benedixhion

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