collection II

convolk: https://soundcloud.com/convolk

lyrics:
walking through my hometown
everything has changed up
used to be gunshots
now i see teslas
you don't want smoke
i'm a head shot
i don't want jokes
i want answers
walking through my hometown
everything has changed up
i was on the road
you was out doing lame stuff
you don't want smoke
i'm a head shot
you don't want smoke
i'm a head shot

everyday i feel the same
it's like why'm i not okay
why can't i just be happy for once
i'm always stuck in place
i don't think i can be saved
i have always been this way
i am dying in my room
and it's the middle of the day oh
feel my body die slow
i been feeling so low
i should help myself
but i don't even wanna try though
feelings don't sway me
everybody hates me
think i'm going crazy
feel like this on the daily

wasted my youth

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benedixhion x convolk - wasted my youth [prod. curtains]

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lyrics:
want you bad
want you bad
want you bad
yeah yeah
but you’d never want me back
that’s why i’m sad
yeah yeah
now i’m dead
in the head
i’m a let down
yeah
hope i have a heart attack
so i don’t have to wake up

yeah
pouring liquor in my cup
yeah
drink it down ‘till i throw up
yeah
but it’ll never be enough
yeah
and you never showed me love
yeah
so i’ll leave you in the dust
yeah
‘cause you never gave a fuck
yeah
no, you never gave a fuck

breakdown breakdown
yeah i had breakdown
crying in my bed
i just need a lil space now
facedown facedown
i feel so ashamed now
i’m stuck in my bed and there’s no way i can get out

i feel sad in my bed
‘cause you’re not in it
now i feel dead
i’m so over this
heart torn to shreds
i need a surgeon
lost in my head
and i’m still searching

yeah i’m still searching
i need a surgeon
i’m such a burden yeah

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want u bad [prod. noir zero]

never made it back
never made it back
now i hate my life
there’s no saving that
i’ll just slit my wrists
where’s my razor at
i just waste my time
and i’m fine with that

why you stab me in the back
guess your love was just an act
wish i didn’t want you bad
‘cause you treat me like i’m trash

hit a hundred on the dash
and i really hope i crash
i been burning through life fast
now i can’t wait till it’s passed
now i’m living to forget
every night when i’m in bed
i can never fucking rest
‘cause you’re always in my head

you’re in my head lil bitch
fuck what you said lil bitch
i’m fucking dead lil bitch
i’m fucking dead
you just left my life. now it’s a fucking mess

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@benedixhion - insomnia [prod. sketchmyname]

lyrics:
There's no way
No how, okay?
I'll just make
The same mistakes
Don't love me
That shit's a waste
There's nothing left
To contemplate
There's no way
No how, okay?
I'll just make
The same mistakes
Don't love me
That shit's a waste
There's nothing left
To contemplate

You best not ask me out
There's nothing left to talk about bitch
If you do I'll shoot you down
Ain't talking semi-automatic
Sorry, I don't wanna fuck
Lately I'm feeling so erratic
To alleviate my frown
I'm taking hits while in a panic
I got nothing on my mind
Except the reaper
But the high helps me escape
I'm on the reefa
Put a clip into my brain
That ain't no haircut
And I swear to god
I always have the worst luck

My fucked up brain won't me sleep
I feels death's hands all over me
I taste the blood between my teeth
So please just let me rest in peace

There's no way
No how, okay?
I'll just make
The same mistakes
Don't love me
That shit's a waste
There's nothing left
To contemplate
There's no way
No how, okay?
I'll just make
The same mistakes
Don't love me
That shit's a waste
There's nothing left
To contemplate

no way no how ok?

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no way no how ok? (prod. sketchmyname)

lyrics:
You thought what you wanted
When I've never even talked to you

You thought what you wanted
When I've never even talked to you
Never even met me
Yet you still were hoping that I'd lose
Tell people I'm fake
When you never even met the dude
I don't really get it
What'd I ever fucking do to you

I don't understand it
Why'm I feeling so low, yeah
But I'll keep on going
I just needa take it slow, yeah
Never asked for hate
But that's part of life though, yeah
I can't really stand it
I just wanna fucking go
I'm a ghost
You don't know
I'm a joke so
I been down
I been down
I been down
Whoa whoa ay
I just wanna get outta this town
Whoa whoa ay
If I don't keep swimming then I'll drown
Whoa whoa ay
I'm the king of sadness
Where's my crown
Whoa whoa aye
Taking it slow, ay
Where'm I supposed to go, ay

You thought what you wanted
When I've never even talked to you
Never even met me
Yet you still were hoping that I'd lose
Tell people I'm fake
When you never even met the dude
I don't really get it
What'd I ever fucking do to you
You thought what you wanted
When I've never even talked to you
Never even met me
Yet you still were hoping that I'd lose
Tell people I'm fake
When you never even met the dude
I don't really get it
What'd I ever fucking do to you

What'd I do to you
You should fucking go
That shit's overdue
Why'd I ever start
When I know I'll lose
You just broke my heart
Now I'm always blue
Yeah yeah
Now I'm always blue
Yeah yeah
What'd the fuck you do
Yeah yeah
I'ma down the booze
Yeah yeah
I can't take the truth, yeah
Wait
I just wanna go back
To the way I was, yeah
Nowadays I'm so sad
I can't fucking take that
I just wanna go back
To the way I was, yeah
Nowadays I'm so sad
I can't fucking take that
Won't let you in
'Cause I can't take this shit
You make me so upset
I wish that I was dead

You thought what you wanted
When I've never even talked to you
Never even met me
Yet you still were hoping that I'd lose
Tell people I'm fake
When you never even met the dude
I don't really get it
What'd I ever fucking do to you
You thought what you wanted
When I've never even talked to you
Never even met me
Yet you still were hoping that I'd lose
Tell people I'm fake
When you never even met the dude
I don't really get it
What'd I ever fucking do to you