Benjamin of the Mechanicus

@prodpitfall @april211k

art by www.instagram.com/fooyepont/

[senses]
its not like i dont like myself 
ive just been feeling out of place
why wont you ever give me space 
guess you dont know me very well 

told me u dont wanna see my face, thats not very nice to say 
i just need a place to stay 
dont know what im doing wrong today
dont know why they want me gone today
because im still the same
why do you go out your way to make me feel bad?
why do you go out your way just to get in my way?
dont know why they want me gone today
because im still the same

[pitfall]
Yea i walk in,
Pistol on my hip dont do no talkin'
Colors in my cup its filled with toxins
Put some wings on his back no these aint robins
Think im runnin' outta time, think im outta options

Dont know how to take it
Yeah i give u all my trust n u break it 
Put some faith in myself hope i make it
Take the real me off the shelf and replace it

place2stay ft. pitfall「april21」

stuck ft @1spxce [prod key]

all plats

ran away w/fridvy [benjithemachine]

w/ @blackwinterwells
prod me
mixed by me & wells
cover by me

reliant +blackwinterwells

let it all go

let it all go [prod. recyclebin & lewisgoing]

@benjithemachine

[Lyrics]
Just another hopeless night
Hoping that I'll be alright
Talking till we see the light of morning
Baby I don’t wanna fight
I know that now is super tight
But it will all be fine when it’s morning
Baby I just wanna hide
Thinking thoughts of suicide
But I know that it will be fine in the morning
My actions in night are what make me terrified
I know what I said ain’t right, that’s why I’ll see u in the morning

Baby I’m calling mayday, everything’s gone sideways
180 on the Byway, my life flashing be for me
Do you still adore me? Or are you just horny?
Just want you to hold me, I’m feeling pretty lonely.

Just another hopeless night
Hoping that I'll be alright
Talking till we see the light of morning
Baby I don’t wanna fight
I know that now is super tight
But it will all be fine when it’s morning
Baby I just wanna hide
Thinking thoughts of suicide
But I know that it will be fine in the morning
My actions in night are what make me terrified
I know what I said ain’t right, that’s why I’ll see u in the morning

Morning [Prod. Benjithemachine]

prod m2k + @sshinju

I’ve been off a x pill just so I can forget things 
yea I  want u next2me but u give me these headaches 
I’ve been off the extacy with codeine in my backpack 
ballin out in foreign city’s I still can’t get my heart back 
and bby yea  it’s too bad 
I’ve been acting ruthless 
I’ve been acting stupid 
I’ve never planned to do that 
I hope u can forgive me 
just wantu 2b happii
I just hope I won’t regret this 
I’m helpless 

whatever, I’m scared of falling apart 
just don’t leave me in the dark, just don’t leave in the dark 
I’m scared of loosing my heart, I wanna b wheee u are I wanna b where you are 
& we can shine like stars
we could walk on mars 
only if that’s what you want

it's too bad (m2k shinju)

cover by (https://www.instagram.com/kkkbbbrrryyy/  @buffalobang) (prod by @danlrk)
in too deep someway i gotta get out
and the secret that i keep u want me to shut my mouth
and the story that i tell i know its been awhile
if u ask me shit again i will always cut u out

gonna make it all burn
gotta wait for ur turn
u will get what u deserve
took a pill now its a blur

thought u were the one
everytime that we be speaking we not having fun
i can tell u that i love you but u always run
tell me how it feels to always be there
and u tell me how u feel and u know that i care
tell me things that u have done n i wish u were here
and u know that i miss you
i dont wanna fight


went too far, but ill go there again
ill be so close but i wont be your friend
fell too hard
i lost it all and ill lose til i win
went too far, but ill go there again
ill give you everything, ill give you bone and skin
fell too hard
i lost it all and ill lose til i win



thought u were the one
everytime that we be speaking we not having fun
i can tell u that i love you but u always run
tell me how it feels to always be there
and u tell me how u feel and u know that i care
tell me things that u have done n i wish u were here
and u know that i miss you
i dont wanna fight

bone and skin + buffalobang (dan larkin)

I’m a star and you can never tell me different 

Kick back you can watch me from a distance

.45 Take his life in an instant

I’d tell you why but nobody fuckin listens

Take it all you still want more 

Fuck this place and everything you fuckin stand for

Count the bodies on the floor

you always leave me wanting more

I can't take it anymore
-------

oh woah we gone kick back

at the party poppin pills like theyre tic tacs

buy more
got big racks

i dont rly wanna talk to u
u a big rat

come get yo btch back
i bet u miss that

yea choppa give him 6 pack
yea i dont think u gone miss that

Young and arrogant w/ eczotic (glacies)

@zuuloh
<3 <3 <3 
@synthetickids
@moderndayuk

And Maybe thats a lesson i deserve
When we kiss it feel poision but it never really hurt
and i never u wanted wanted this but i know who u were
But u miss me lets be honest
Im exactly what u wanted
Im exactly what u wanted

I threw something in a wishing well
And i cant get it out 
I can tell why u been looking down
Well figure something out 

We win 
I dont know where to begin
U know the ways to get under my skin
Tell me 
How bad it hurts
Wait can i rack up a line fist 

Tell me 
Send a msg or we could just say nothing 
I see everywhere and everything but didnt see it coming 
Just tell me lies and mess me up another time 
I just wanna be there next 2 u like every time i die 

And Maybe thats a lesson i deserve
When we kiss it feel poision but it never really hurt
and i never u wanted wanted this but i know who u were
But u miss me lets be honest
Im exactly what u wanted
Im exactly what u wanted


Wait Tell me u miss it 
I hate whenever ur distant
Ill stay up all night 
I hope im more than a victim

I need something that glisten 
I swear i cry when u listen
Dont know whats up with the system 
Feel like im trapped in a prison

Show me bliss
I just need another kiss
Modern day, synthetic kids
I smoke weed that smell like piss
U smoke mid u dont smoke piff
Im with the gang yeah u kno what it is 
I killed another 1 put on the list
U could never get me u not my bitch 

Tell me words tonight 
Sum to make me feel alive
Pour me up another line 
Im sorry that im never fine 

But i wont fix it i
Fuck it i tried
But i dont wanna die 
I dont wanna die

And Maybe thats a lesson i deserve
When we kiss it feel poision but it never really hurt
and i never u wanted wanted this but i know who u were
But u miss me lets be honest
Im exactly what u wanted
Im exactly what u wanted

Wishing Well [Zuuloh]

w/ @caponeti
prod me
mix by me & capo
cover by me

(thx to gauge fijimar pinkperc tera & neoprada for help w mix)

running back +caponeti

w/ @whyhaze & @gaugemountedthisone
prod me
mix by me, haze, gauge
cover by Graham Curtis

staring at the sky + whyhaze + gauge

★tell me if you could stay here.. cause im alone★

[featuring]
https://soundcloud.com/care_riley

[producers]
https://soundcloud.com/benjithemachine
https://soundcloud.com/yashio20k

[nitecore mix]
https://soundcloud.com/pogchampswagepicfrfr/love-w-care-prod-benji-the-machine-yashio-nitecore-mix

[lyrics]

intro:
i was afraid
i didnt want to tell you how i felt
because.. if i told you i loved you and you turned me down
then maybe we wouldnt be able to be friends anymore

hook:
i had your love then it all disappeared
ran outta luck oh this is what i feared
im not enough your everything my dear
forever stuck ill always still be here

cant stand to be awake another night, i know it
everything will heal given the time, ill show it
wanna stay right here right by your side, you know it
love is kept deep down you know inside, you show it

verse:
the shadows she left inside my room, they dont go away
when you ask me how i feel i dont know what to say
is it best for me to run away or disappear
girl i always feel enchanted when i have you near

is it hard to hide the things that you dont show
tell me if you could stay here cause im alone
everytime i fall in love it ends how i forebode
girl your like a language that i cant learn to decode

bridge:
cant stand to be awake another night
tell me if you could stay here cause im alone
cant stand to be awake another night
tell me if you could stay here cause im alone

repeat hook:
i had your love then it all disappeared
ran outta luck oh this is what i feared
im not enough your everything my dear
forever stuck ill always still be here

cant stand to be awake another night, i know it
everything will heal given the time, ill show it
wanna stay right here right by your side, you know it
love is kept deep down you know inside, you show it

★streaming★

★love★ w/ care. (prod. benji the machine & yashio)

mixt by me ;)
lyrics
[1o1serena]
its not working
im hurting
is it my flirrting
leaving onna jurney
its not working
im hrting
is it my flirting
leaving onna jurney (x2)
[chops:')]
[Hxpeless]
i keep trying evrything but nuthing seeems 2 hlep the pain
evryday i feel the same i popp a perc cant feell my face
hoping tht this shit is  laced cuzx lately i ffeellso defaced
stop t xting me 4 my own sake
i nvr been so filld w hate
these ppl mock me evryday
these ppl they dnt kno my pai in
im 2 depressed so no1 stayz
if thats 2 much then u can say
[1o1serena]
its not working
im hurting
is it my flirrting
leaving onna jurney
its not working
im hrting
is it my flirting
leaving onna jurne
[chps]

its not working w/ 1o1serena? [prod. kotonaru]

prod @15elias

falling down
i cant stand
i need u
more than air 
break my heart 
dont u dare
do u care?
are u there?

break my heart ik u wanna
like fuck dis shit ion fuck wit drama
make more scars n cause more trauma
my love 4 u burnin hot like lava

i jus need sum better days
baby can u pls just stay
cna u pls just stay awake
i have shit i need 2 say

lil eddy!!-
baby do not let me go (ohhhh) i would never let you go/ it'll take some time/ gotta press rewind/with your hands in mind/staring at those green eyes/and i would never let you go/ i was happy when i brought you home/i remember when you pulled me close/you told me you hate sleeping alone/and you're the reason i changed/ i know you hate it this way/you're the reason i changed/I KNOW!!!!!!

i cnt stand + lil eddy [elias]

student, accountant, electronic music nut

I try to post whatever I'm liking, indiscriminate of genre.   I mix when I can to try to collect a few favorites together. Thanks for listening!

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