Name: Regrets! (prod.berlin!) by berlin!
Duration: 2 min 24 s
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out with u (prod.berlin!)

我过年买的烟花 The fireworks I bought for New Year’s Eve
到现在还没放 Still haven’t been set off—just gathering dust with me
留着等着你回来 I saved them, waiting for you to come back someday
完成那些愿望 So we could make those wishes fade into the spray
烟花透过眼睛 The fireworks lit up my eyes
直达我的心 And shot straight through to my heart inside
从没有过隐藏 There was never a need to hide
它开始很美丽 It started off so beautiful
结束很可惜 But the end—what a waste, so pitiful
最后还是被遗忘 In the end, it got forgotten like it meant nothing at all
我还是会想你 Still, I think of you sometimes
虽然没意义 Even if it’s meaningless now with time
就当是梦一场 I’ll pretend it was just a dream I had one night
如果我能回去 If I could go back in time somehow
会好好爱你 I’d love you better, more honest now
不会让你再撒谎 Wouldn’t let you lie, wouldn’t let us fall
有什么事你可以和我说 You can tell me anything, don’t keep it inside
安静聆听你心里的不安 I’ll listen quietly to all your unrest and fright
大话有点大 Sometimes we talk too big, dream too far
大人们会害怕 And grown-ups get scared of who we really are
长大成人了 Now we’ve grown up—it’s what it is
随风而去吧 Let it all drift away like the wind does

没人会管你了 No one’s watching you anymore
翅膀也硬了 Your wings are strong—time to soar
是时候横冲直撞了 Now’s the time to crash forward with no remorse
都是过来人 We’ve all been there—we know that force
心照不宣 No need to speak, it’s silently clear
点头之交 Just a nod—we’re already near
眼神在交流 Our eyes are doing all the talking here
完美的默契 Perfect sync, nothing forced
无需太多的修饰 No extra words, no polished form
就是这么简单粗暴 Just this—simple, bold, and raw
直接点 Be straight with me
别眨眼 Don’t blink, don’t miss the beat
张开双臂 Open your arms wide
尽情享受这一刻 Let yourself live in this moment, inside
你没有必要等我 You don’t have to wait for me
挣脱束缚后解脱 Break free—get that sweet release
迎接全新的生活 Go on and greet your brand-new life in peace
你没有必要等我 You really don’t need to wait for me
挣脱束缚后解脱 Once you’re free, you’ll finally be
迎接全新的生活 Ready to live that new life completely

有什么事你可以和我说 You can still tell me anything, I won’t push away
安静聆听你心里的不安 I’ll still listen to the noise your heart won’t say
大话有点大 We talked big dreams once, far and wide
大人们会害怕 But even grown-ups tremble inside
长大成人了 Now we’ve grown up, we’ve come of age
随风而去吧 Let it all go—fade like smoke in space

烟花+jackzebra（prod.Samantha）

又躺了一天 Spent another whole day just lying down
温暖的房间 In this warm little room I’ve found
孤独感又瞬间 Loneliness hits in a flash
来到我身边 And settles quietly by my side
不停的思考着 Thinking, again and again
不停的忏悔着 Regretting everything, again
不停的烦恼着 Worrying endlessly, stuck in a chain
不停的不停的持续着 On and on—it never wanes
麻木的刷着手机 Scrolling my phone like I’m numb
像是新型毒品 Like it’s a brand-new drug I’ve become
如果生活是场游戏 If life is a game we play
那我就是npc Then I’m just some background stray
不停的思考着 Thoughts just won’t shut down
不停的忏悔着 I’m still blaming myself all around
不停的烦恼着 These worries—they weigh like chains
不停的不停的持续着 Endlessly looping through my brain
不停的不停的不停的 It repeats, and repeats, won’t quit
不停的焦虑着 Anxious thoughts I can’t outwit
总感觉自己做错了许多 Feels like I’ve done too many things wrong
年少无知犯的错 Mistakes of youth that still linger on
这道题我没法躲 This question—I can’t skip, can’t run
这道坎我没法过 This wall—I try, but I come undone
感觉自己已经着了魔 Feels like I’m cursed, under a spell
已经没办法能解脱 No escape, no way to break this shell
打火机打不着火 Lighter won’t light, just dead in hand
烟在嘴里却没法嘬 Cigarette in my lips, but I can’t even drag
一天什么也没干 I didn’t do a thing today
可我好累好疲惫 But I feel drained in every way
我不是睡觉吃饭 If I’m not sleeping or eating food
就是保持着颓废 Then I’m stuck in this hopeless mood
不想再维持那些表面关系 I’m done with those shallow ties I fake
我也想要能做到事不关己 Wish I could not care—let the world break
我只想做回真正的自己 I just wanna return to who I really am
我不想每天都带着面具 I’m tired of hiding behind a mask for them

思考着（prod.Samantha）

有话就直说不然我真的会想太多 Just say it straight, or I’ll end up overthinking it all
又不是你的错别害怕更不用到处躲 It’s not even your fault, no need to fear or hide at all
这日子怎么过每天刷新一个小折磨 These days crawl by, each one brings a brand new pain to recall
无论我怎么做 No matter what I do
是福是祸我都躲不过 Blessing or curse, I can’t escape it at all
我不是福尔摩斯找不出那些故事 I’m not Sherlock Holmes, I can’t piece together those stories
能不能直接点 Can we just be real for once, no need for mysteries
我不想没事找事 I don’t wanna make problems out of nothing
明知道没结果 Even knowing it leads nowhere
还是傻傻的不信邪 I still foolishly refuse to believe the end’s already there
我不在乎 I don’t care
你说我自讨苦吃我也认了 Call me asking for pain—I’ll admit it, I swear
这感觉太折磨 This feeling's pure torture
都怪我自己太懦弱 It’s my fault, I’ve been way too scared
脑子里想得多 My mind’s always racing
却没勇气去做 But I never had the guts to act on what I’m chasing
我不会再浪费任何机会 I won’t waste another chance again
我得振作起来 I’ve got to pull myself together
勇敢迈出那一步 Take that brave first step, now or never
不留遗憾的去爱 Love with no regrets forever
我不会再让以后的自己后悔 I won’t let the future me live in regret
我不是福尔摩斯 I’m not Sherlock Holmes
找不出那些故事 I can’t solve your hidden stories yet

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