[Intro]
Am I just some
Time waster

[Chorus]
She carved into my skin
Carved into my skin
Sedatives to forget
That you’re chosen
Now wasn’t the
Best timing
Am I just like
The rest of them
Oh, am I just some
Time waster
Carved into my skin
Oh yeah
I won’t be like
The rest of them

[Verse 1]
I can’t do any good
When all that I am
Is like some
Waste of time
She will never
Be mine
She will never
Be mine
She will never
Be mine
She will never
Be mine

[Chorus]
She carved into my skin
Carved into my skin
Sedatives to forget
That you’re chosen
Now wasn’t the
Best timing
Am I just like
The rest of them
Oh, am I just some
Time waster
Carved into my skin
Oh yeah
I won’t be like
The rest of them

[Verse 2]
Some like waste of time
Adore her
All that I could do
Was adore her
She’s so enticing
When I’ll never know
The rest of them
Oh like, the rest of them
[Chorus]
She carved into my skin
Carved into my skin
Sedatives to forget
That you’re chosen
Now wasn’t the
Best timing
Am I just like
The rest of them
Oh, am I just some
Time waster
Carved into my skin
Oh yeah
I won’t be like
The rest of them

[Verse 3]
I feel so
I feel so done here
She will never
Be mine
She will never
Be mine
She will never
Be mine
She will never
Be mine
I feel so
I feel so done here
She will never
Be mine
She will never
Be mine
She will never
Be mine
She will never
Be mine
I feel so
I feel so done here
Here
I feel so
I feel so done here

Chosen Rest

HEXAGRAM14 AFFLUENCE
“Then we k2 u”
Maria Duluoz - Columbin3’s Day (NoWeek) prod bowie

LYRICS:
Columbine told him who’s to go
Feelings he’s treasured most of all
The teachers and the football stars
It’s in his tiny face
It’s in his scrawny hand
Columbine, he sold his soul
He’s got something to say
It’s Columbine’s day
The rhythm of the crowd
Teddy and Judy down
Columbine sees it all
He’s got something to say
It’s Columbine’s day
Columbine told him how it feels
If all the world were under his heels
Or stumbling through the mall
It’s in his tiny face
It’s in his scrawny hands
Columbine knows it all
He’s got something to say
It’s Columbine’s day
Columbine, Columbine 
(Yeah)
(Woo, woo)
Columbine, Columbine
It’s in his scrawny hand
It’s in his icy heart
It’s happening today
Columbine, Columbine
It’s in his scrawny hands
It’s in his icy heart
It’s happening today
Columbine, Columbine

Pull up with my MF crew
Smoke stash and we mf smoke wit u too.

Then we k2 u.

Columbin3's Day (NoWeek) <bowie>

Album Title: After The Bat Was Freed ... But Before Metal Died

An Ozzy Requiem

Description:

This is more than an album. This is a requiem. A two-part rock opera epic exploring the complete life, legacy, and psychological journey of a rock and roll icon. Performed by the virtual progressive metal band Adelheide's Wisdom.

LP 1: "After The Bat Was Freed ... But Before Metal Died"
A nine-act narrative that chronicles the rise and reflection of a legend. The journey begins in the industrial haze of 1960s Birmingham, capturing the spark of a Beatles-inspired dream ("The Day The Bat Was Freed"). It crashes through the chaotic birth of a new sound ("Sounds Like a Bunch of Cats Fightin'"), explores the creation of the demonic "Madman" persona ("They Call Me The Madman"), and descends into the self-destructive excesses of the 80s ("Wings of Sin"). The album finds its emotional core in the heartbreaking ballad "I Was Just A Dreamer," before culminating in a final, monumental tribute to the man behind the myth ("Prince of Eternal Fire").

7. I Was Just a Dreamer

The turning point: The album's grand, emotional power ballad. This is the "morning after," the moment of catharsis and vulnerable reflection after all the excess. The loud facade of the "Madman" crumbles, revealing the heartbroken dreamer behind the mask.

Official Song Description: Adelheide's Wisdom – "I Was Just A Dreamer"
What remains when the spotlights fade and the myths begin to crack?

With "I Was Just A Dreamer," the virtual band Adelheide's Wisdom releases the first single and emotional centerpiece from their monumental concept album, "The Laughing Shadow: An Ozzy Requiem."

This epic power ballad is a profound and heartbreaking confession that looks behind the facade of the "Prince of Darkness." It tells a story of deep inner conflict – from the celebrated rock star on the world's biggest stage to the lonely "ghost at home," alienated from his own family and confronted with a lifetime of "scrambled eggs and mistakes."

Beginning with a fragile, intimate piano theme, the song unfolds into a massive, orchestral anthem. The haunting duet vocals of Adelheide and André guide the listener through a landscape of regret, pain, and the faint, almost lost hope for forgiveness.

"I Was Just A Dreamer" is more than just a song; it is the key to understanding the entire requiem. It is a meditation on the price of fame, the walls we build around ourselves, and the tragic search of a man trying to master the one role that always seemed out of reach: that of a father.

We all together worked day and night. As the Godfather of Metal was a musical role model and one of the first albums that our producer bought was 'Paranoid'.

Lyrics (by Frank Talmon l'Armée]

I Was Just a Dreamer

Spotlights burn my face, 
the crowds scream my name 
But it ain't my name, 
just a mask in the game. 
At home there are wrinkled hands and plates, 
Scrambled eggs and a life of mistakes.

Who's the mask, who's the face? 
Am I lost inside this place?

I'm a fading star with a burning heart, 
A joke to them, 
a ghost at home from the start. 
I'm screaming out but it falls apart...

All he ever wanted... was a father

Frozen clocks in an empty room, 
Maps lead nowhere, 
the compass a tomb.

But the wind still carries ancient tunes, 
Of brighter days and kinder moons.

And maybe tomorrow... 
The sun will break through... 

I was just a dreamer 
I dreamt my life anyway 
I was just a dreamer 
missing mostly better days

[Solo]

And the wind still carries ancient tunes, 
Of brighter days and kinder moons.

And maybe tomorrow... 
The sun will break through... 

I was just a dreamer 
I dreamt my life anyway 
I was just a dreamer 
missing mostly better days

They cheer for the beast... 
but my kids...

I Was Just a Dreamer

Music to the game SHEEP by Bizibee Interactive LLC - Play SHEEP on steam now at store.steampowered.com/app/3636100/SHEEP/

Zips

Beginnings

Album Title: After The Bat Was Freed ... But Before Metal Died 

An Ozzy Requiem

Description:

This is more than an album. This is a requiem. A two-part rock opera epic exploring the complete life, legacy, and psychological journey of a rock and roll icon. Performed by the virtual progressive metal band Adelheide's Wisdom.

LP 1: "After The Bat Was Freed ... But Before Metal Died"
A nine-act narrative that chronicles the rise and reflection of a legend. The journey begins in the industrial haze of 1960s Birmingham, capturing the spark of a Beatles-inspired dream ("The Day The Bat Was Freed"). It crashes through the chaotic birth of a new sound ("Sounds Like a Bunch of Cats Fightin'"), explores the creation of the demonic "Madman" persona ("They Call Me The Madman"), and descends into the self-destructive excesses of the 80s ("Wings of Sin"). The album finds its emotional core in the heartbreaking ballad "I Was Just A Dreamer," before culminating in a final, monumental tribute to the man behind the myth ("Prince of Eternal Fire").

5. Crumbling Inside
The dark side of the dream: A raw, hypnotic proto-metal track in the style of the early 70s that delves into the inner collapse and psychological struggles at the height of fame. This is the sound of paranoia and alienation, driven by a simple, inescapable riff.

Crumbling Inside

ChromeZ NeutroN - One Time (Official Single) [RE-UPLOADED]

This is a story of a knockdown, not a knockout.

"Ten Counts" uses the metaphor of a boxing match to tell the true story of a young refugee's arrival in post-war Germany. It's about facing a cold, hostile welcome that feels like a punch to the gut, but finding the inner strength to get back up before the count of ten. A song about the moment resilience is born from a spark of kindness in the darkest of places.

This track is a central piece of the novel "Hinter uns das Land" (The Land Behind Us).

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Dies ist die Geschichte eines Niederschlags, nicht eines K.o.

"Ten Counts" nutzt die Metapher eines Boxkampfes, um die wahre Geschichte der Ankunft einer jungen Vertriebenen im Nachkriegsdeutschland zu erzählen. Es geht darum, einem kalten, feindseligen Willkommen zu begegnen, das sich wie ein Schlag in die Magengrube anfühlt – aber die innere Stärke zu finden, wieder aufzustehen, bevor man bis zehn ausgezählt ist. Ein Lied über den Moment, in dem aus einem Funken Freundlichkeit in tiefster Dunkelheit Widerstandskraft geboren wird.

Dieser Track ist ein zentrales Stück aus dem Roman "Hinter uns das Land".

This Knockdown Won’t Be The Final Round (From the Original Novel Soundtrack)

New Beginnings

Ace Studio Challenge contest entry from LabelRadar.
Help me get some momentum for this one IF you like the production & as always thanks for the support 🫡‼️
I give it a solid 8.5/10

KJ Sawka & Jessica Joy - Crazy (djtranceponder-remix)

This album is a minimalist theatrical song cycle exploring ambition, self-doubt, longing, and the moment of inner arrival. Blending contemporary Broadway emotion with Philip Glass–inspired repetition and modern cinematic pop, these tracks trace the psychology of desire—from endless wanting, to self-sabotage, to the quiet power of feeling whole.

Written for high, exposed male voices (countertenor and male soprano), the songs move through hypnotic piano patterns, gradual orchestral builds, and restrained anthemic releases. Rather than chasing spectacle, the album builds intensity through repetition, incremental change, and emotional accumulation—turning questions into declarations and longing into integration.

This is music for those who have chased dreams, achieved them, dismantled them out of fear, and finally asked what remains when the chase stops. Intimate, obsessive, luminous, and unresolved, the album lives at the intersection of musical theatre, minimalist composition, and modern confessional pop.

Disconnection

An Epic Novel. A Sonic Universe. One True Story.

Welcome to the sonic universe of "Behind Us The Land" (Hinter uns das Land). What began as a soundtrack for an epic historical novel has evolved into a global, cross-genre music phenomenon, celebrated by millions of listeners and a worldwide community of artists.

Discover the different worlds within this project:

The official soundtrack to the 80-year true story of the Feyerabend family.

The epic progressive metal of the virtual band Adelheide's Wisdom.

The chart-topping indie pop of the virtual artist Ulla F.

Helmed by author, producer, and lifelong music curator Frank Talmon l'Armée, this project is the result of a deep-seated passion for music and storytelling. As the human visionary, he employs a hybrid method of traditional songwriting and the pioneering use of AI tools as his "orchestra" to bring this monumental saga to life.

This is a place for deep listeners, for fans of epic stories and genre-defying music. Dive in, explore the albums and playlists, and become part of a story that connects the past with the future.

At its heart, 'Behind Us The Land' is more than just the 80-year story of one German family. It's a universal parable about loss, resilience, and the unbreakable will to build a new home from the ruins – a story that repeats itself tens of thousands of times every single day, all over the world. Our music aims to give a voice to this universal experience and to inspire courage.

OUR VISION & MISSION

Our Vision: We believe that resilience can make even the deepest wounds bearable.

Our Mission: This project is dedicated to a profoundly human, true story to achieve two things:

To Bear Witness: To show what war does to ordinary people and how its scars echo for generations.

To Give Courage: To strengthen and inspire anyone who has suffered loss or lived through difficult times.

This is music as a testament. A story that repeats itself every day.

A Beyond & Before Music production.

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Ein Romanepos. Ein Klanguniversum. Eine wahre Geschichte.

Willkommen im Klang-Universum von "Hinter uns das Land". Was als Soundtrack zu einem epischen historischen Roman begann, hat sich zu einem globalen, genre-übergreifenden Musikphänomen entwickelt, das von Millionen von Hörern und einer weltweiten Community von Künstlern gefeiert wird.

Entdecken Sie die verschiedenen Welten innerhalb dieses Projekts:

Den offiziellen Soundtrack zur 80-jährigen, wahren Saga der Familie Feyerabend.

Den epischen Progressive Metal der virtuellen Band Adelheide's Wisdom.

Den chartstürmenden Indie-Pop der virtuellen Künstlerin Ulla F.

Geführt von Autor, Produzent und Musik-Kurator Frank Talmon l'Armée, ist dieses Projekt das Ergebnis einer lebenslangen Leidenschaft für Musik und das Erzählen von Geschichten. Als menschlicher Visionär nutzt er eine hybride Methode aus traditionellem Songwriting und dem wegweisenden Einsatz von KI-Werkzeugen als sein "Orchester", um diese monumentale Saga zum Leben zu erwecken.

Dies ist ein Ort für anspruchsvolle Hörer, für Fans von epischen Geschichten und genre-sprengender Musik. Tauchen Sie ein, erforschen Sie die Alben und Playlists und werden Sie Teil einer Geschichte, die die Vergangenheit mit der Zukunft verbindet.

Im Herzen ist 'Hinter uns das Land' mehr als nur die 80-jährige Geschichte einer deutschen Familie. Es ist eine universelle Parabel über Verlust, Widerstandsfähigkeit und den unzerbrechlichen Willen, aus den Trümmern eine neue Heimat zu schaffen – eine Geschichte, die sich täglich zigtausendfach auf der ganzen Welt wiederholt. Unsere Musik soll dieser universellen Erfahrung eine Stimme geben und Mut machen.

UNSERE VISION & MISSION

Unsere Vision: Wir glauben daran, dass Resilienz selbst die tiefsten Wunden erträglich machen kann.

Unsere Mission: Dieses Projekt widmet sich einer zutiefst menschlichen, wahren Geschichte, um zwei Dinge zu erreichen:

Zeugnis ablegen: Zu zeigen, was Krieg mit normalen Menschen macht und wie seine Narben über Generationen nachhallen.

Mut machen: Jeden zu stärken und zu inspirieren, der Verlust erlitten oder schwere Zeiten durchlebt hat.

Das ist Musik als Vermächtnis. Eine Geschichte, die sich täglich wiederholt.

Ein Projekt von Beyond & Before Music.

© 2006-2025 Beyond and Before Music

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