I wanna go home 
these drab white walls pierce my skin with their scolding eyes. 
There's ghosts inside these walls, I must be the only person who can see them 
am I really the only person who can hear the tortured souls that didn't escape 
the drowsy screeching of exhausted trapped spirits ?
my heart has been broken a thousand times over and with absolutely no remorse the heartbreakers watch me suffer and laugh 
playing their game 
continuing for something 
my mind is eternally polluted, the thoughts flow down the stream growing faster and stronger. These humans and their trash, they fill my mind with oil and gas and plastic and kill everything that once thrived in it's natural environment  is this how it's supposed to be ?

southern lights (acoustic)

i want you out, you're stuck in my head
you're the silence in the halls and it's deafening
erase this, you're stuck in my head
like all the calls and texts that you forgot to send

i don't want anything to do with you and your attitude
bottling up pieces inside 
but you didn't care if you were breaking mine
if you would just apologize it doesn't matter who's wrong or who's right
i'm not saying it's too late, just stop wasting my time

now it's so cold
now that you're not home
i didn't wanna be alone
i just wish you would change instead of hating,
resuscitating dead situations
until then i want you to know
i hope you fucking choke

(i mean, if we're burning bridges i'll bring the matches)

i want you out, you're stuck in my head
you're the silence in the halls and it's deafening
erase this, you're stuck in my head
like all the calls and texts that you forgot to send

CHOKE

he makes movies,
and we talked for hours
about how the energy
just moves around us
i'm talking with a boy who's always talking with his mind
i don't know how he gets it right, it happens all the time

and i'll come home in his t-shirt
i'll be sure to call if it doesn't work
but this shit is wrong
you're making it worse
but i feel like i'm holding on too tight

stop me
you're floating away
you're floating away
you're leaving no trace
please stay
and wait for me
and i'll give you some room to breathe

she hits me up on the weekends
bend it over, do a backbend
everything is just so different
and now you're falling off the deep end
you say it's just too hard
then why the fuck do you keep on trying
'til you follow through
i'll be finding you in the closest lifetime

i'll send her my love
it's just enough
but just not for you
you say it takes too much
this shit so wrong
i'm making things worse
i still feel like we're holding on too tight

stop me
we're floating away
we're floating away
you're leaving no trace
please stay
and wait for me
and i'll give you some room to breathe

BREATHE

i’ll text you first but it’s performative 
i burn out so fast i don’t know what normal is
probably won’t reply to strangers on the internet
it’s just because i’m not impressed
stepping out of my comfort zone
only when i’m manic
it’s all i’ve ever known
people think i’m stupid ‘cause i hold my tongue
no one knows i feel so deeply even though i’m just so young

i hate this it all sounds the same 
it just makes things worse ‘cause they can’t feel the shift inside my brain
no stimulation, no connection promised
i don’t know maybe i’m just being way too honest

they wanted longer songs, gave it to them 
but no one listened to the words that i had written
i kept coding everything in fucking metaphors
because it would’ve opened all the doors to
the inside of my mind, everything that i feel all the time
cant tell who’s wrong or who’s right
different colors change in my mind
i reference all my older songs
repeating thoughts ive had before
but i fear that no ones listening

i hate this it all sounds the same 
it just makes things worse ‘cause they can’t feel the shift inside my brain
no stimulation, no connection promised
i don’t know maybe i’m just being way too honest

HONEST

eyes like letters left unread
baby come back to bed
come and sleep next to me 
forget what i had said

you have a way about you there’s just something in the way you move
call me and i’ll follow through
make me fade right into you
i hate it when you talk to me
it makes me wanna fuckin leave
this ain’t how it’s meant to be
you’ll always be apart of me

i haven’t felt love since your soul touched mine
and now i think about it all the time
missing you comes in waves, i’m drowning
cant find a pulse ‘cause you’re my heartbeat

you have a way about you there’s just something in the way you move
call me and i’ll follow through
make me fade right into you
(and i’m on one, i always take it too far
i wanna feel you, and all your heart shaped scars)
i hate it when you talk to me
it makes me wanna fuckin leave
this ain’t how it’s meant to be
you’ll always be apart of me

i don’t need to be right
i just wanna understand
i love you as much today, as i did back then
you don’t need to talk
your music says more than you ever do
hold me until we smell the same
watch me fade right into you

HEART

I'll be there for you this time Ft. LUVSCARS & Spud (prod. Boyfifty)

All of the Time

All Of The Time  (prod. P4RA)

Another Missed Call Prod Sean

Nothing Is Everything

Made me, my enemy 🌷
Vails & Slicky 
LYRICS:

If I had a flower for every-time I thought of you 
I could walk in my own garden forever 
But the leaves just decay, these roses won’t stay, you just smile and tell me whatever

Sends shivers down my spine 
Feel like I’m on ketamine 
Numb from the head down 
Feel like deaths got his grin 
You’re effortlessly changing my behaviour 
Frozen, misplaced. You’re a sour flavour 

Heart break, just to do it again 
Can’t take this no more yeah thought you a friend 
We Aren’t meant to fight like this 
There’s a serpent in your head and it’s controlling you miss 

If I had a flower for every-time I thought of you 
I could walk in my own garden forever 
But the leaves just decay, these roses won’t stay, you just smile and tell me whatever 

And now you tell me that you love me and I’m lost in your eyes
These feelings coming back but I just can’t compromise 
I promised to myself that I would learn to survive 
But I’m weaker and I’m weaker from this cause of demise, man 

Seems like the old me is a memory
Got no energy 
I look in the mirror and I just see my enemy 
Partner in crime, suppose you were my destiny
But now the crime I pay for is in pink pills of this ecstasy 
Pain from your lies yeah it’s injecting me 
Straight in the liver, miss you cuddled up next to me 
Now I’m layed down, drowning down, feeling six feet under the ground was this meant for me 

OH FUCK , LOOK 
BLOODY STAINS ON THE CARPET 
THINK I LOST IT, FUCK 
ME PLEASE NEED AN ESCAPE 
MY HEAD, BRUISED UP 
FUCK THIS, FUCK LOVE 
HOLE IN THE DRYWALL
CRUMBS IN MY EYEBALL
IM SO AFRAID OF 
ME IM A HAND FULL,CAN YOU HOLD ME ?
SO COLD, SO MUCH FOR SMILING 
TOUGHT ME WELL
BUT IM DYING, WAIT AM I DYING? 
SCARED OF REALISING 

That If you had a flower for everytime you thought of me,
Would you walk in your own garden forever?
Would your leaves decay? And would your roses stay? 
Cause I’ll be smiling and just thinking whatever 
Yeah I’ll be thinking whatever 
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