the moon song

A darkly visceral song about American decay, junk food martyrdom, and the spectacle we applaud while it collapses in real time. No metaphors. Just the meat parade.

Drugs Versus Burgers

Food Poisoning

echo

Mercury

this is for whoever needs it, i hope it helps.

THIS IS FOR U

shout out to yumi for playing guitar, check her soundcloud out its Yumi Bear!

FAVORITE GIRL

to spill out

cold hands 
slow dancing on the surface of my skin
trying to figure out where to begin
are you looking for a home or just the way out?

and you said
that you don't want another girl instead
that maybe things were getting to your head
that it's just an intermission
not the end

but baby it's too hard
to try to find your love in broken parts
hold my breath and try to let it out
but i couldn't cry couldn't feel it
cry couldn't feel it

and you
took too long and now the curtain's drawn
empty seats and everyone is gone
and nobody is watching you

and i'm glad
that you don't want another girl instead
but it's finally all starting to make sense
it's not the intermission
it's the end

don't tell me you love me
don't tell me you want me back
it's too late to come back to me

don't tell me you love me
don't tell me you want me back
it's too late to come back to me

written, recorded + produced by bianca ocampo
2018

intermission (demo)

a song about realization and self control | ♾

dry water

I wanna shave my head 
I wanna write two chord songs again 
I'll simplify the world 
as it comes to an end 
as its slows to a stop 
doesn't matter who thought 
I was wrong about how why and where 
we'll all end up so 
tell her you love her while you can 
don't let go of her hand 
kiss your dog 
call your mom 
and don't lose focus of the ones you love 
when your love seems so small 
when they stop answering all your calls 
you'll think back to the past 
just wishing that it would've lasted 
just a little bit longer 

la da da da da da da da da 
la da da da da da da da da 

Now I'm stuck in this feeling 
called lethargy 
or at least that's what they called it 
last week in therapy 
when did I stop moving forward 
my insides are getting colder 
I can't seem to remember 
how I ended up here so 
tell me you love me while you can 
don't let go of my hand 
call your friends 
make amends 
and don't dare lose focus of your loved ones again 
when your love seems so small 
when they stop answering all your calls 
you'll think back to the past 
just wishing that it would've lasted 
just a little bit longer 

la da da da da da da da da

farewell

this is a secret little place where my original songs, hitRECord.org projects, & other tiny creations live. like a finsta. but for music
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intermission (demo)

bianca.mp3