cold hands 
slow dancing on the surface of my skin
trying to figure out where to begin
are you looking for a home or just the way out?

and you said
that you don't want another girl instead
that maybe things were getting to your head
that it's just an intermission
not the end

but baby it's too hard
to try to find your love in broken parts
hold my breath and try to let it out
but i couldn't cry couldn't feel it
cry couldn't feel it

and you
took too long and now the curtain's drawn
empty seats and everyone is gone
and nobody is watching you

and i'm glad
that you don't want another girl instead
but it's finally all starting to make sense
it's not the intermission
it's the end

don't tell me you love me
don't tell me you want me back
it's too late to come back to me

don't tell me you love me
don't tell me you want me back
it's too late to come back to me

written, recorded + produced by bianca ocampo
2018

intermission (demo)

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polaroid pictures

hey, I am 
◎ Sɳσω SƬΔR - SσLσɳ ™
◎ Sōloɳ   S ɳ σ ω


i wanna drink coffee with you in the morning
take you out for lunch when things get boring
your hair smells delicious
like good weed on christmas
you know the difference
you are pretty damn special
i can't just say goodbye

you make my head spin sometimes
i worry about your addictions
memories can get blurry
my hands don't stop shaking when i think about
all i need's a blanket and your couch
i'd be happy

i found a daisy among roses
you are a good dream among nightmares
you are my favorite missing tie-dye t-shirt
you can keep it

i remember us in the back seat 
but not you specifically
you are the best song in my opinion
they've got it all wrong
you're not a serial killer
you are a scorpion among spiders
you are my real rida' among fakes
i can't just say goodbye
- solon, for a special girl

-
I know I can do it.
But I don't do it.
I know I'm smart enough.
But I don't try.
I know I care about them.
But let them drift away.
I know I'm a nice person.
But I don't do things for others.
I know I'm cheerful person.
But I don't smile any more. 
I know I love her.
But I don't do anything about it.
I know my name.
I don't know who I am.
_  by my self

It's almost unbearable, isn't it...?
the pain of being all alone.
I know that feeling.
I've been there... In that dark and lonely place.

But now there are others, other people who mean a lot to me.
I care more about them than I do myself, 
and I won't let anyone hurt them.
that's why I'll never give up,
I will stop you,
even if I have to die, 
even if I have to kill you!

they saved me from myself.
they rescued me from my loneliness.
they were the first to accept me as who I am.
they're my friends
_

you've lost your smile
you haven't seen it in a while
she waits for your smile
she knows this could take a while
she wants to see the light touch your eyes
leave the shadows and lower the disguise
lower your pride and show your smile
- Kubix - Show Your Smile ♪
_

Then say it and then dream
In the night when I'm dreaming
walking on the beach
I remember the times
the times we spent together
watching the waves fall into the blue
I drown In you again
cause you are the piece of me
I've given all my love to you
I sit in the sand and I'm waiting for you
we are the dream we're not alone
when u see this
txt me
I miss u.
-  by my self

Who you are neither comes or goes. Who you are just is

i hope you get it when you need it
working on ~real~ album, the project now uses the name soundcloud.com/nemo_nobody

most tracks are considered unofficial demos
this is a sketchbook

every 100 days (50 posts) on this account, i consolidate into a 10 song EP, all deleted posts are preserved on my Bandcamp on the extended EPs

new "song" every other day

this is a secret little place where my original songs, hitRECord.org projects, & other tiny creations live. like a finsta. but for music
main: @urbanation

intermission (demo)

bianca.mp3