home alone on a saturday night
my eyes are frozen
on sitcom reruns the pale blue light
keeping me warm
the sound of laughter and a glass of white
is the closest i have to
being in your presence tonight

i took one step forward
and two steps back
you'll never give me 
the love i lack
and i won't say i'm hurt
but i can't say i'm fine
cause i know that i'm not
at all on your mind

bits and pieces can easily feel like
lasting devotion 
i picked them up and i tried so hard to make something whole
and i waited for the rest of you
i waited for the rest of you
but you gave me less than i gave you and i know

that one step forward
and two steps back
will never give me 
the love i lack
and i won't say i'm hurt

but i can't say i'm fine
cause i know that i'm not
at all on your mind

urbanation demos

not on your mind (demo) - 3:27:19, 1.10 AM

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not on your mind (demo) - 3:27:19, 1.10 AM

bianca.mp3