truth w/ mental & joie

Prod me and @dramatrial :))

Lyrics:

I can’t escape this feeling inside me, I’m gonna fold I wanna give it up

I don’t feel real at all and I just wanna cry, I feel this emptiness inside of me

Building up inside of me, I don’t know why they follow me

What’s the point of these feelings if All im doing concealing

No one knows how I feel ab it

I make songs and they feel like nothing

Can’t make songs that just feel like something 

I think I’m better off, better off alone 

Thought no one understood me, maybe I’m just too confusing 

I wanna tell all my friends that I’m just not doing great 

But lll feel like I’m a burden so I just keep it away 

It’s been awhile since I’ve had thoughts like this

I wanna fuck up my wrist, but I think that they’ll look at me differently 

What’s the point if I keep on trying

I don’t think I wanna move on

Idk why I’m tryin, it’s hells door that I’m knockin on

(huge, but cute, bass drop hehe)

probably done for p. drama trial + yoku

OMG NO DIGICORE?
Produced by MCX 

lyrics:
im letting go
ive had enough
left me in the cold
but i dont need to know
speeding in the night
you were my best surprise
wishing you were mine 
so let me fantasize

where ever i go, i see empty faces
and im tryna grow but im in my basement 
sniffin that snow i got no replacements
and i gotta go i got no expectations

imma hold it down how you got 3 bitches but dont know em now
throw em down run up in that bank nobody make a sound
chillin out all up in my city bitch i got the crown
bleeding out perkies in my body bitch im feenin now

ive had enough
you aint bad enough 
you aint got no trust 
youre running out of luck
x2

where ever i go, i see empty faces
and im tryna grow but im in my basement 
sniffin that snow i got no replacements
and i gotta go i got no expectations

are we thinkin the same thing
like if i say this will she leave
saw her walking down the street
man its only been a week
and ever since then i cant stop thinking 
all those times in the beginning
if i said it then i meant it 
its your life so go and spend it

where ever i go, i see empty faces
and im tryna grow but im in my basement 
sniffin that snow i got no replacements
and i gotta go i got no expectations

placement (mcx)

merry christmas & happy new years :D all prod me 

tonight you're my ceiling now
times right , get to healing again
so afraid of feeling how 
I'll feel the day it all ends
I'm sick, sick
there's no way I can do all this, this
could you predict, predict 
it all ends like this?

my eyes sink to my stomach
these feelings are so constant
how can I keep running
all I want to feel is something new
I'm tired, dont get no sleep
stepping through the snow cant see my feet
stare at the sky I'll count my stars
wish for healing in my heart

(in my heart, in my heart
my heart, my heart
in my heart, in my heart
my heart, my heart)

tonight you're my ceiling now
times right , get to healing again
so afraid of feeling how 
I'll feel the day it all ends
I'm sick, sick
there's no way I can do all this, this
could you predict, predict 
it all ends like this?

you're my ceiling (hartfxlt)

meadows (breakfall)

solidarity, must be easy
you fall you move to the next one
youre the last shot, youre all ive got
but theres a problem
feels like something wrong
the way you present yourself, just doesn't match as well
its up to you, you're the factor
i hope you're feeling better
you've never worn the sweater
might just not be the weather
feels like somethings wrong
not you its a recreation
id love to speak to the original
its okay cause i was the question mark
you go on and ill take what ive got
drop me drop him im really okay with anything
in fact ive got a friend, golden platter where he is
(feels like something's wronggggg)
feels like somethings wrong
not you its a recreation
id love to speak to the original
its okay cause i was the question mark
you go on and ill take what ive got
drop me drop him im really okay with anything
in fact ive got a friend, golden platter where he is
*feels like somethings wrong*

recreation *somethings wrong* (cryko)

fleet death prison
free a beast vision
oh and i need it

deck death kissing
god in me living
got a good feeling

oh your love her, with your arms around each other
win a war for the summer
theres a voice in my bones and i let it go
oh you love her, with your arms around each other
taste the steel musket, smile for the violence

bruised and bloody
spend it like money
time while unlucky

tore off body
save for somebody
laugh its not funny

oh your love her, with your arms around each other
win a war for the summer
theres a voice in my bones and i let it go
oh you love her, with your arms around each other
taste the steel musket, smile for the violence

tempted to take my life easy
eye for an eye for the feeling
oh
take me low
im violent, i know
give me a chance i can manage
my only friend never learned the language
i hate you, how youre never angry

im talking to so many people
im not tryna spoil your evening
you said it, hey
west of the reef, its a lonely motif
but you made me talk, made me feel safe
christmas i took my time
this too shall pass be by
oh youve got thick skin
tell me how it feels with no oxygen
baby we find a way

phalanx (valentinesday)

what i seek ft. sh1nuchi (jayysoul x resin)

Listen on Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/49xnXKdE98XHqOh2Hic1Bn?si=b371a5bc41a04ea5

ft. @hartfxlt

i wanna stay by ur side <3
for as long as im alive
i wanna stay by ur side
for as long u would like
ill get ur pain to subside
ill hold u thru the night
ill give u all my time
u give me peace of mind

we both know that this love thing aint a one way street
hold you close if its one thing its just u & me :0
im ur home thats the one thing ill always be
hope u know ur all I see ‘fore I fall asleep

my mind is occupied
by u all the time
the way u think and lie
the way we intertwine
for u ill always try
i wont leave u to dry
without u ill just die
ill need u all my life

(all my life, i need u all my life)
x4

i wanna stay by ur side <3
for as long as im alive
i wanna stay by ur side
for as long u would like
ill get ur pain to subside
ill hold u thru the night
ill give u all my time
u give me peace of mind

all my life ft. hartfxlt

asylum

NAS @numn9ine

for the love of sound #diary #plugg

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