caramel girl

imaginary friends - secondhand syndrome • idiom.ltd

god's design

“Houston” is a 2025 slow-jam storytelling experience from Blaq, blending 90s/2000s R&B nostalgia with modern emotion and petty clarity.

Inspired by a real chapter in Atlanta, the song follows an unforgettable connection with a Houston beauty whose energy, presence, and mixed signals created a whole season of chemistry, tension, and unspoken expectations.

Smooth keys, warm pads, soulful falsetto runs, layered harmonies, and a mid-song breakdown shape the record into a cinematic R&B moment. Blaq details the gym encounters, the church Sundays, the comedy nights, and the intimate bond that felt real—until distance, insecurity, and a man back home created a love triangle with no winners.

This is vulnerability, pride, truth, and heartbreak wrapped in Houston heat.
A transition-driven slow jam with a massive falsetto climax.
A full R&B confessional.

Blaq Out.

Houston

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Lyrics:
(when's my time, when i'm with you i'm fine, shawty wanna mess mind but i feel alive, yeah)

when’s my time
when i'm with you i'm fine 
shawty wanna mess my mind, but i feel alive 
loving really hurts my soul 
chilling in my room i roll
so waste my life, break my heart 
loving was a craving now it really isn’t much 
taking all these hits i don't feel it in my lungs  
i just wanna feel numb 
i just wanna go run, from all the pain 

run from all the pain
i feel it in my brain
this heartbreak left a stain 
i'm crying in the rain
im too hurt i don’t want you now 
got no heart and you let me drown 
fell too hard never left the ground 
everyone’s fake im too stressed out
i hate that you left me and you didn’t even tell me 
fading like a movie baby you said that you love me 
it's all a lie, rest in my bed and i think it's my time 

when’s my time
when i'm with you i'm fine 
shawty wanna mess my mind, but i feel alive 
loving really hurts my soul 
chilling in my room i roll
so waste my life, break my heart 
loving was a craving now it really isn’t much 
taking all these hits i don't feel it in my lungs  
i just wanna feel numb 
i just wanna go run, from all the pain

BigBozoJohn - When's My Time

Out on Biteki: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3coLRH43cF0
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/2eGFVmNq3ebFZvkllDHlxz?si=SgsHdQHuTv6f3K5STLW2Iw

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lyrics:

hook:
battles lost, not the war 
circles formed
weve been here before 
and i’ll be fucking damned if i lose it again 
i cant fucking stand it either come back or leave me for dead 
Im yelling down an empty chasm 
Putting up walls the only mechanism
just a husk of what you used to be
wasting time to save you has been on my mind lately 

verse :
its no secret i want to save you from the scary things 
it doesn’t help when you wither away like roses in the fucking spring 
as you hear my breath crescendo 
to the world alone 
think about the things 
you did that i could not condone 
im not catching you on the way down 
im sorry its gotta be this way but you make me frown 
whenever i talk to you its like talking to a brick wall 
you’re so delusional 
you’re breathing turned unusual 
[I’ve found solace in this hell you put us both through]
im sorry i dont ever wanna go back to
What we used to be 
This cycle is still killing me 
My conscious on a killing spree 
Destroying all these memories 
Because the 

hook/outro:
battles lost not the war 
circles formed
weve been here before 
and i’ll be fucking damned if i lose it again 
i cant fucking stand it either come back or leave me for dead 
[Im yelling down an empty chasm 
Putting up walls the only mechanism
just a husk of what you used to be
wasting time to save you has been on my mind lately]

Spotify

chasm (prod. caspr)

I don't wanna talk to you at all,
talk to me at all,
please don't talk to me at all..

They hit me up "DB you fell off?"
I just been stacking my bands up,
telling me my clique dead? Lowlife BITCH, you can fuck off.

And friends they switched, I can live with that,
I'm better with you dead, but now you're in the past, and I'm over that.


Don't push, me,
cos im falling off the edge,
and im bouta catch a case,
if I ever see that boy,
ima hit him in his face,
then I might just run away,
get away with all my pain,
check on instagram and go into my dm's they be sayin: (x2)

They hit me up "DB you fell off?"
I just been stacking my bands up,
telling me my clique dead? Lowlife BITCH, you can fuck off.

And friends they switched, I can live with that,
I'm better with you dead, but now you're in the past, and I'm over that.

Running away, they keep on running from me (repeated)
Lowlife forever..

lowlife forever (prod. caustyk)

Make sure to check out
Sadboy Chazz: https://soundcloud.com/sadboychazz
soruto: https://soundcloud.com/ilovesoruto
Prod. MJBeat Dordie: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCjteUrwDPgJ-zJSOKToUCbQ

sunday (ft Sadboy Chazz & soruto)

I don't wanna fight these demons off,
coz every night it seems to be hard,
never go to sleep with lights off,
they're searching for someone to feed on..

Like no! no please! not yet!
I'm sad, and nobody gets it,
Mom and dad, I swear I'm gonna make it,
say that I'm a loser, but I promise I'ma change that,

FeTTa - Who Dat There | Editing.Biteki.YT

JoJo