I came back to life but you never dug up my grave

The sweet taste of self-hatred IV.

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The sweet taste of self-hatred V.

produced by the goat: @nevrfall

lyrics:
i'm hiding in my own pain don't think that i won
my beretta's in the closet locked away in a box
with everything you've said got me collecting the dust
and everything we had is something that can't be undone
so put me in this freezer cause i need to reset
i had an asian girl but she left me for college
"things happen for a reason" that's what she always said
so if i die is that a reason why it happened

n the texts you send, question me how i write
but i'm too afraid to say direct in ur eyes
and this feelings dark but with you i had light
n before u left we loved us one last time

so tell me bout u first
u always cease to amaze me
u still worried about her
i think ur just crazy
u know that it hurts
when u don't even trust me
i'm far from a flirt
nobody even wants me
just another face, i'll forget about
just more extra pain and scars to heal out
just get out my way, i don't need u now
no way we could make up, without a doubt

i'm hiding in my own pain don't think that i won
my beretta's in the closet locked away in a box
with everything you've said got me collecting the dust
and everything we had is something that can't be undone
so put me in this freezer cause i need to reset
i had an asian girl but she left me for college
"things happen for a reason" that's what she always said
so if i die is that a reason why it happened

i'll wait 3 more years until college is done
that's if were alone, with nobody to give love
the war is on its way can u hear them run
they're raging and they laugh, when the jobs done

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undone (p. nevrfall)

https://soundcloud.com/ripkais
https://soundcloud.com/irby314

lyrics:
u cant tell me how i feel
u dont know my mind u cant tell me if im real
f*cking, laughin, crying u cant tell me if were good right now 
even if im bleedin ima still stick around 

honestly f*ckin tired of this 
sh*t just works out terribly 
problems thrown like snowb*lls 
so cold with it
anxiety 
sinkin in my brain 
got two feet but i still cant stand 
work through my troubles its takin its toll on my mind i cant help if i dont feel alright 
f*ck it ur right
im outta my mind

u cant tell me how i feel
u dont know my mind u cant tell me if im real
f*cking, laughin, crying u cant tell me if were good right now 
even if im bleedin ima still stick around 

u cant tell me how i feel
u dont know my mind u cant tell me if im real
f*cking, laughin, crying u cant tell me if were good right now 
even if im bleedin ima still stick around 

u cant tell me how i feel
u dont know my mind u cant tell me if im real
f*cking, laughin, crying u cant tell me if were good right now 
even if im bleedin ima still stick around

kais - can't tell me

Beat & Vocals By ℒund.
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Lyrics

I feel the cold again
i feel alone again
(x4)

my heart is so cold
i feel so alone
stayed up all night girl
i wish you were home
ill take a hold of you
i want to grow old with you
where did you go
oh where did you go
you got me feeling like 
I’m six feet below the ground 
don’t tell me its over now 
i won’t live this way 
i can’t live this life without you
cause all i fucking do is think about you
all night and day 
baby girl believe the words that i say

addicted to love and your my supplier
but you and i we burn like a fire
and your words they cut like barb wire
but thats how it feels when you love a liar
(x2)

I feel the cold again
i feel alone again
(x4)

so pour the salt on my wound babe
i just wanna feel something
remove the blood from my veins 
so this heart will stop pumping
on the edge and I’m jumping
give me something thats numbing
cause if i don’t have your love 
then this life means nothing
(x2)

I feel the cold again
(i feel the cold)
i feel alone again
(i feel alone)
(x4)

(i feel alone)
i feel the cold again
(i feel the cold)
i feel alone again
(i feel alone)
(x2) 


Alone

LIES

STREAM

I WON'T

DARKEST SECRETS

VOID

Winter Aid - The Wisp Sings (slowed Down)

SEIZE

you don't gotta worry about me 

https://soundcloud.com/crackxlizard
https://soundcloud.com/caspr

i just wish that you'd talk like you used to
is it too much to wish that you want me too
is it too much to wish that you'd follow through 
and it kills me 
i just wanna see you in the morning 
i keep feeling down, and i'm sorry
i just keep breaking, you don't gotta worry 

no you don't gotta worry about me 
you don't gotta worry about me 

oh oh
baby don't go 
i just wish that you wanted me a little more
oh oh 
baby don't go
i just that you wanted to hold to hold me close

breaking (prod. cracklizard x caspr)

Thank you for listening <3

prod @prodbytheswitch
mixed and mastered by @farhantnvr

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Lyrics
i don’t want to feel, want to vibe
take a deep breath, close my eyes
waiting for the pain to subside
these feelings will be gone when i die, right?

my hearts in the garbage
told you if u wanted u could have it
and i’m starting to salvage
those words that you said are haunting again
hearts in the garbage
told you if u wanted u could have it
and i’m starting to salvage
these thoughts on my mind they’re wanting me dead 

and it’s too bright 
i’m dying underneath the spotlight
but you say it’s alright
you take your time and move so slow
everyone has gotten cold 
i’m losing time, i’m losing sight
these feelings will be gone when i die, right?

my hearts in the garbage
told you if u wanted u could have it
and i’m starting to salvage
those words that you said are haunting again
hearts in the garbage
told you if u wanted u could have it
and i’m starting to salvage
these thoughts on my mind they’re wanting me dead 

they’re wanting me dead
it’s not all my head 
couldn’t escape my nightmare

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Nightmare (Prod. Switch)

lyrics:

what if I gave you my heart
would you
take it and rip it apart
could you
ever see me the same way that you see urself
and it's ok if you hate me cause I do as well

I can't remember the last time we got along
you're so November and I'm more or less April
dust builds up inside of me so these melodies wear a heavy coat
tell me how it feels laying on him while I sit here alone

I cant wait till tomorrow
when this horse shit starts to move along
brittle bones start to slice away and they dissipate this October
fog
I could see it in her eyeballs
she cant love me when it's him involved
and I'm too deep in this rabbit hole
I Bruce Lee at my bedroom walls
time moves so slow
I think I've been here before
and my hands chopped off but i wont let go
though I'm tired of holding on this long and still being ignored
baby life doesn't change just because you want it too
don't go down the stairs we keep our secrets in the cellar room
and I could explain but nobody ever wants me to
too much in my brain with nobody else to tell it to

I can't remember the last time we got along
you're so November and I'm more or less April
dust builds up inside of me so these melodies wear a heavy coat
tell me how it feels laying on him while I sit here alone

april (eric godlow)

https://soundcloud.com/deadbrokeofficial
https://soundcloud.com/ripkais

lyrics:
she had the same perfume, i never failed to remember you.
i don’t even know what to do.
mind is fading help me thru.

i’ve been fucked up, fucking up my heart now.
i can’t sleep, i cant sleep, with the lights out.
i keep seeing, i keep seeing things, i’m going out.
of my mind i can’t find none my thoughts wow.

she had the same perfume,
i never failed to remember you,
i don’t even know what to do.
my mind is fading help me through,

watch me, coz i don’t wanna live at all.
nothings been worth it, thought she was perfect.
call me a creep but i kept her perfume.
the only thing that i have that will keep me from you

watch me, coz i don’t wanna live at all.
nothings been worth it, thought she was perfect.
call me a creep but i kept her perfume.

i’ve turned into a monster,
it’s all that i am now,
and i don’t wanna leave you behind,
but sometimes he gets out,
and i can’t control that fight
if you see me don’t speak to me,
i swear to god,
i warned you i told you, no one is perfect,
and she might overdose tonight.
if she wakes up i’ll be surprised..

she had the same perfume,
i never failed to remember you,
i don’t even know what to do.
my mind is fading help me through,

she had the same perfume,
i never failed to remember you,
i don’t even know what to do.
my mind is fading help me through,

perfume

dead broke - perfume (ft. kais)

FeTTa - Who Dat There | Editing.Biteki.YT

Out now on all streaming platforms - https://open.spotify.com/track/24bPKVpbTMhkExxXe2jj8p?si=N05weZt4SoGwvYBHu7HCyA

I don't know what you see?

Mixed and Mastered by @tripwonda

Life's Unfair (Prod. Capsctrl)

weird!

it's quiet in beverly hills

Sitting In Fire

hell no, you can not ride with us
back of the cab you can find your seat alone
you be all dangerous with the way you talk
yeah i had to  let you know
did i stu-stu-stutter
cause sometimes yes i do when i'm alone with you
did i stu-stu-stutter
cause you think it is cute but i wish you fucking knew
hell no, you can not ride with us
back of the cab you can find your seat alone
you be all dangerous with the way you talk
yeah i had to  let you know

i was alone way before you thought that shit was trendy
black emojis in your bio, oh you put to many
and my bitch was dressed in black and she was not to friendly
i got messages but you really could not offend me

i never needed you
even if it gets you blue
imma let you know it's really true
i never needed you
i made sure that you can't say i do, you can't say i do

i was alone way before you thought that shit was trendy
she used to be so happy now she cut the fendi
back when i was on the floor, you could've healed my sores
but you chose to spit on me and now

hell no, you can not ride with us
back of the cab you can find your seat alone
you be all dangerous with the way you talk
yeah i had to  let you know
did i stu-stu-stutter
cause sometimes yes i do when i'm alone with you
did i stu-stu-stutter
cause you think it is cute but i wish you fucking knew
hell no, you can not ride with us
back of the cab you can find your seat alone
you be all dangerous with the way you talk
yeah i had to  let you know

Hell No

Monsters (feat. Demi Lovato and blackbear)

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lyrics: 

crush me under the pressure of your talons
oh what a talent you have
for pulling me apart 
oh, its like a work of art

why didnt u just tell me?
i drag myself through hell
so self depreciating 
i think i need some help...

i think i do...
u told me that...
i would be nothing without you...

but u were never truthful
drag myself thru the mud for your approval
yeah u might as well just kill me...
u might as well...

yeah end it right here i dare you
cuz ur cup runneth over with blood i spill for u
yeah i do this every single time...

ever motherfucking time.....
everytime....

crush me under the pressure of your talons
oh what a talent you have
for pulling me apart 
oh, its like a work of art

FeTTa - Who Dat There | Editing.Biteki.YT

JoJo