De sappigste afspeellijst

He is tired

Based

SchoolShooterMix

Tired of You

Sitting in my room
There's nothing that I can do
Wasting away
So far away
From the good days

I'm always feeling like

Everything's wrong
I felt this way for so long
Nothing goes right
And I hate my life
Everything's wrong
I felt this way for so long
There used to be brighter days

Save me
I'm drowning
Arms reaching up but you still are doubting
Save me
From myself
I'm alone
And I've gone through hell

Everything's Wrong

There is No Hope Now

Let's Join The Army (Version 2 (SLOW VERSION) 2)

Snow (feat. ϟHØØTΣR)

Hugs Not Drugs

Apathy

Egirl (demo)

Egirl

Lost and Found

your so lewd (the reatards cover)

Talking about how not doing anything with life drives anyone insane

Insane (demo)

lil throwaway song


https://soundcloud.com/oxwillow/bianca-devins

Bianca Devins (xo_willow cover)

I needed you so bad, so I broke all your wine glasses

I lay my head down on the ground
I hear the screams of souls lost and never found
Their bodies buried in the Earth
but their souls were damned at the dawn of birth

I know that they'd rather be somewhere else
Some say they no longer mind the flames of hell
Die with me, let's go a beautiful place
Jesus Christ will absolve me of my pain

I lay my head down on the ground
I hear the screams of souls lost and never found
Their bodies buried in the dirt
but their souls still feel all the hurt

I know that they'd rather be somewhere else
Some say they don't mind the flames of hell
Die with me, so I can see Terry again
I'm just another stitch in time, he was my only friend

I Want to Die and Hang Out With Jesus and Terry A. Davis

Losing sense of time
I feel like I'm losing my mind
I just wanna hide
Until the day I die

Nothing feels real
My home's a mess
I find it really hard
To care for

Frail weak body
At the brink of death
And a soul impoverished
Of all hope

When you left me
And you said goodbye
I didn't even know what to say
Ever since then I've tried to make it work
But it's a stupid waste of time

If this is all
There is to life
Well I don't want to
Live life anymore

Living with trauma
From way before
I never ever
Seem to forget

If Jesus loves me
And God is real
Then why have I been forsaken?

"Princes, pray to God that soon
He may bestow upon me death
If He does not wish by other means
To remedy the ill in which I languish"

When you left me
And you said goodbye
I didn't even know what to say
Ever since then I've tried to make it work
But it's a stupid waste of time

LOSING MY MIND

Candy bones and bugs for brains 
I feel like I’m going insane 
There’s some sugar coursing through my veins 
And some lollipops can numb the pain 

Drugs up in my goody bag 
But I’m feeling really fucking bad/sad
And I don’t know how many I have had 
But my roof looks like launch pad 

Trick or treat it’s oh so sweet 
I am just in time for Halloween 
And I’m racking up some cavities 
For all my personalities

BUG BRAINS - morguehorde (prod. error.crítico)

Unholy, lonely, losing my mind slowly 
Pastor, laughter, sittin in her ashes 

Unfolding, hold me, I am dying slowly
Faster, gas her, listen to her laughter

UNHOLY - morguehorde (prod. gfsm)

Remains
Im tired of life
Im tired of my wife
I know your lies
I have a suprise

You’re cheating on your love
Is he what you think of
I want him dead
Im going to blow his head

Oh I know baby what your doing to me
Do you think I’m blind to not see 
Im tired of you and your stupid you
Breaking your skulls will bring me so much joy

My dear, my heart
Im gonna take you apart
I walk into your room
I’ll take you both to your doom

I grab my gun
I thought I was your one
I blow his face
He wanted to see the grace

I blow out your it brains
I chop up your remains
That’s what you get
For making me upset

I bury your corpse
Im sorry it took this course
The next day
I’ll leave this fucking place

Remains

Practicing self destruction
I can barely function
I fucked my whole life up
I think that my times up
Theres no coming back now
Everyone is sad now, sad now

Times up i know that my life sucks
Nothing worth saving I am barely living
Waging and praying just to end it
You wish i was dead now dead now

Ill be dead by 30
Im crashing and burning
Wasting my time because it is all worthless, worthless
Ill be fucking dead by 30, 30

Useless this why I choose this
Maybe im just stupid dumb and clueless
Houston can you read me can you even hear me
Do you even need me Need me

Chemicals in my brain
I am not the same
I watched too much youtube
I ate too much junkfood
Had too many vaccines
Now something is wrong me, wrong with me

Ill be dead by 30
Im crashing and burning
Wasting my time because it is all worthless, worthless
Ill be fucking dead by 30, 30

Dead by 30
Dead by 30
Dead by 30
Im crashing and burning
Dead by 30
Dead by 30
Dead by 30
Lifes fucking worthless

I needed you so bad, so I broke all your wine glasses

Big Brain, Small Skull