The Essence (freestyle)

I wrote this song about an almost relationship I had in early 2020 and how even though it didn’t work out I eventually found the one.

Lyrics: (Intro)
Come on 
                          
Verse 1
We could’ve really had it all 
until you ghosted me 
For you I never thought I’d fall 
But it happened to me
Took me a whole year just to talk to you 
Then you disappeared on me in June

                         Pre-chorus 
 Like what the hell happened?
 Why did you leave me?

                               Chorus
Tell me how you feeling now
Now that I’m no longer around 
Bet your life’s a mess and 
Your whole world is crumbling to the ground 
Tell me how you feeling now
Now that I’m no longer around 
What goes around comes back around boy 
Watch your heart get destroyed 

                                Verse 2
I always tried to reach out to you 
You never did the same
Made plans to cancel them every time 
What did you have to hide
Thought you would be the next lover in my life
But you disappeared without saying goodbye 

                           Pre-chorus 
Like what the hell happened?
Why did you leave me?

                              Chorus
Tell me how you feeling now
Now that I’m no longer around 
Bet your life’s a mess and 
Your whole world is crumbling to the ground 
Tell me how you feeling now
Now that I’m no longer around 
What goes around comes back around boy 
Watch your heart get destroyed 

                                 Bridge
Hope you’re ready to eat your heart out     and regret that you left (x3)
Hope you’re ready to eat your heart out
AND REGRET THAT YOU FUCKING LEFT (x3)

                               Verse 3
We could’ve really had it all 
until you ghosted me 
But now I found somebody new 
Who really gives a fuck about me

                               Chorus 
So go on and guess how I’m feeling now (HOW)
Now that I got a new man now (HOW?!)
He’s the best thing that ever happened 
and kept my world from tumbling down 
So tell me how you feeling now 
Probably feel like less of a man now 
What goes around comes back around boy
I hope your heart gets destroyed

Ghosted

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Composition 14

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Project 32

GEEKYUP.mp3

This year we celebrate stacking gifts, shining bright like holiday lights, and making memories with the squad while the snow falls outside. It’s a soundtrack for anyone who loves Christmas but still keeps the hustle alive—wrapping presents by day and running the game by night.

Trap the Halls

Rap Game CPR

Featuring the beautiful voice of Soprano, Ashley Knaack (bio below), this is a gorgeous Christmas ballad written and composed by John Rutter. The lyrics are so beautiful, I just had to include it on this album. I hope it will become one of your favorites, as it has mine. 

Q Voices makes an appearance on this track singing the choral vocals. They are a group I have dubbed, "Quintessential Voices" ("Q Voices" for short). Many more songs are to come that will feature this group. In this case, it's a men's quartet, but will be any number and combination of voices in the future. My concept for them is mostly a mixed a cappella vocal group that sings sacred and secular music with a jazz flavor. Look for them on future tracks and compositions.

Original published score by John Rutter

Bio: Soprano, Ashley Knaack, is a recent BFA Musical Theatre graduate of Shenandoah Conservatory. A classically trained cross-genre vocalist, she has lent her voice to such stage productions as Commonwealth Shakespeare Company's Cymbeline, 5 Star Theatrical's Beauty and the Beast, The Dream Maker, a contemporary opera by composer John Haukoos, and Shenandoah Summer Musical Theatre's productions of Sweeney Todd, My Fair Lady, and The Pirates of Penzance to name only a few. She was also a member of the Cantus Singers, Shenandoah Conservatory's resident women's choir, and can be heard on the original albums of several new musicals. Website: http://www.ashleyknaack.com

Ashley also happens to be the fiancée of my son, Danny, which is how I knew of Ashley's beautiful voice to begin with. I asked her if she would like to collaborate with me on this album, and fortunately for all of us, she said "Yes!" I think you'll agree, she's done an amazing job! I'm so happy I asked her to sing with me, and that she said "Yes!" again when my son asked her to marry him. :)

This is (Mark Fehrenbach's) first studio recorded album. I hope you enjoy. If so, please "like, comment and share" with your friends and family. It will be available for purchase shortly on whatever service you listen to music!

Rejoice and Be Merry

I Wish You Christmas

I Wish You Christmas (feat. Ashley Knaack)

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Big Scrip Feat. Melly Montana - Rhode Island

Big Scrip - 2023