This song is really meaningful to me and marks my move from NYC to Denver
Produced by me and @youshowedmewhatloveis 
thank you for the guitar!!

lyrics

[@sprigtek]

There was Peace before…
Can we go back
our world is waning, 
I’ve been feeling trapped
With these memories
Breakfast and tea
Movies we watched
And the way you held me
Everyones leaving
How can one last?
Its awfully uncommon
Given my past

Cranberry oatmeal
Watching you read
Books that I gave you
and books you gave me

Friends you had shown me
Ones ill forget
Biding my time in a half empty bed

In a Forest of trees without leaves
at a corner where we used to meet
at a flower shop, flipping a coin,
at the airport, missing the point.

[@youshowedmewhatloveis]

am i wasting my breath?
it starts to feel like it i guess 
let the words spill out my chest
i wish we could lie here instead
(ooohhh)
it wont be long and u know 
i claw at my skin and it shows 
(just) a break in my step not a fall
though not far from the ground below

i scratched my arms ceaselessly
u blame it on my compulsivity 
but then say something sweet 
and everything disappears around me

[both @sprigtek and @youshowedmewhatloveis]
so ill take some time 
with you to watch the world spin around 
while we still can

end

missing the point + gosha

big racks w rewind

ft @inssekt
prod @dep4rted

@stellathepixie
dont remember who i was
violins singing, bringing bad bad luck to me
and think i loved you once
sky falling down, ima go down easily 

so much for havin fun
when i grow up, ima flex until im free
truth is i miss you a lot
ima get caught, cos ur bad bad company

stay alright
gonna bloom rest of my life 
and you dont try to be nice
gonna leave and i wont say goodbye
tonight...

i know that youre gonna tell me im
bad bad bad
afterlyfe
and none of this will burden me
bad bad bad
alive for life

@inssekt
i miss ur touch
i miss ur love
im a loser
i know that much
i jus dropped a pill it felt like ur hug

ur warm embrace 
keeps me out the shade
dont think that im movin on but this is feels great
its the calm before the storm eventually ill break

i break out
girl i thought that u were different
forever wanna live it
as long as u r with me...

bad company ft. inssekt (dep4rted)

house in nebraska

prod @jolst @taylor

@stellathepixie
when ur alone 
put ur hands up for me 
tell me what you know
say it with ur body
it’s all about u
it’s all about us
i don’t blame u 
ur just crying in the club

love me a little 
love me a lot 
i’d never take away something you love
so many miles
that’s between us 
but you get prettier with every one
hate other people
don’t give a fuck 
testing my limits on feeling your touch 
i’d smile but it’s so bad
you can have fun i like that 

@creepybuggirl
ur long sleeves
wrapped around me
i can’t help it but to get this feeling
softly
hold me
i can’t take it anymore
don’t know what to say now
i look at the floor
avoid ur face and think how i want more
but what’s the reason
does there always have to be one

crying in the club +creepybuggirl +emorave (jolst taylor)

Say you didn’t notice
Take it back 
then i left with your heart broken
My bad :(
I couldn’t explain my emotions
It’s sad
I’ll get better and i know this,
Cause i have

You were honest,
I went to the pond and thought about it
Reflecting to my core, present harnessed
To have you by my side is the best
I wanna touch your skin and kiss your neck
Everything i say, i meant


emo:

oh yuh
dont go, yuh
i cant be alone, yuh
west, thats where i wan go

dont act like you know shit
all them pills had me broke, shit
fell in love with opiates
now im up cuz kicked that shit

i dont wanna be here, shitt
it can all go downhill so quick
i wanna be more than this
dont ask bout it cuz im over it

downhill ft emorave (taylor morgan + shinju)

ex (sheu)

this is my cover for mannequin by @jxxyy & @bydion 

lyrics:

treat me like a mannequin  
body pause off an ativan  
texting me, she's so adamant  
baby, i'm busy, i'm vanishing
star-studded like i'm on the tv  
no praise, i'm just a nobody  
no pictures when i'm in the lobby  
no face, i have no id  
i'm hella drunk, i just pissed on my prada  
blinded off a pill that i got from my doctor  
sip the sky straight, this not water  
cologne on me remind shawty of her father  
her blood taste like cranberry vodka  
that's what i bought her right  
before i blocked her  
mask back on like a robber  
i should feel awkward, i don't feel nada  
you never seen clothing like this  
never seen self-loathing like this  
i can flex my pain like diamonds  
i dropped a hundred razors on my wrist  
treat me like a mannequin  
body pause off an ativan  
texting me, she's so adamant  
baby, i'm busy, i'm vanishing  
star-studded like i'm on the tv  
no praise, i'm just a nobody  
no pictures when i'm in the lobby  
no face, i have no id  
don't take it personally  
you're not the person for me  
i don't care if it's free  
it's just not worth it to me  
i'm a mannequin for you, do anything to me  
pull apart, dress me up  
make me fall to my knees 
i've died to live  
i don't know what trying is  
if you see me smiling  
i must've been off the vitamins  
i've seen the real you  
don't think you could be mine  
i've seen what the peak's like  
think it's time i decline  
i've hit the recline  
i don't think i'll be fine  
she asked for my star sign  
but i didn't give mine  
now she's saying that i don't  
match with my trait's i'll be honest  
i don't think i even match my face yeah..

mannequin cover (prod vinso)

waitinnn on u , waitin on u 4 tha moment
waitin on u dnt cry
im not the 1 to say much
but i guess im afraid 2 ....
fly fly fly fly
if i go away ill build a castle in the
sky sky sky sky
so if u look up ull remember me :/

I ᄂӨVΣ YӨЦ "-"

house in nebraska

r0tdaughter

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