all production, vocals, mixing and mastering by me!
I've gotten a lot better at mixing in the last 9 months :)
Also, I will be performing this soon at an event called 
"Make America Scene Again" in NYC, at a venue called The Meadows
Thank you for listening!

🠟 lyrics 🠟

too hot
too cold
turn it off
i just needed a break

still want
to give you hope
to show you 
that
it was all for your sake


where can i
find those eyes

another time
in another face

where do they hide?

will i ever
hear your words

another time
in another mouth 

baby, please don’t 

lie to me
lie to me

ur prolly sickened
by the 
sight of me
sight of me

i know u struggle to survive
but please,
try for me! 

i hope u didn’t mean it
when u said
you’d die for me

 
just know that 
i will always
watch
and i carry that weight 

it gave me chills when u said
that for u 
its too late 

i’ve always wondered
on the other-side
of deaths gate

will we cross over to a better life?
and be saved...

or is it
just this

a world on the cusp of melting

catching 
the tail end
nothing is helping 

each day repeating
the world just keeps selling 

poison and sweets to
delay the rebellion

and we fall for it
cuz were made to be
part of all of it
so we can think were free

well i want more than this
and so do many more
but we can only guess
what else the world will have left
when its
all done and over

you're too cold

-
where can i
find those eyes

another time
in another face

where do they hide?

will i ever
hear your words

another time
in another mouth 

baby, please don’t 

lie to me
lie to me

ur prolly sickened
by the 
sight of me
sight of me

i know u struggle to survive
but please,
try for me! 

i hope u didn’t mean it
when u said
you’d die for me

is it just this

is it just this?

in so long

the bodies that we buried
now were watching and waiting
they decompose

i stared at the window
the blood on my hands and knees
i wished you would fall down the staircase
and stop breathing

i want to piss on your grave
see how much i could take away
this time i'll be the plague
and eat the flesh off of your bones

but you taste so fucking gross

plague

prod @wh0d

back, back, b back n forth
tell me wat we fighting for?
help me get up off of the floor
then pull the rug from under me, i fall

fuck
i think right? i think not
i think u like to hurt me just for fun
u make me wanna relapse off these drugs
ur breaking down then building up my trust

i know that i should cant get enough
baby am i stupid for callin ur bluff
ba baby im so sorry these times get tough
i wouldnt blame u if u wanted to give us up

i get caught up on the small stuff
ill paint u out to be the monster
read too far into the wrong stuff
i pull your words apart until they tear me in half

its been a long week im sorry
these feelings creep up upon me
lose all my sense of stability
i hope that u see a future
mine is based on us so i cant lose ya
everything i do it feels so futile
mine is based on us so i cant lose ya
everything i do it feels so futile


i think right? i think not! prod whod

senses - victim (avast)

ft @inssekt
prod @dep4rted

@stellathepixie
dont remember who i was
violins singing, bringing bad bad luck to me
and think i loved you once
sky falling down, ima go down easily 

so much for havin fun
when i grow up, ima flex until im free
truth is i miss you a lot
ima get caught, cos ur bad bad company

stay alright
gonna bloom rest of my life 
and you dont try to be nice
gonna leave and i wont say goodbye
tonight...

i know that youre gonna tell me im
bad bad bad
afterlyfe
and none of this will burden me
bad bad bad
alive for life

@inssekt
i miss ur touch
i miss ur love
im a loser
i know that much
i jus dropped a pill it felt like ur hug

ur warm embrace 
keeps me out the shade
dont think that im movin on but this is feels great
its the calm before the storm eventually ill break

i break out
girl i thought that u were different
forever wanna live it
as long as u r with me...

bad company ft. inssekt (dep4rted)

prod @with3rx

leave me here to cry bb i know why
i know why u push me to the side bb i know why
i could give u all i hav but its not enough
the only thing i give baby is giving up
i give it up
i give u love
i give u time
its not enough

i jus cant sleep when im not with u
n if u leave baby u see the issue
its scary baby i dont wanna diss u but i think i could fix u
yea i rly wanna kiss u

i jus cant sleep when im not with u
n if u stay baby u'll see the issues
time goes on u see me at my worst, then dont think itll work
leave me in the dirt
leave me in the dirt
it wont be the first
it wont be the first
leave me in the dirt
leave me in the dirt

fix you prod with3r

prod @jolst @taylor

@stellathepixie
when ur alone 
put ur hands up for me 
tell me what you know
say it with ur body
it’s all about u
it’s all about us
i don’t blame u 
ur just crying in the club

love me a little 
love me a lot 
i’d never take away something you love
so many miles
that’s between us 
but you get prettier with every one
hate other people
don’t give a fuck 
testing my limits on feeling your touch 
i’d smile but it’s so bad
you can have fun i like that 

@creepybuggirl
ur long sleeves
wrapped around me
i can’t help it but to get this feeling
softly
hold me
i can’t take it anymore
don’t know what to say now
i look at the floor
avoid ur face and think how i want more
but what’s the reason
does there always have to be one

crying in the club ft. creepybuggirl & emorave (jolst taylor)

3am in the back seat of my head 
I won’t tell u if u asked me 
Smoke a spliff in the morning 
Girl u only call me when ur lonely 
Yea 
Yea 
Yea I rlly miss the old me 
Lately I been feeling cold like November
Thinking too much till my head hurts 

I wanna drive until the sunset 
With u beside me 
I know that truth hurts so lie to me 
Go ahead and lie to me 

Don’t know what to say what u haven’t heard before 
Father forgive me ima end up hurting more 
I know u been working hard 
I’m still going hard 

Spending money all on u girl 
She said I like that 
Spending money all on u girl 
She goes I like that

like that (with3r)

prod 100crows x destrooyyyy

mike dean inspired

seen this so often 
I think my bones are corrupted 
I think im thankful for nothing 
I think I hate you for nothing 
I seem so far from deliver
I think my message delivered
I think ill never forgiver her 
I think ill never forgive her

surround 【BWA】

ft @plasticgirl1
prod @zuuloh
cover by Eva Lister 
mdm x spazzz <3

plague

r0tdaughter