Hyper Chronicles 13

falling-into---

My gentle flow of time has ceased to move
The blood I spill no longer stains
I've kept your memory 4 thousand years: the dream we saw that day

In another life, held your hand
Recollect your dream, don't forget

I've spent so long inside this hospital
the bursting wires made me sick
No thoughts or prayers ever reach me here
I wish I could exist

In another life
Saw you smile
Recollect your dream
Fate unwinds

бесконечное лето; fate unwinds +chuchu

uh huh  
im gone
i passed out
blacked out

wanna break out, leave me alone
first time
full dose

uh huh
im god
i cant stay long
i forgot

take another, it dont last long
please stop
im lost

uh huh
drippin blood
thats enough
on the run

cut urself
go on walks
gotta help
we can talk

never leave the block
always bad luck
i got bad blood
i cant choose love

i dont love shit
dont wanna be this
i cant focus
opiate fix

im so broken
i cant be fixed
treat me like shit
unsafe what i mix

different color pills
who cares what i feel
i dont wanna live
who cares if im real

chasing prod. jolst & cutspace

arrival
all these pills got me suicidal
i dont want one i want like five tho
she want me, she is not my type tho

smoke different drugs we not like you
keep it peaceful, dont want to fight you
i do what i want, what i like to
i dont want one so imma buy two

i just lay in bed cuz i dont want go
i dont wanna talk to you i dont check my phone
move the bar by myself so its low
i cant write shit if im not alone

i just buy shit i dont even know
i just take this cuz i gotta cope
molly got the wall changing colors on its own
ketamine crystals fuckin up my nose

here we are again
i cant walk again
i cant sleep even
i dont want nofriends
she just gimme head
sin bound im not blessed
i cannot confess
lay my head to rest
its just for the best

dont what to do i feel so awful
i want opiates i want a problem
ruin my life i want to fall in
u cant do shit, you cant stop it

i once had a soul but i lost it
if i dont know you imma block it
never leave my room cuz im boxed in
do drugs all day, break a promise

foilsmoke prod. jolst & taylor morgan

i got eyestrain
smoking propane
fucked up my brain
come to my place

do it my way
dont know what day
i just cant stay

by the way
im not okay
can u go away
wanna go away

wanna throw away
i miss snow days
i miss old days
i dont know my name

gas what i smoke yuh
last place, switch the controller
when im sober dont know her
i know we can make it gon go up

afterparty, i aint gon show up
coming up, molly, im gon throw up
push and pull i cant make my mind up
sit in bed imma waste my time up

i think imma die soon
opiates fuck with  my vitals
stay awake breathe this shit vital
dont know what i need imma spiral

oh my fucking godddd i miss you
always fall im always   injured
oh my fucking godddd im with you
favorite person thats an issue

favorite person til i hate you
hate the person that i made you
hate myself so i keep blades too
hate the room that i feel chained to

stay with me and im gon change you
i cant bare to even face you
it dont matter im gon chase you
this is always what it comes to
instant love but with the fake you

propane prod. jolst & taylor morgan

ur infectious
accela its hangin on my necklace
only thing i know is codependence
ask questions im always gon deflect it
been there before so i respect it
redose i gotta get my next hit
i think bout past n not the present
one of these days im gonna end it

life is so precious  
so i always get fucked up and waste it
all this fuckin shit i gotta live with
only feel okay in new places

on the waitlist
im so faded
everfresh, i jus fuckin laced it
i just lit foil and chased it

i wanna give up
i just wanna fall asleep 
i dont wanna wake up
wanna fuck my life up

i decided
i just my made my mind up
ill buy it
i know i fucked up

accela prod. jolst & taylor morgan

i feel so bad
watch it fly past
wanna go back
i jus wan cash
no chill, im spazzed
i done made racks
always place last
chew, it hit fast

nod im passed out
i dont cash out
i been blacked out
wanna crash out
im jus not allowed
she gon find out
we gon fall out
to high cant count
im gon pass out

ketamine, i cant see
u cant lie on team

u jus fuckin bite the lure
mindlessly, i keep blades on me
she fly to me

i dont care bout you, just text to me
im too high cant read

imma pharmacy
theres no price to me
copiers they all nice to me

want life for free
die with me
no privacy

hiding but
they findin me
no price, delete

talk to me
what do you need
im yours to keep

promise me
watch me bleed
keep god with me

thought i could control myself but i was wrong
thought i could just help myself but i was wrong
all for nothing i want something help me god
right before i die is where i wanna be

biting pills prod. jolst & homesick

charlottes web (mental emphasis)

illegal w/ evan jolley

enjoy :)

i dont really care about my life
so i be making songs like all night
remember the sound of the radio
i be off a {} so letsgoo
to sleep
tonight

fuck you, and fuck drugs
the world seemed better in the past, I
I pastime 
by doing drugs
cause thats what i love


baby girl can you hold me
ur my only one
i can show u
our world is wrong without you
i dont want to be without you

i can barely breathe

in so long

the bodies that we buried
now were watching and waiting
they decompose

i stared at the window
the blood on my hands and knees
i wished you would fall down the staircase
and stop breathing

i want to piss on your grave
see how much i could take away
this time i'll be the plague
and eat the flesh off of your bones

but you taste so fucking gross

plague

r0tdaughter