My body has begun to betray me
Familiar parts, once loyal
Rebelling now, rising up inside of me
It's a civil war, hardly civil at all
My cells at war with one another

This is the year I poisoned myself
Trading comfort for the chance to keep on going
This is the year I chose to be sick
To kill the tumors growing inside of me

The dose makes the poison
I've been micro-dosing for years
On food and drink, even oxygen
A larger dose might've killed me
But the smaller dose often feels pretty good

This is the year I poisoned myself
Trading comfort for the chance to keep on going
This is the year I chose to be sick
To kill the tumors growing inside of me


this is the year I poisoned myself

Half bloods and Anime fans unite 💪 
More down here! ↓↓↓

Ty to Goop who let me yap abt my book and gave me art inspo—AND FOR BEING MY WIFE
I LOVE HER SO FREAKING MUCH. I WOULD DIE FOR HER FIRST. She’s literally perfect and drop dead gorgeous and whoever tells her otherwise can fight with me 🤺🤺
My pretty girl<3
My moonlight<3
My perfect girl<3
My muse<3
My love<3
*🎩🎩
*🐕🐕

The everything poem.

This beautiful perfect girl,
I’m allowed to call my own.
She lifted me onto a pedestal,
Put my heart on a throne.

She’s my muse, the moonlight that beams upon my face.
And yet she’s oh so certain she’s the one I’ll come to hate.

People have lied to me, I’ve been ignored and stabbed in the back.
Yet whenever she’s upset I crave to soothe her panic attacks.

What I love about her is that she’s not afraid to talk.
She actually wants to change, and that very idea makes my brain stop.

Why would someone want to get better for me?
I just can’t help but wonder.
But I realize I want to be better for her too.
I’m no longer in a blunder. 

Of course she gets *those* thoughts.
Don’t worry, I do too.
But throughout life and death, I’ll be the one who helps her through.

As long as she’ll let me, I’ll change and call her mine.
She’s the one person that makes me lose my mind.

Maybe I’m childish.
That much can be true.
But until I’m told not to, I’ll be here when she’s blue.

She says she’s sorry all the time.
She has no reason to.
The best girlfriend in the world,
One day we’ll have a rendezvou.


Leo is my favorite (everyone says that though because all da ladies luv leo) but Hearthstone is a close second<33
I 𝑳𝑶𝑽𝑬 𝑳𝑶𝑽𝑬 𝑳𝑶𝑽𝑬 𝑳𝑶𝑶𝑶𝑶𝑽𝑬 musicals!! Sweeney Todd and Epic are my favs but I’ve listened to just about anything!
My favorite sentence: ‘Aye Aye, Captain. 🫡🫡’
Komi cant communicate, Kimi ni todoki , Toradora , Words bubble up like soda pop, Erased٫Romantic killer, My happy marriage, Agretsuko, SAIKI K, HORIMIYA, JJK, AND MANY MORE>>>>>
I also LOVE FNAF and CRK!!
I play a load of roblox, mainly DTI and horror games with lore. I play lots of dreamcore games too :>>
Tysm for all the likes on my PJO playlist!
AAAAAA STUDIO INVESTIGRAVE!!!!!
Might be a liiiiitle obsessed with Dead Plate and Elevator hitch 😅 Though Winnie x Auggie FOREVER!!!
I really like vocaloid, and a few of my other fandoms are DDLC (YURI MY WIFE) more will be added here later!
‼️‼️‼️美库和泰托是光荣的。‼️‼️‼️
Me=🩷💜💙
Everyone is welcome here! Religion, s3xual orientation, doesn’t matter! Enjoy my playlists either way :)
Bye my Half-Bloods!

"The fastest route to any destination is a single ✨straight line✨"

"For 5 minutes I will place Jouno above justice."

A MCR FAN, ALEX G, REBZYYX AND NIRVANA FAN!!!! 

this is the year I poisoned myself

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