'Dilate'.
Written, produced & performed by Billy Clayton.
Cover art photography: Billy Clayton
Cover art graphics: Lucy Fuller

Luminary

Dilate

‘Hot Pink’ appears on our second album, ‘I’m All Ears’, out now http://letseatgrandma.co.uk/im-all-ears

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'Cause I don’t know what to say to you
Fill my head with shame ‘cause you need someone to blame
I’m just an object of disdain to you
I’m only 17, I don’t know what you mean
Bite my tongue now that’s your cue, to bring me down
Redirect your gaze ‘cause that’s your middle name
All the same
Kill me now
I’m such a drama queen you’ve got something up your sleeve don’t you

Oh wait a minute

Hot Pink
Is it mine? Is it
Is it mine? Is it
Hot Pink
On my pony in the sky I just want
Anything and everything just paint it all in hot pink

Say to you
Been thinking over things I’ve never said before
'Cause there’s an element of great with you
What a waste on you
Been looking out for me and then you bring it right back
So call me up and hear me out
You keep thinking about it
You know that’s not enough
Well keep thinking about it
I just let it go at first but you went and made it worse
And a glitter eater doesn’t need it best believe it even if I’m feeling don’t you

You wouldn’t believe the lengths I’ve gone for you
You wouldn’t believe the shit that I can do
Is it cool is it mine?
And why you trying to design, to decide
If it’s a girl or it’s a guy
Well there’s no reason to define

Hello is that you?
Running out of places that we come to realign to
Running out of faces that we come to realign to

Hot Pink

Available on bonus Remix CD that comes with Mater Suspiria Vision's latest LP - 'BABA YAGA'. Listen/buy now: http://phantasmadisques.bigcartel.com/product/mater-suspiria-vision-baba-yaga-lp-ltd-99-witch-edition-bonus-cdr

MATER SUSPIRIA VISION - BABA YAGA (VASCHA RMX)

‘Falling Into Me’ appears on our second album, ‘I’m All Ears’, out now http://letseatgrandma.co.uk/im-all-ears

LP - http://letseatgrandma.co.uk/im-all-ears/lp
CD - http://letseatgrandma.co.uk/im-all-ears/cd
Bundles - http://letseatgrandma.co.uk/im-all-ears/bundles

For all our live dates and to get tickets visit http://letseatgrandma.co.uk/#tour

Artwork - Yanjun Cheng

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I pave the backstreet with the mist of my brain
I cross the gap between platform and train
Falling into me
Violet strip lights I try to dissipate my focus
Falling into me
But I realise I can’t keep hiding my emotions
Falling into me
I can’t just lay or let be
When all the words you say are hanging onto me
You occupy my mind by every which way

And when I climb the steps to street
There is no reason to doubt myself here
My thoughts were pouring down with the rain
But now see that it’s so crystal clear

We got this

You
Me
This
Now wherever we go is the best place
No need
To be
Restrained
Now whatever we know we should just say x2

When we were like night bloom violets
Our handprints pressed to my window
I was feeling quite right like this as the lightning glitched
And it echoed in your eyes
Beating right through the denim
You left a dent in my home screen
We’re in so far
But we need it

You know I’d
Bite my hair as I tried to justify
You know I
You know I

No hesitation at the traffic lights
Beneath the black in my windscreen
We drive
I think they caught it on camera
Can’t help but feel it again

It’s just the necessary price you pay
If you listen to your instincts
And I
Don’t wanna cast it in concrete
And then it hits me again

We’re so illuminated in the night
Alight together down the fire line
Fireline

Beat beat beat beat beat beat beat beat beat

I'm All Ears

Falling Into Me

Grimes – Heartbeats

Blood Oath +++++ You can't lose your innocence, because it's stolen away If it's just a gift to give, you know it's nothing, nothing You cannot take it back Get them while they're young, forgive and forget  Pull out all their limbs, so they won't grow back So they won't grow back Pull out all their limbs, so they won't grow back Duplicate my life tapped right out my vein The air that helps you breathe, makes me suffocate Find a newer breed, then eat the firstborn Take over their shelter, and do it again You cannot take it back How can you feel consequence, if you can't feel anything? If there are no witnesses, did it ever happen, happen?  (You cannot take it back) Easy to betray, the ones you admire Harvest all my seeds, and set them on fire Set them on fire, then eat the firstborn Take over their shelter and do it again   (You cannot take it back) Bleeding me This isn’t in your heart Never in your heart Never in your heart You cannot take it back [Breakdown] You cannot take it back You say/see I can't be used, there's nothing to want You take it anyway, without my consent Without my consent You take it anyway, without my consent Duplicate my life tapped right out my vein  The air that helps you breathe, makes me suffocate Find a newer breed then eat the firstborn Take over their shelter and do it again Bleeding me This isn’t in your heart Never in your heart Never in your heart You cannot take it back Bleeding me This isn’t in your heart Never in your heart Never in your heart You cannot take it back

Blood Oath (King Yosef Remix)

Hi! Thanks to my fans & soundcloud for helping me get my login back so quickly. I wanted to post something now that it's back in my hands. Here's a cover of ~Voices Carry~. I've played it live a few times this year. It's always been one of my favorite songs but it's kind of deeply personal to me,lyrically. I recorded this in one day when a engineer had a room at Sunset Sound available.He let me use the studio for free as a favor, some of my friends came in and played the bass/guitar/drums for me after calling them 45 minutes before asking if they could try playing random stuff for me to work with/write on. Nobody has produced it (except me... I guess but this version isn't produced or mixed.It also doesn't have the synths & guitars I added today. I am out of the country so my computer keeps crashing.)I didn't want to wait until I was back to upload something. I have no idea what this sounds like in speakers either lol. This is what I call the infant demo because it's basically the scratch demo since it hasn't really been worked on & what not. It's also the only thing I can post without getting in trouble by other people involved on other songs.I promise I will be posting a lot more stuff on here & will let you know more about my album. I always feel a lot more comfortable sharing music related things here instead of Instagram etc 
thanks for the support 


I will give you one hint about one of my first two singles:

There's a fire on your street
x
Sky

VOICES CARRY COVER INFANT DEMO

This song is about feeling like u are too complicated for anyone to understand and, as a result, never letting anyone really love you. For a long time I was a serial dater that would freak out if the relationship got a little bit too deep. I spent a lot of time fantasising about falling in love and also using up all of my energy when I was dating, to not fall in love. 
This basically just ended up in me dropping a whole lot of good people without a word and carrying the guilt. Sorry if I've done this to you.... consider this song an apology for my sudden dissapearrances.  

love everyone for the love they've shown me up to this point. 

THIS WILL BE ON SPOTIFY AND ALL OTHER STREAMING SITES ASAP. fucked it up didn't i lol. 

anyway, I hope you LOVE this track. 

HERE IS MY DEBUT SINGLE !!! AH :')


THANK YOU TO JOE + ELLEN @ HAYSHED STUDIOS 
THANK YOU TO FINN DOHERTY FOR BEING MY NO.1 ADVISER 
THANK YOU FOR LISTENING X X X

TO THE MOON AND BACK

BILLY CLAYTON

billyclayton97@googlemail.com

Dilate

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