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sewerperson revenge cover (slowed+reverb)

sewerperson cocaine (slowed+reverb)

yes
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sewerperson- these nights are urs  (slowed+reverb)

sewerperson- cannibalism (slowed+reverb)

Prod by @imgeist
Mix/Master @farhantnvr
Art by 
https://www.facebook.com/raivien.vill

Available on the following and more!
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Cøzybøy -
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Lyrics -
Tell me whatchu want
Baby, we can spice it up
(Spice it up)
Type of body, 
make ya shawty wanna act up
(Act up)

I got a taste of you
And here's what we gon do,
Make a movie mess around
And call it part two 

Well now you know
I wanna

Do this 
(Do this)
with you
(With you)
Light some candles
And we set the mood
(set the mood)
Start to give
(ohh)
Into you
(Into you)
Undressin slow 
Like the way you move
(The way you move)
I wanna do this with you
(With you)
Light some candles
And we set the mood
(We set the mood)
Now I give, My all to you 
Set the stage and we start to move like

Oh we can move
(We can move)
Just me and you yea
To wherever baby
We'll make it through yea
In the dark
Tell me the truth
(The truth)
What you know about me and you

Yea
Then we fall asleep to Coldplay
Listening to fix you on your planar RP
I swear I miss you even when you're kissin me babe
Like a movie, everyday wanna replay


Do this 
(Do this)
with you
(With you)
Light some candles
And we set the mood
(set the mood)
Start to give
(ohh)
Into you
(Into you)
Undressin slow 
Like the way you move
(The way you move)
I wanna do this with you
(With you)
Light some candles
And we set the mood
(We set the mood)
Now I give, My all to you 
Set the stage and we start to move like

Spotify

Mood w/ Cøzybøy (Prod. I'm Geist)

produced by heylog

lyrics:
stop
(what)
where did we go wrong
like.. it hasn't even been long
i always search for u
but hell, i don't have a clue
i might've made you a song
but
does that even have a cost?
no
well baby it's all that i've got
hoping that we could just stop
listen here u need to know
come closer this is unknown
our love is what i'd die for
i don't bluff so let's explore
(ok)
i love you and no one else
i left u so i'll take the guilt
please don't move and just sit still
please don't go it's me i'll kill

i trusted you, i guess rn ur dead to me
i look at you and every time i grit my teeth
she said we're friends but na ur not friends w me
and i swear u would never get along w me
look
u were the only friend i ever had
but i still have all these cuts along my back
thought i'd never forgive you
never thought you'd be an issue
and i put every bit of my trust in her
now i have a hard time trusting anyone
forget you, i wanna be alone
i hate you, thought you were my bro

spotify

i love you

lyrics:

Just holidays
And barely those holidays
Our good terms
Are not immune to decay 
I tried but im still away
And you’ve been fucking his brains out 
Don’t look at me as if there was a sorry to say

I would care but
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off 
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off
As the bodies grow dry
And I bleed from my eyes
From some shit I shoulda never saw
I don’t need a life line
I don’t need a good night
I just drink until I shut it off

 Ive never met someone so geared on my failure good job
At least I squeezed some meaning into ur shitty life huh
When I die an early death I hope that u can cope when the hatred in ur heart is now evicted with my pulse

Break the home
Breaks my bones and see my soul snapped too
Im alone most the time ur not restricting anything new
I like getting scary I do I know ur tryna be a boss good for u
What the fuck they turn me down for
 I am never going out more
I guess he wasn’t a regular guy
I hope u choke on ur vomit and die
My messages aids I do not open them
Im high as fuck from this bud its like opium
I don’t wanna live to get by
Ur literally here once and its over after that u fucking idiot do what u want ur done after this u fucking dumb ass u suck I fucking hate u
 
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off 
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off
As the bodies grow dry
And I bleed from my eyes
From some shit I shoulda never saw
I don’t need a life line
I don’t need a good night
I just drink until I shut it off

Im torn apart and I am dirty
If its like this fuck 30
I wanna die right now
Baby im sorry im fucked I can’t talk right now
She lies
She just loves him to death
I dont compare to that hex
I suck the tits off her chest
Times waits
For nobody
Crossed lines
Become common knowledge
Bullshit u were with friends that’s bullshit
I was the culprit before
I feel projection in my point of view
  
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off 
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off
As the bodies grow dry
And I bleed from my eyes
From some shit I shoulda never saw
I don’t need a life line
I don’t need a good night
I just drink until I shut it off

better_off_nUmb (splashgvng)

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prod me
nv

lyrics:
how are u so lovely?
u dont even love me
feel like i dont know u 
but u fuck me up
anonymous

how are u so lovely?
i dont even love me
feel like i dont know u 
but u fuck me up
so ominous

baby
all my life ive been a maybe
but a sure thing is im faded
and a young pop star sensation

dance with me
take a deep breath and a drag with me
im tired of the bus and the lag lately
shaken not stirred, relax, baby

this a bond for a night like casino royale
all my cards in one place i go all in or bail
as long as im there
ill go all the way, anyway anywhere

im the entertainment
best listen close if u wanna pay it attention
just say what ur thinkin and leave me to question
whats fake 
and whats real in the center of tension

if u ask me thats better than pretending
its a bad thing to hold it any less then
i still wish u the best, never less than
might miss all the ways that ur back bent
but ill keep it in mind with the next one
and i know that ur far from the best one
theres a hole in my soul and its extra
and the world is at peace when its all undone

MUSIC VIDEO

OMINOUS

it's just me vs myself
I can't fight the feeling that this going south
gotta leave for my health
gotta venture out of comfort leave the pictures on the shelf
~
entering a dream state
I am who I be ayy
fuck what all ya'll think about me
wish for my defeat; fake friends
waste time with these plans
build up to no end
anger build inside of me but I can play pretend
~
whats the end goal?
we rushing to the end zone?
or chasing fleeting feelings, pound some liquor; in the friend zone
i'm lost now
frost mouth
bite down on my neck now
fangs deep in my arteries
drift right to sleep 
lay cross down
~
heavy eyelids
fear arises
everybody judge your actions
passing
can't neglect your single passion
traction
building up
anxiety taking the wheel
quietly spoken; conceal
I sit and I wait for the right-time
I cope when I smoke in the night-time
  ~
entering a dream state
I am who I be ayy
fuck what all ya'll think about me
wish for my defeat; fake friends
waste time with these plans
build up to no end
anger build inside of me but I can play pretend
~
shivers running down my spine
where my time at?
skeletons up in my closet rotting 
I don't like that
I can't face myself
but ill face the blunt
my perception melts as I start to run

DREAM-STATE [prod. brevanti]

https://soundcloud.com/idletears
https://soundcloud.com/cpt_sad

lyrics:
until my heart stops beating 
and when my lungs stop breathing 
i thought i cared 
it’s losing all its meaning 
i’m unprepared 
i f*ck it for no reason 

i took the blame to say 
how you couldn’t try this
i’m living every day 
and i know i f*cked it up 

just hold my hands to yours 
you don’t know, you don’t know 
leave my bands to ya 
i’m solo, i’m solo 
couple xans i try 
to hold on, to hold on 
think i’m on on my own 
i’m alone, i’m alone 

no reason to believe me
im so f*cked up, im so crazy
and the thought of you leavin
makes me wanna keep drinkin
in my past life 
bet i knew u so well
will you keep me held down?
i dont see the sun now
cuz u never come around

im too far gone
and done grievin
no more sad songs
im done dreamin
all my vices
comsume me
i keep racin
wont stop movin

you mightve bit off more than you can chew
its so wrong how you dont think about me whenever you move
thought we were past this
youre made of plastic
i know that lovin me's a lot
never worth more than a thought, no

just hold my hands to yours 
you don’t know 
you don’t know 
leave my bands to ya 
i’m solo 
i’m solo 
couple xans i try 
to hold on 
to hold on 
think i’m on on my own 
i’m alone 
i’m alone

alone

idle tears - alone (ft. yesterday)

run shannon run (prod. tyson x gosuto)

Produced by Jay Vee
Mixed by Brody

Thank you to Captain Sad himself for the amazing verse. I love you brother.

Patience

Patience (Ft. Yesterday)

"𝕀𝕥𝕤 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕚𝕕𝕖𝕒 𝕥𝕙𝕒𝕥 𝕙𝕦𝕣𝕥𝕤 𝕔𝕒𝕦𝕤𝕖 𝕚'𝕞 𝕙𝕒𝕥𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕣𝕖𝕒𝕝 𝕥𝕙𝕚𝕟𝕘"

______________________________________________________________
lyrics:
why the fuck you gotta lie I can't take this
I can't make this up , I gotta break this
this was one whole big mistake
I'm forsaken d
lie awake and toke inside my basement

this was all fuel for the fire
you are a liar
I can't believe what you said
flashback, memories of us making out in your bed
I try to believe that she's alright in the head
honestly I cannot get over her
Its the idea that hurts cause i'm hating the real thing
constantly thinking bout her
yeah my visions a blur I've been drinking a lot
getting so high of the pot
will I come down again? hopefully not
maybe Ill try again
I think to myself I know that
I can do what I wanna do
my mind,  yeah I control that

why the fuck you gotta lie I can't take this
I can't make this up , I gotta break this
this was one whole big mistake
I'm forsakened
lie awake and toke inside my basement
x2

don't even bother bitch don't hit my line
I won't reply
when we were still dating you texted so dry after that night
and you had the nerve to ask me for help bitch that's fucking absurd
bitchin bout problems that you left uncured I've had enough of it kicked to the curb won't let you return
get the fuck out my life
gotta move forward forget all the strife
now I've opened my eyes
fuck all the others; stick to my own strive

Liar [prod. ryini]

Lyrics:
im a fuckin peice of shit, why you always gotta bitch
let me sleep in if i wanna, get the fuck up off my dick
know my mind is really sick cause i like it when you kick
-in me down cause i deserve it when i cant learn a new trick

im a dog, im a ghost, im the one you hate the most
im that toxic drink youre pouring raise me up propose a toast
this ones for all of the loosers, the forgotten, diagnosed
cause im one of you but im the king i really hate to boast

if you march right to your grave
nothing will ever be the same

scars on my wrist so you see what im made of
call me a freak i dont know why they hate us
bargained a price but they must not of paid one
locked up inside must be what theyre afraid of

i recorded all my verses, but im still dead like some hearses
and im trapped inside my body i feel like i need some nurses
i feel like i need some surgery, for all the shit thats hurting me
but im a ghost im never seen, i know that yall aint heard of me

write down in chalk, all the shit that i lost
while i run out the clock, just before it gets washed
know the year has been hard, got you down in the dark
cause the future is stark, that you 'bout to embark

if you march right to your grave
nothing will ever be the same

scars on my wrist so you see what im made of
call me a freak i dont know why they hate us
bargained a price but they must not of paid one
locked up inside must be what theyre afraid of
x2

i been living with the pain, yeah
but i know ill be okay, yeah
if you march right to your grave, yeah
nothing will ever be the same, without you

graves

stop all this madness

s/o yesterday

Pensive sadness
All I see is madness
Chaotic in activity
Let’s stop passivity

Pensive sadness 
All I see is madness
Chaotic in activity
Let's stop passivity

Run away but you can’t hide
I’ll always see you when I close my eyes
C'mon tell me why you look surprised
You know it’s for the best we needed to stabilize 

I thought this was forever and ever but then came the weather 
You said it’s whatever but now
I’m breaking down cause you broke my heart and 
I love you still and that’s the worst part

Pensive sadness
All I see is madness
Chaotic in activity
Let’s stop passivity

Pensive sadness 
All I see is madness
Chaotic in activity
Let's stop passivity

Yeah 
Stop all this madness
You said that you loved me last night
Yeah everything's tragic
But I thought you knew that
Imma treat you right

I'm holdin you down
You holdin me back
She turn right around
Whenever Iask and

She got me feelin a way
Now we go into the fray
Too many times I been found in the ditch
If life's whatchu make it then I'm fuckin that bitch
Swervin and curvin all of that fuck shit
See that you hurtin' for love and affection

How can I feel you if I cannot trust you?
See me in your nightmares

I'm in your dreams
forever and always
look through the seems
i know you will notice

And I just don’t get it
What’s the point of being contentious?
What’s the point of trying to stay friends when we both know you only got fucked up friendships 
And I’m waiting, forever waiting
To feel a sense of purpose but I still feel so oh worthless

the worst part (feat. yesterday) [prod. brody]

i've got a lot to forget
when i write it's like ripping tape from a casette
i can't be filled with something new
won't hold my breath because my face is turning blue
do you think of me like i think of you
would you sing for me cause I sang for you
i don't know what to do when I see her
everyday feel like i'm watching from the bleeders
then i jump to the stage, they pan the frame, i fade away
feeling like i'm stuck in the rerun
walking alone my soul just couldn't clean up

bottom of the lake like me it's fucking dead
keeping fucking secrets hoping i don't see them
why you gotta do me like that

i was star gazing you were my constellation
they fell from the sky and i can not replace them
4am streetlights they look the same
i guess the way you felt was just as fake

i was star gazing you were my constellation
bottled up like lightning bugs I felt like we had made it
but then you let it go, you couldn't let me know
better off unsaid i couldn't it feel it though
i admit it, I was going through the motions
but then you made me feel something close to emotions
i'm a mess i never know what I want
i think i want the money I think I wanna die
wish i could fuck with love
flex seal on the heart cracks
flex hard when I get stacks
if you care about me get back

already said i'm dead just like the lake
please don't revive I don't know how much I can take

(yesterday)
you liar 🤥 
i've been nothin but a reject 
set fire  
to the words that wont be spoken 🔥 
gettin higher
just to drown in my emotions 😞 
i'm tired 😓 

were fallin out of love 
and thats the way its always meant to be
i know i'm so fucked up
do watchu gotta do and leave (if u wanna leave)

if it hurts for a second it'll pass u by
but my life's felt distant since 2005
now i notice how i've slipped into this mess of mine
you've had enough of my shit
i've had enough of this life

spent my nights wishing on these shooting stars
yeah we conquered skylines
in my 4 door

last few words mightve caused a couple scars
this ain't what i want
but i think its for the better to stay far awayyyyyyyyyyy

i was star gazing you were my constellation
they fell from the sky and I can not replace them
4am streetlights they look the same
i guess the way you felt was just as fake

star gazing (ft. yesterday)

screaming into the void of nothingness
111

burnout

Produced and mixed by Caustyk @caustyk
🩸🩸🩸🩸🩸🩸🩸🩸🩸🩸🩸🩸🩸🩸🩸🩸🩸
🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

Lyrics:
I been getting high all night
Sippin on wiiine
Im stuck in these four walls
I dont wanna hear that phone call

I dont wanna cry its a waste of time 
You look in my eyes like u wanna die
Running from the pain and withdrawals 
Pretty lips kissing menthol


I never know
Where to go
I never sleep
I black out hoe

It gets hard
But tears dont show
Fall apart
And u never know 
x2


I been getting high all night
Sippin on wiiine
Im stuck in these four walls
I dont wanna hear that phone call

I dont wanna cry its a waste of time 
You look in my eyes like u wanna die
Running from the pain and withdrawals 
Pretty lips kissing menthol


I never know
Where to go
I never sleep
I black out hoe

It gets hard
But tears dont show
Fall apart
And u never know

TEARS DON'T SHOW! [Prod. Caustyk]

i wanted u for eternity (prod. exttendo)

tell me whats wrong (prod. lovlok)

https://soundcloud.com/xenshel owns this beat <3
https://soundcloud.com/tracy1k inspired to make this song and also ily.

a new me (prod. xenshel)

https://soundcloud.com/deadspyro  and https://soundcloud.com/sadboiforever own this beat <3

been gone (prod. dead spyro x 2001)

https://soundcloud.com/deadspyro owns this beat <3 
https://soundcloud.com/joshiguess thanku for being in this song. luv u.

no reason to live w/ joshiguess (prod. dead spyro)

i wanna be by myself (feat. yesterday)

This song is from nothing,nowhere. He is a very unique artist in the music that he makes. I've slowed this for my liking and for others to enjoy.
If this needs removing please contact me asap.

New nothing,nowhere. merch dropped today go support him
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[Lyrics]
Yeah, I can be a burden, baby, I can be a psycho
They call me a mistake and wrote me off like a typo
And life just keeps on hitting me, I swear that I'mma fight though
So hit me with your best shot, staring down the rifle
I been looking back, riding on my motorcycle
I remember nights when I was feeling suicidal
I was falling out, boy, dead on arrival
Couldn't see the signs, I was living in denial, yeah

I'm on the edge
You're in my head, so

Tell me you need me
Even when you don't
I don't know when this will end (This will end, this will end)
Tell me you'll stay now
Even if you won't
Baby, we can play pretend (Play pretend, play pretend)

I guess that what I'm saying is
I'm scared of going back
I remember every struggle, every panic attack
You saw the life inside my eyes fade away over time
I couldn't pick up a guitar
I couldn't think of a rhyme
I needed something to believe in
Somewhere that I could hide
They told me I should start pretending
Always kept it inside
And I was hoping these emotions were a lack of serotonin
Never thought that my own brain could ever turn to an opponent

Tell me you need me
Even when you don't
I don't know when this will end (This will end, this will end)
Tell me you'll stay now
Even if you won't
Baby, we can play pretend (Play pretend, play pretend)

Play pretend, pretend, pretend, pretend
Pretend, pretend, pretend, pretend
Are you okay, tell me, are you okay?
Nothing to say now, waiting for the breakdown
Are you okay, tell me, are you okay?

Tell me you need me
Even when you don't
I don't know when this will end (This will end, this will end)
Tell me you'll stay now
Even if you won't
Baby, we can play pretend (Play pretend, play pretend)

Are you okay, tell me, are you okay?
Nothing to say now, waiting for the breakdown
Are you okay, tell me, are you okay?
Baby, we can play pretend

nothing,nowhere. - pretend (slowed)

New day
Same pain
Old problems
In a trash can
Laying at the bottom
All the stress piles
Up I can't function
All the drugs help
Remind me I'm nothing 

New day
Same pain
Old problems
In a trash can
Laying at the bottom
All the stress piles
Up I can't function
All the drugs help
Remind me I'm nothing 

New year
Same dreams
Old faces
I'm tired
I can't take it
So sick of this bullshit
I might fill my brain with a full clip

I might fill my brain with a full clip

They wanna see me dead
Voices in my head
Falling off the edge
I can't stop it

It's hard to love again
I don't have no friends
I just got a hole where my heart is

Yeah I got some scars
Don't get me started
Gave my all for you
I tried my hardest
We're nothing in the end
We die regardless
I just wish my head
Wasn't like this

I isolate myself I can't help it
Cause nowadays I'm always fucking anxious
Waking up at night still faded
I don't even know what the day is

New day
Same pain
Old problems
In a trash can
Laying at the bottom
All the stress piles
Up I can't function
All the drugs help
Remind me I'm nothing 

New day
Same pain
Old problems
In a trash can
Laying at the bottom
All the stress piles
Up I can't function
All the drugs help
Remind me I'm nothing

problems (prod. jody)

Going insane
Imma fiend
I can't fucking stop it
Always staring at my screen
I wanna drop it down

When i think about it all
I wanna end it
Always messy in my head
I'm feeling manic now

Always lonely and confused
I don't what the fuck to do
All my friends keep falling through
But now I know that's nothing new

Bitch I made it by myself
I don't need your fucking help
I'd be better off in hell
Always hiding my shell
Wishing I was someone else
Oh well oh well
I'm just playing with the cards
That I was dealt

Always gamble with my life
This game is do or die
So I roll the fucking dice
And you can't live it twice
So I'm up like every night
I wanna feel alive
But I know I'm not alright
I know I'm not alright

Going insane
Imma fiend
I can't fucking stop it
Always staring at my screen
I wanna drop it down

When I think about it all
I wanna end it
Always messy in my head
I'm feeling manic now

Always lonely and confused
I don't what the fuck to do
All my friends keep falling through
But now I know that's nothing new

when i think about it all (prod. malloy)

prod. @thislandismusic

just another day 
in this poison world
yeah it's rotting out my brain
always over thinking 
i think i'm insane
everybody staring 
cause i'm not the same
life went off the tracks   
and i can't get it straight
burning through the oz's
i've been smoking weight
fighting with my demons 
as soon as i'm awake
living in a nightmare 
that i can't escape
moving way to fast now 
i got no brakes
i got no brakes
i can't slow down
i can't fucking feel my face

i love getting numb 
i can't fuckin help it
your love is my drug
yeah i'm an addict 

for you 
drain my heart 
and break my bones 
pick me up 
and take me home 
both my hands 
are freezing cold 
all this stress
is getting old
always tired
still can't sleep
toss and turn 
and grind my teeth 
always searching for relief
still can't find my inner peace

always searching for relief
still can't find my inner peace

just another day 
in this poison world
yeah it's rotting out my brain
always over thinking 
i think i'm insane
everybody staring 
cause i'm not the same
life went off the tracks   
and i can't get it straight
burning through the oz's
i've been smoking weight
fighting with my demons 
as soon as i'm awake
living in a nightmare 
that i can't escape
moving way to fast now 
i got no brakes

i got no brakes 
they can't keep up with me 
honestly 
burning through zips 
and you be smoking seeds
remember the times 
they used to laugh at me 
now i'm laughing to the bank 
like it's comedy  
cashing out all these checks 
i'm shooting nothing but net
hanging on by a thread 
wishing i could forget 
all the time that we spent
all the time that we wasted 
stuck in this poison world
it's tainted

poison (prod. thislandis)

worth

worth w/ angelus

A INDEPENDENT CURATOR, LABEL & PROMOTER, ASSISTING IN THE GROWTH OF SELECTED ARTISTS.

idle tears - alone (ft. yesterday)

biteki