polaroid w/ sendflowrs (afterlife)

[+ lavendertxwn]

@northshoremusic
@caspywaspy
@yoimn3ver
@navyxower
@heylee-manzeron
@autumndropsdead

Wait Until I Fall

burning like a star, doomed to die alone

lyrics: 

dont know how to make this right
always feelin' so dead inside
its all i can do not to end this life
yall just fuck me up and leave me here to die
god knows im so sick of cryin
fuck this shit i feel like dyin
dont believe anything they say now
ima light up to relieve this pain now...

dont know why 
i cant face this world
im always starin thru the blinds 
dont hmu im just a waste of time 

dont hmu im just setback
id rather be alone and hit this gas pac
pls dont get to close to me
everyone who does becomes the enemy...

dont talk to me...
if you do youll just want to leave
im backin down i dont want this 
nothing that i do could ever, ever stop this
burning like a star, im doomed to die alone
everybody leaves ive never had a home
just go away, i dont wanna talk now
im perfectly fine being a shadow in the background

oooo a shadow in the background
oooo the sun comes out
i dont make a sound...
i dont make a sound....

shadow in the background [+taurs & jolst]

vvv

movin at light speed ive been glowing honestly
think i couldnt be doing better pain is hard to see
taking red n blue up inside my odyssey 
dont hit me up im out of reach
im in my own world
im in my own zone
conspired this all inside my dome
now its all right here and i finally found my home
its you 
its me 
im starting to believe and talk to my inner child  and not ignore her
im so sorry i know that i treated u like shit for months
youre still my baby angel and i never meant to hurt u, love
it wasnt my intentions it was the man with the red hair
if im bein honest w u i dont think he ever cared
id tell you it was a facade but u prolly do not know that word
i know how he hurt you and i hate em bout much as you loved him
but
inside info , me to u, i dont think that hes happy anymore
so i guess me and you won, just let me deal with the rest.
I been 
Blowin toxins
in my  room
i been doin fine
w out u 
yeah i loved him but
inside info , me to u, i dont think that hes happy anymore
so i guess me and you won, just let me deal with the rest.

inner_child (jabarionthebeat x jelly x dreamboyy)

IVORY TOWER KID (feat sendflowrs)  [prod taha]

COMMUNITY. Vol 2

so past broken

SPOTIFY

anthony sidoti - so past broken (iof)

i'm a casualty of life...
prod. @gonetoofar x @memoryroseishere
cover photo taken my by girlfriend :)
hope u all enjoy <3

lyrics:
oh how i dream of the west coast
or maybe somewhere thats not here
i’ve been all cooped up inside
need a place to reside
where the water can run clear

i hate to wait for my chances
but i’m a casualty of life
my brain cannot wait
for the day i can say
everything’s gonna be fine

don’t want to be here tomorrow
but in the sense i don’t exist
i’m sick of basic routine
need a change in my scene
i don’t know how to fix this

i think i'm tumbling backward
i need a hand to life me up
or maybe air i can breathe
maybe eyes that could see
why the water has dried up

freshwater [toofargone x memoryrose]

spotify!

artists:
https://soundcloud.com/seejayxo
https://soundcloud.com/kennyorlando
https://soundcloud.com/user-551713846

producers:
https://soundcloud.com/jolst
https://soundcloud.com/taylor

headaches and heartbreak

kenny orlando x seejayxo - headaches and heartbreaks [feat. noahmadethiss] (jolst x taylor morgan)

prod. 2001

shoutout the homie skrwd <3

woah
in the silence i will drown
tonight 

i wish i knew it all before
how much it would’ve hurt when i hit the floor
but knowing me i would’ve just ignored 
everything the signs were pointing towards
i search around but i’m abandoned
everyone is gone and i don’t understand it 
i wasn’t needed around 
guess i’ll shut myself out
in the silence i’ll drown

in the silence i’ll drown tonight 
no one can save my life (save my life)
all i needed was a friend 
to come and pull me out of the quicksand 

SKRWD:

its been a while and i still feel abandoned
it comes to mind all the time, i cant stand it
every night i lie awake to reminders of the sound
maybe i wont feel a thing on the way down 
i dont get it
you never meant it
so whyd you wanna be the one who said it?
i dont get it
i dont get it
why say it if you never meant it?


i wish i knew it all before
how much it would’ve hurt when i hit the floor
but knowing me i would’ve just ignored 
everything the signs were pointing towards
i search around but i’m abandoned
everyone is gone and i don’t understand it 
i wasn’t needed around 
guess i’ll shut myself out
in the silence i’ll drown

(in the silence i’ll drown tonight no one can save my life)

in the silence i’ll drown w/ skrwd (2001)

https://soundcloud.com/plslovejai

prod. back2thapast

lyrics:
i couldnt do it all without you
only right i make it about you
oh i take it day by day
how could you hate on what i do
i been chasing this dream since i was 16
gave it my all and no inbetween
so many times that i wanted to quit but i never gave in now im doing me
so if you love it (so if you love it)
give it everything you got, everything and more (oh whoa)
i try to reply to everyone i hate being ignored
oh its getting harder and harder
b*ng  to the beat like a belt and a father
yeah im all for the team you can call me coach carter
you dont want beef cause ill take this sh*t farther
oh yeah i put it all on me
ill never let you down
even when im long gone and dead my voice will stick around
i wanna be someone you rely on
i love you more than myself thank you for giving me hope

PUNCHING BAG

TY4LISTENING

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LOVE JAI - TY4LISTENING (BACK2THAPAST)

In Rise of the Rusted, ASHCOIL channels rebellion through grit and melody.
Driven by distorted guitars, pounding drums, and human defiance, it tells the story of those who refused to break — rising from decay with fire still in their veins.
A fusion of hard-rock power and industrial atmosphere, the track balances raw emotion and machine-made rhythm.

👉 Promo: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/ashcoil/rise-of-the-rusted

Lyrics:

I’ve been turning gears too long,
Hands stained from what went wrong.
Every dream’s got dust in its eyes,
But I still breathe, I still try.

The smoke don’t fade, it clings like truth,
To every scar, to every proof.
You can break my bones, you can take my trust —
But I’ll rise again from the rust.

I’m not your ghost,
I’m not your machine.
Just a man with a heart that remembers the dream.
Through broken steel,
Through what we’ve lost —
I find my name in the rise of the rust.

Every face I see looks the same,
Tired eyes still play the game.
We built this cage, we wore their crown,
But now it’s time to tear it down.

The world’s still cold, but I can feel,
Something living under steel.
You can drown my voice, but not my sound —
The rusted are rising from the ground.

I’m not your ghost,
I’m not your machine.
Just a man with a heart that remembers the dream.
Through broken steel,
Through what we’ve lost —
I find my name in the rise of the rust.

We were numbers, we were tools,
Taught to bend, obey the rules.
Now I see the cracks inside,
And through them, something’s still alive.
I’m not gone — I’m just reborn,
In every scar the light is worn.

I’m not your ghost,
I’m not your machine.
Just a man with a soul that won’t stay unseen.
From dust and pain,
To what we trust —
This is the rise… the rise of the rust.

Let the metal fade, let the silence stay,
We’re the ones who found a way.
In every crack, in every scar,
We remember who we are.

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Rise of the Rusted

A INDEPENDENT CURATOR, LABEL & PROMOTER, ASSISTING IN THE GROWTH OF SELECTED ARTISTS.

anthony sidoti - so past broken (iof)

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