this time, i fall apart and they just watch me in the meantime
steady falling like the leaves
bitch i mean i'm
finding peace inside the dirt
and you know that i'm the worst
fucking put me in a hearse
  
little boy in his sad arc, but my sad shit never die
this is my time, and you batshit if you think i'm letting you ride
you know lately i'm going crazy, i think i'm losing my mind
but i feel amazing, just wake and bake and then go writing for the night
switch my flow like a lot
big bro, i won't ever flop
cause i'm making this shit for me
and i'm grateful what i got
spliff stuffed in the jansport
my hands torn from a lot
but this shit just what i'm meant for 
and i'll give it all that i got

this time, i fall apart and they just watch me in the meantime
steady falling like the leaves
bitch i mean i'm
finding peace inside the dirt
and you know that i'm the worst
fucking put me in a hearse

say that i'm a prick, already know i did you wrong
but you a pessimistic little fucking bitch, that's on my mom
and yeah i mean everything that i put about you in this song
truthfully, i'm on my knees just to see you where you belong

hearse (outthepound)

sorry for the inactivity, working on some better music!

without you my day sucks (guda)

is there anyone home?

lyrics

[mæsk]

i cant listen to to u speak, gone and not coming back
she’s the one that fucked me up 
now she wanna blame her past now
feeling sloshed baby so u wanna talk now
i just needa stop 4 ur pushing me around

i should not
but now she in my arms
the face that look like heaven but behind 
its a ahhhhh
she calls my name like a saint
she fucked me up
but when in arms we can run it back

im running back on my own, dirt shoes
but she right on my neck to pay her dues
she said “i just hate it, i dont wanna make it if im not with you”
know ur on ur own on this one
but i can make it fun
my angel speaks, i wont listen
i think the horns have won

[flesh]
you can say you're sorry all you want know you dont mean it
you just wanted someone you could fuck and share your weed with
never really gave a shit about how i was feeling
im a hollow body to you none of it had meaning

hollow bodies w/ flesh golem (flesh x nihil空)

Produced by Carlby
Guitar by @irby134
Vocals mixed by @decksmusic
Mastered by Michael Venia @veniamastering

LYRICS
It’s hard for me to make peace with this
Can’t shake this sense of abandonment
You left me feeling misplaced
Like I don’t really fit in
You were a friend to me back then
But now we’re broken irrevocably
It can’t be mended
Who knows what went on in your head
The path you chose was selfish

But I stuck out my neck anyway
And I believed you every time you swore to me that you’d change
The path you chose could only lead one way
Towards your self destruction and an early grave

But what about all those you left behind
At only twenty-five
That’s too young to die
To put your vice above your life
That’s suicide

Listen on Spotify!

Misplaced (Prod. w/ irby)

vocals by https://soundcloud.com/plslovejai
produced by https://soundcloud.com/methboiswag & silver

cautionary tale

MORE PLATFORMS

love jai - cautionary tale (methboiswag & silver)

burning bridges
produced by wisssery
featuring @lil-p_nut
mixed by nine to 5 and pnut

lyrics:
nine to 5:
intro:
can't focus on what's right in front of me
i'm passed along, continue to sweep me off my feet

chorus:
just don't make me say it again
cuz ive been losing track of my head
all these days i have to pretend
that i'll be better off in the end
ive been making friends with the sky
talking to the ghosts in my walls that you sent
slipping through the cracks in the ground that you left
i've been spending time burning bridges

verse:
marks on the tile, you painted a picture i couldn't imagine
blood dripping down, the canvas was stained and then burned up in ashes
try to focus on whats left of me but next to me i saw apparitions of your eyelids
walking down a busy street was black and white until i caught a glimpse of your iris
across the way i saw a day where this was all fine but its not today
everyone is all the same
i wish i could forget your face

verse:
pnut:
i can't see straight its just a phase
tired eyes and busy days
i try to sleep but im awake
holding on to these press pieces
thinking about you and me
losing all my damn memories
cuz other things you buried deep
hide yourself so we never meet
if i never see you again, ill be buried in the clothes that you left
banging on the back of my head, thats the only thing you're good at
leave me alone at night so i can get some rest

bridge:
both:
holding on to myself is all i do now
day by day inside this hollow place its all i do now
waste another night in my head its all i do now
hide myself ill never see you all these bridges have come down
just forget my name, forget my face all these bridges have come-

chorus:
just don't make me say it again
cuz ive been losing track of my head
all these days i have to pretend
that i'll be better off in the end
ive been making friends with the sky
talking to the ghosts in my walls that you sent
slipping through the cracks in the ground that you left
i've been spending time burning bridges

nine to 5 - burning bridges ft. pnut (prod. wisssery)

Why you had to go?
Leave me so soon
I don't understand
What I'm going through
I need your help
I find no escape
Darkness stills surrounds me
Like everyday

I would get you back, if I just could
Hear your laughing one more time (because I know)

Now that you're gone, forever, leaving tears in my eyes
But the tears they won't fall, I'm breaking inside
I still build my walls, around me to protect
The tree you just planted
I miss you (x4) (forever I'll miss you)

In the silence of the night, I whisper your name
Hoping somehow, somewhere, I'll heal, I'm okay
I'm okay, I'm not okay

(because I know)
Now that you're gone, forever, leaving tears in my eyes
But the tears they won't fall, I'm breaking inside
I still build my walls, around me to protect
The tree you just planted
I miss you (x4) (forever I'll miss you)

I Miss You

good riddance!!!

spotify

good riddance!!! [p. silver+methboiswag+sp00]

prod. shinju x krave
@safeatlast

[kill breanna:]

ive been distant
FUCK all my bros swear to god they on my hit list
FUCK em! ion care bout no bitch cus im above em!
they was half there, never really cared, i bucked em!

dont go there
dont type that
lets hope this aint a site pack
i heard you hate me, homie, bite that!
if you plan to mess w me, ask her, "she bites back!"
im aiming for my destiny and nothing fuckin less..
I KNOW I CAN NOT BE MYSELF, BUT ILL TRY MY BEST, YEH
I CANT TRUST MYSELF, AND I'VE BEEN THRU HELL SINCE EMPTYCHEST, YEH
need an AMG,
need an 2 seat,
need completion
i live my life behind the scenes,
like icarly bleeding!

[safeatlast:]
live my life behind the scenes im stuck behind the cameras
lil divine be switching up the flow they switch the genre
everytime i check the bank im seein new commas
lil divine gon switch the flow cuz oo that kid a monster

bitch this aint no rental
sesto elemento
fukkin up da beat thats why they say divine is mental

bitch this what im meant 4
ion need no mentor
sorry ion speak no more
bitch im sorry i been distant
 
[kill breanna:]

ive been distant
FUCK all my bros swear to god they on my hit list
FUCK em! ion care bout no bitch cus im above em!
they was half there, never really cared, i bucked em!

dont go there
dont type that
lets hope this aint a site pack
i heard you hate me, homie, bite that!
if you plan to mess w me, ask her, "she bites back!"
im aiming for my destiny and nothing fuckin less..
I KNOW I CAN NOT BE MYSELF, BUT ILL TRY MY BEST, YEH
I CANT TRUST MYSELF, AND I'VE BEEN THRU HELL SINCE EMPTYCHEST, YEH
need an AMG,
need an 2 seat,
need completion
i live my life behind the scenes,
like icarly bleeding!

wm1 w/ safeatlast

prod the goat @unaake

hope it aint obvious cuz its unbearable
i wear it on my fucking sleeve im fucking terrible
im breathing deep cuz i can feel u run the variables
i got a month before u leave this time's invaluable

im sick of holding back thoughts
everyone i know is sick its hard to care if im not
i keep hoping itll stick, bear the waters ill cross
what if its not worth the risk? heaven knows if im lost

this is who i am i'll fight the fire
(this is who i am, fight the fire)
wonder where all my desire's gone
(this is who i am, a fuckin liar ugh)
i try to stay inspired
(this is who i am, fight the fire)
maybe thats why i cant love for long
(this is who i am, a fuckin liar, oh)

who i am [bugboi]

fun lil thang i did w @t33thkicker
hope ya enjoy <3

lyrics:
oh i cannot endorse it no, uh
wait three weeks just to hear from ya babe
no i wait, then i force it oh, no
its an uphill battle to see ur face
then i go, how unfortunate
know you think about torching it
1:03 screen glow from ur portrait, oh
i’ll be ok girl, don’t wait up
cuz my heart ain’t porcelain

ask me somethin
i don’t know what
i don’t think u try
it aint half a street
i don’t move ur feet
i can’t tell u why
this half a man
has seen half the shit
that’ll make u cry
i don’t fuck around
cuz the last i did
i got no reply

i don’t need u im past it
3:30 clock im dashin
eyes on the screen
tryna see what im listening to
i forgot where my cash is
i do not know u we tight knit
nobody got me no vice grip
i got way too many vices
despite this im fightin myselfff

in the back of the party i off myself like its ego death
i don’t speak a word i just shut my mouth and i pass that test
is it hard enough to make every sunrise feel like the end
cuz i feel so stiff when i spend those nights on that cardboard bed

so i cannot endorse it no, uh
wait three weeks just to hear from ya babe
no i wait, then i force it oh, no
its an uphill battle to see ur face
then i go, how unfortunate
know you think about torching it
1:03 screen glow from ur portrait, oh
i’ll be ok girl, don’t wait up
cuz my heart ain’t porcelain

porcelain [mags]

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love jai - cautionary tale (methboiswag & silver)

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