i dont wanna die but Imma say goodbye
im just tryna forget im fucking sick of these bad dreams
ya its so hard to cry so i wont even try
ill jus keep it inside and hope some day it will just leave
i always say im fine but I dont wanna lie
ya i been wasting my time and I dont think you can help me
im empty regretting
losing track of the days and the nights as they pass me by
i dont wanna die but tonight i might
lying all alone In the candlelight
searching for a friend but theyre hard to find
ya im barely breathing but ill be alright
tryna find my way but i feel so lost
I still cant seem to find a reason that i should even carry on
maybe im just better off alone yeah maybe im just better on my own

pass me by (prod.5head)

@qawikamri
Support MHI: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCdsBPWi-coyq38hiEs0Bimg
Song that I remix: 
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R8v21FhOG1s

Lyrics:
MHI
I gotta give it all to you,
I never really planned for you,
All the little things you do,
Maybe it's just the way you move,

I guess i better head-on through,
I'll admit that I'm still stuck on you,
I'll admit that you've been on my mood.

You can call me when the times right
I'll be on your call sign,
Call me through your phone,
Just to see that you've been alright,
Baby, you should know that,
I've been thinking bout you,
You can play this song,
You can play this song,

QAWI KAMRI
lucifer in my brain, got me feeling lonely
pull the gun in my head, i need you to save me
in the dark, in the night, i need you to call me
you're the one, the only one, that can understand me

you got me on hello baby
you'll die with a halo baby
i wish i can make you happy
i wish i can make you love me

MHI & QAWI KAMRI
I can't afford the time yeah,
But if I made you mine,
I'll put you on the limelight,
Show you what it feels like,
To be treated this way,
God, i hope you could stay,
Cause I hope you feel the same.

You can call me when the times right,
I'll be on your call sign,
Call me through your phone,
Just to see that you've been alright,
Baby, you should know that,
I've been thinking bout you,

You can play this song,
You can play this song,
When it's you and me,
Just you and me,
You and me,
Just you and me.

MHI, QAWI KAMRI - You And Me (Remix)

FIRST SINGLE FROM TMMTAPE.
MUSIC VIDEO: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1ZYoQqRQiwU
LINK TO ALL SERVICES: https://songwhip.com/tmm/cant-go-back
FEATURING @marcdoesmusic & @skrxwd
PRODUCED BY @iofmusic
ENGINEERED BY @marcdoesmusic
WRITTEN BY MARC ANTHONY OROZCO & MARC SORRENTINO

LYRICS
(Chorus: MVØ)
I still see you walking out now
Walking to the car and watch me black out
Falling to the floor I can't go back now
Can't go back now
It's all the past now
I still see you walking out now
Walking to the car and watch me black out
Falling to the floor I can't go back now
Can't go back now
It's all the past now

(Verse 1: MVØ)
Falling on the floor yeah
Said I was a misfit
Talking on the phone, aw
Baby yeah I miss it
Said a lot shit but I really didn't mean it
I would go back in a minute girl I mean it
And I ain't got shit to say
Wipe away the tears away from my face
Filling up my eyes I can't see straight
Gotta stop the car cuz I'm fading away

(Pre-Chorus: MVØ)
I felt this rush when you held me
Taking pain killers daily
Just to feel like I'm saving
Myself from the aching

(Chorus: MVØ)
I still see you walking out now
Walking to the car and watch me black out
Falling to the floor I can't go back now
Can't go back now
It's all the past now
I still see you walking out now
Walking to the car and watch me black out
Falling to the floor I can't go back now
Can't go back now
It's all the past now

(Verse 2: Skrwd)
I gave you my love
It was never enough 
Now I’m searching for an answer while I’m filling my cup 
Baby, take me back to a time when you really gave a fuck about me (about me)
I’ve been trying to act like it’s okay 
Still it’s eating at me like every day 
Every now and then I kinda wish that you stayed 
Still you blame it on me and that’s okay, I guess 
I don’t gotta stress, about the way you’re talking about me again 
Cause maybe it would matter if you said it with your chest 
You left without a word girl, you’re just like the rest 

(Pre-Chorus: Skrwd)
Well I just wanna feel something 
Other than like I’m nothing 
The weight of it crushing  
Please stop thinking of me 

(Chorus: MVØ)
I still see you walking out now
Walking to the car and watch me black out
Falling to the floor I can't go back now
Can't go back now
It's all the past now
I still see you walking out now
Walking to the car and watch me black out
Falling to the floor I can't go back now
Can't go back now
It's all the past now

can't go back - single

can't go back

can't go back (feat. MVØ & Skrwd)[prod. iof]

https://soundcloud.com/loveauras
https://soundcloud.com/alainite

spotify:
https://open.spotify.com/track/6raV4QRkN00Q2SsJpSIejx?si=e79bb4ea57aa4e41

amv:
https://youtu.be/fuwS6VjlHqg

lyrics:
try not to fall and just crawl away
i know i missed your call and just fade away 
disconnect from everything im ever meant to be (x2)
and please don’t hate me cause i’m distancing 
im trying to feel better
i hope you understand, that im sorry
im sorry
i known that i’m disconnected don’t worry

and please don’t hate me cause i’m distancing 
im trying to feel better
i hope you understand, that im sorry
im sorry
i known that i’m disconnected don’t worry

up so early in the morning, check my texts, yeah i been
tryna distance myself from all these things, yeah i been
waiting for a clearer sky, yeah i been
i've been holding all this back yeah i've been scared to share it
i need you all on your own yeah I'm so tired of sharing
so wont you pick up your phone and tell me you're still caring
it's all gone dark still i sit here staring
i'm waiting for your call (x4)

try not to fall and just crawl away
i know i missed your call and just fade away 
disconnect from everything im ever meant to be (x2)
and please don’t hate me cause i’m distancing 
im trying to feel better
i hope you understand, that im sorry
im sorry
i known that i’m disconnected don’t worry

and please don’t hate me cause i’m distancing 
im trying to feel better
i hope you understand, that im sorry
im sorry
i known that i’m disconnected don’t worry

auras - disconnect, part 2 (ft. alainite)

consistency i have
its hurting get away
ur fuckin up my mental, you don't seem to understand

that you aren't really great
i don't know what to say
you make me wanna cry
almost every other day

but this world is such a mess
its never been okay
ill try to figure out, when ill see you, again

the plans always a mess
I'm messed up, you don't say
don't come breaking, my heart
i wont be, okay

-------------
sydcxx
-------------
guess u on my mind now
i tried to buy us some time yea
id take it all back if i could
cuz im not the one that you thought i would be
cant hide the feelin inside me
baby i need u beside me
i cant keep running away
feel like my life is all over the place 
im drownin in pain

i miss the things we had
but it slipped away
holdin onto memories
for just another day
cause my life is such a mess without u
baby wont u stay
dont come breakin my heart
i wont be okay 
drowning in my thoughts
dodgin the rain drops
coutin the seconds until i could
tell u that u made my heart stop
did u ever care for me at all


consistency i have
its hurting get away
ur fuckin up my mental, you don't seem to understand

I'm falling, apart, almost every single day
I'm scared, of my future, emptychested, bitch i am

why'd it all slip away (ft. sydcxx)

burning like a star, doomed to die alone

lyrics: 

dont know how to make this right
always feelin' so dead inside
its all i can do not to end this life
yall just fuck me up and leave me here to die
god knows im so sick of cryin
fuck this shit i feel like dyin
dont believe anything they say now
ima light up to relieve this pain now...

dont know why 
i cant face this world
im always starin thru the blinds 
dont hmu im just a waste of time 

dont hmu im just setback
id rather be alone and hit this gas pac
pls dont get to close to me
everyone who does becomes the enemy...

dont talk to me...
if you do youll just want to leave
im backin down i dont want this 
nothing that i do could ever, ever stop this
burning like a star, im doomed to die alone
everybody leaves ive never had a home
just go away, i dont wanna talk now
im perfectly fine being a shadow in the background

oooo a shadow in the background
oooo the sun comes out
i dont make a sound...
i dont make a sound....

shadow in the background [+taurs & jolst]

updated mastering by @ztope

my favourite creation thus far, hope u enjoy <3

lyrics

and when our arms touch
i lose a sense of space yeh im so starstruck
ohhh what have i lost 
the journey sacrifices everything that u lov

i wanna take off
the world awaits for me no i can’t stay long  
id fucking freeze death here out in all these cold months
move away from under the clouds before rain falls
oh dont u see oh dont u see 
i gotta take off

its not hard when uve been living in the dirt this whole time
“we should talk about this” but you’ll change my mind
u say the sky falls everytime i see u cry
now here we are, i understand if ur not on my side
 
know in ur arms oh ill be safe
but if i stay inside my comfort zone 
my mind will still escpape
so ill be on my way
no i dont expect u to wait
for me but sorry im off

when its blue its so blue wish i could tell u bout it
but when its dark wish i never was around if
u could see what ive become in climbing all these mountains
id be content with laying here so fucking helpless

and when are arms touch
i lose a sense of space yeh im so starstruck
ohhh what have i lost 
the journey sacrifices everything that u lov

will it be worth it
well i cant say that for sure
but ill be hurting
yeh i can say that and more
oh ill be surfing
the ups and downs down to the shore
its clear on surface 
but the pain it lays deep in the core

u slip u drown 
u won’t be found
out there there’s no help but yours

i tore my face
explored my taste
i change my ways
to get this far

its hard to leave now
tho its cold out
i wanna make my mark

please belive me when i say i still see ur face in the dark

and when are arms touch
i lose a sense of space yeh im so starstruck
ohhh what have i lost 
the journey sacrifices everything that u lov

and when are arms touch
i lose a sense of space yeh im so starstruck
ohhh what have i lost 
what have i lost

s p a c e (nevrfall)

prod. living puff

lyrics:
dont tell me 
u want it
when you dont

pls help me
im drowning
in these words
that i wrote

i been waiting right here for you baby
and i been thinking maybe
i dont deserve this...
i dont deserve this!

i always did my best for you
now i dont know what to do
im stuck here writing letters 2 u

hey love i wrote this 4 u!
its so hard to swallow the truth...
u dont know what youve done to me
these feelings are something i cant beat
id do anything
just to sweep you off your feet 

[leo]
last year when i bought you flowers
everything single thing i do to you is a downer
yeah
and i ran out of power, yeah
thats why instead i bought this powder
and id do anything just to not see you again
you are not inside my head
and i hope you end up...dead!

hey love i wrote this 4 u!
its hard to swallow the truth...
u dont know what youve done to me
these feelings are something i cant beat
id do anything
just to sweep you off your feet 


ohhhh sweep sweep !!

dont tell me you want it
when i know you fuckin dont
i know you fuckin dont...

fuck!!!

i wrote this letter to you
i dont know what to do 
should i send it 
should i leave it right here?
should i tear it up
i dont want a repeat of last year
of last year...
oh...

Spotify

letters to u w/ Leo IV [+living puff]

vvv

movin at light speed ive been glowing honestly
think i couldnt be doing better pain is hard to see
taking red n blue up inside my odyssey 
dont hit me up im out of reach
im in my own world
im in my own zone
conspired this all inside my dome
now its all right here and i finally found my home
its you 
its me 
im starting to believe and talk to my inner child  and not ignore her
im so sorry i know that i treated u like shit for months
youre still my baby angel and i never meant to hurt u, love
it wasnt my intentions it was the man with the red hair
if im bein honest w u i dont think he ever cared
id tell you it was a facade but u prolly do not know that word
i know how he hurt you and i hate em bout much as you loved him
but
inside info , me to u, i dont think that hes happy anymore
so i guess me and you won, just let me deal with the rest.
I been 
Blowin toxins
in my  room
i been doin fine
w out u 
yeah i loved him but
inside info , me to u, i dont think that hes happy anymore
so i guess me and you won, just let me deal with the rest.

inner_child (jabarionthebeat x jelly x dreamboyy)

COMMUNITY. Vol 2

one more day to waste

SPOTIFY

tnvr - one more day to waste

Written and recorded by @Alainite & @Sinxi
Produced by @in-bloom-757395817
Mixed and mastered by @hellosloani
Artwork by @scottysplash

I'm running red lights trying to beat the time
I tried to 
Keep it ahead, keep playing on my mind
Can't lose you
Stuck in the middle not leaving you this time
I tried to involve you

And I've been so confused
Could it be that I only wanted love from you
Could you be the only one who makes my heart ring true
Could it be that I only wanted you
Could it be that I only wanted you

And I only want you when the sun comes up 
Would you come dance with me in the moonlight
I would only want you when I call dumb luck 
And I realize that I never really lost sight
Of what I want for you
Of what I'll do for you
But you always held the truth
Now I'm just so confused
Baby won't you stay the night with me
Would you keep me close one night and give me all your company

And I've been so confused
Could it be that I only wanted love from you
Could you be the only one who makes my heart ring true
Could it be that I only wanted you
And I've been so confused
Could it be that I only wanted love from you
Could you be the only one who makes my heart ring true
Could it be that I only wanted you

Oh it's crazy, so crazy
My lady, my lady
What I got to do to prove that I'm the one you wanna choose
Girl I'm faded in my room waiting for you
Oh text me, cos I know you really want to

Cos I've been spending all night waiting for us to stop fighting
I know, yeah I know that I'm wrong
And I've been spending all night waiting for us to stop fighting
I know, yeah I know, yeah I know, yeah I know

And I've been so confused
Could it be that I only wanted love from you
Could you be the only one who makes my heart ring true
Could it be that I only wanted you

And I've been so confused
Could it be that I only wanted love from you
Could you be the only one who makes my heart ring true
Could it be that I only wanted you

Could it be that I only wanted you
Could it be that I only wanted you
Could it be that I only wanted
Could it be that I only wanted you
Could it be that I only wanted

Listen on Spotify

Confused feat. Sinxi (Prod. In Bloom)

A INDEPENDENT CURATOR, ASSISTING IN THE GROWTH OF SELECTED ARTISTS.

3/4 TRACKS RELEASED "UNCHAINED, VOL. 4"

auras - disconnect, part 2 (ft. alainite)

biteki