shhh quiet

Depressed Loop

Melancolic trap

die a king

produced by heylog

lyrics:
stop
(what)
where did we go wrong
like.. it hasn't even been long
i always search for u
but hell, i don't have a clue
i might've made you a song
but
does that even have a cost?
no
well baby it's all that i've got
hoping that we could just stop
listen here u need to know
come closer this is unknown
our love is what i'd die for
i don't bluff so let's explore
(ok)
i love you and no one else
i left u so i'll take the guilt
please don't move and just sit still
please don't go it's me i'll kill

i trusted you, i guess rn ur dead to me
i look at you and every time i grit my teeth
she said we're friends but na ur not friends w me
and i swear u would never get along w me
look
u were the only friend i ever had
but i still have all these cuts along my back
thought i'd never forgive you
never thought you'd be an issue
and i put every bit of my trust in her
now i have a hard time trusting anyone
forget you, i wanna be alone
i hate you, thought you were my bro

spotify

i love you

i hope you feel that back

prod: @jolst @afterlife66

i'm in a house made of cards
and it's falling
n i just break down 
seeing stars when i'm off it
don't say you'll come back
it's all the same 
i don't want it
cause i'll just bleed out
leaving stains on the carpet

don't bother calling
too busy balling
don't say you need those things you said you never wanted
i'm tryna be someone
i'm making moves, i'm gone
i had to go out to la so i could play that part
i hope you're doing better without me 
i hope you're telling your friends i was never making you happy
i hope you wake up sad
i hope you break down bad 
cause in the end you never cared,
i hope you feel that back

n you know just what to do 
move on to something new
i know you're good at that 
don't feel a thing i'm glad
cause for a minute i was thinking you would come right back

but you're so innocent,
you're so innocent,
you're so innocent,
you're so innocent

house of cards (prod. jolst & afterlife)

https://soundcloud.com/loveauras
https://soundcloud.com/alainite

spotify:
https://open.spotify.com/track/6raV4QRkN00Q2SsJpSIejx?si=e79bb4ea57aa4e41

amv:
https://youtu.be/fuwS6VjlHqg

lyrics:
try not to fall and just crawl away
i know i missed your call and just fade away 
disconnect from everything im ever meant to be (x2)
and please don’t hate me cause i’m distancing 
im trying to feel better
i hope you understand, that im sorry
im sorry
i known that i’m disconnected don’t worry

and please don’t hate me cause i’m distancing 
im trying to feel better
i hope you understand, that im sorry
im sorry
i known that i’m disconnected don’t worry

up so early in the morning, check my texts, yeah i been
tryna distance myself from all these things, yeah i been
waiting for a clearer sky, yeah i been
i've been holding all this back yeah i've been scared to share it
i need you all on your own yeah I'm so tired of sharing
so wont you pick up your phone and tell me you're still caring
it's all gone dark still i sit here staring
i'm waiting for your call (x4)

try not to fall and just crawl away
i know i missed your call and just fade away 
disconnect from everything im ever meant to be (x2)
and please don’t hate me cause i’m distancing 
im trying to feel better
i hope you understand, that im sorry
im sorry
i known that i’m disconnected don’t worry

and please don’t hate me cause i’m distancing 
im trying to feel better
i hope you understand, that im sorry
im sorry
i known that i’m disconnected don’t worry

auras - disconnect, part 2 (ft. alainite)

lyrics

we're falling out of love
u just want to break my heart
n "find someone to trust"
u just went too far

whyd u have to say that u could love me again
while u were busy putting all those fucking marks on his neck
i could name a lot of things that i really regret
n theres not a single day i didnt wish i was dead
ive lost a lot of blood, like im still on the mend
so im stitching up my wounds with some needle n thread
despite all of the time u still live in my head
and i think ive gotten lost on this path that i tread

and if u say u love me ill respectfully decline 
girl, i dont wanna fuck u i would rather just get high
cause, love is like a spiders web and i am just a fly
and i just wanna overdose and stare unto the night
ill see u all in hell when im on the other side
u dont really know me u just bought into the lies
i dont really blame u, u just tryna do whats right
but the people that u love would be the people u despise
if u knew the things that i knew
if u saw the things that i saw
falling to the floor
drowning me once more

too far

@owtiss 
@domerrz 
@arid 
@prodkirian 
@rewind214

COVER ART:
@maplekeurig
twitter.com/maplekeurig

[@owtiss]
would u wait for me
will u stay with me?
leave it all in the past
but i love when u laugh
in the rain dissapear
with the wind in my ears
when the weather is clear
i just rly need u here ;(

[@domerrz]
its not fair
im still rotting all alone, u not there
and im scared, you dont care
ive spent too much time alone
if i let you go i would drown again
the pressure on my chest just starts to cave right in
and I still miss the love from when you played pretend
tearing up my heart its gonna be hard to mend
just hold my hand again

[@arid]
acting like i really need u here
i know that the fogs not clear
im always searching its never working
i just really want u here
u cant tell me that its real cuz i know its fake
i still miss what we both had threw it all away
i know im healing until i break
i guess that ill feel it another way

need u here

SPOTIFY

owtiss, dom & arid - need u here (kirian & rewind)

Gustav Ahr's Album

we think too much (prod. nedarb)

worlds away (prod. horse head)

about u

about u (prod. brobak)

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Jake Hill & Josh A - Suicidal Thoughts

Jake Hill & Josh A - Endless Nightmare

prod. @plurbs

Old memories lyrics:

(Verse)
Crazy,
Old memories get replaced when the day ends,
Every fuckin day been the same and I hate it,
Wake up feel a little anxious,
Can't trust anyone I hang with,
Or lack there of cuz the cracks in the concrete got so large and divided the homies,
I really don't give a fuck no more been alone so long that it all feels normal,
Ive grown so much when I struggle forward,
I took your help when it don't feel forceful,
And though I felt like a troubbled soul,
Ida found myself through the months at home,
Got no one else now no one else ever come around all by myself,
With the flowers round me growin out the ground while Im tryna find peace with the world around me,

(Chorus)
Walkin through the place I hide if I don't stay inside by the lake I probly been,
But shawty no I say I'm fine then I'll change my mind probly 8 9 times again,
But I been alone so long that I forgot what love really is,
I said I'm gonna fake my smile while we wait in line til the day our time will end

I Know The Feeling Lyrics:

(Chorus)
Don't you fuckin tell me I don't get the pain you goin through,
I thought you knew me little better but nobody oh woah,
Don't go,
I know I know I know exactly how you feel and all,
And I travel all around my mind and now Im back again,
I kept those suicidal thoughts in the back of my head oh woah,
Don't go,
I won't no I won't I won't I have so much to give you know

(Verse)
Different days begin to face,
Im thinkin my inspiration dissipating,
How can I prevent the flame from dimming fading,
I just need a different place to visit maybe,
Ima need to go outside,
Control my mind,
Control my life and all the bullshit left aside,
Express what I got left inside and testify,
That Ima try to make the best of my time,
I know shits dark all alone in your thoughts on a road so cold can you hear me,
I know I done a whole lot of wrong but so have we all so we learn to let it go through the healing of time that we all play a part from the moment we start in this life til the moment we leave it,
This world need a whole lot of love but to show it is tough just trust me you gotta believe me,
The peace you can find in you is kinda hard to do,
But I promise you can hop the obstacle,
No doubt but you just got to want to do,
What you wanted to and focus on it through,
All the drama soon you'll find its not as hard when you started you,
Accomplish what you want with the time that you,
Have got so shoot your shot what you got to lose,
This life ain't waiting on it

(Chorus)
Don't you fuckin tell me I don't get the pain you goin through,
I thought you knew me little better but nobody oh woah,
Don't go,
I know I know I know exactly how you feel and all,
And I travel all around my mind and now Im back again,
I kept those suicidal thoughts in the back of my head oh woah,
Don't go,
I won't no I won't I won't I have so much to give you know

old memories / i know the feeling (prod. PLURBS)

Jake Hill - Rip X

It's hard to love when
You don't even know how to
But you have to

It's not enough when
You can't breathe no more
But you have to
I have to

Ill go above the trees
And you won't notice me
But you have to
Well its half true

Meet a tidal wave
This familiar place
Drown inside me
You're beside me

And I miss your face
And I miss this place
When I don't want to
But I do

Just go away
Go away
Just go away
Go away

And I know I'm not that stable
All my heartbreak's born in April
Dont know who I used to be
But I know hes not that a stable
Find himself a better place
Find himself a new mistake
Find another way to break
Cuz there's just no other way

and ill go away, another day
fall into another time today
im not okay

aries & heartbreak

Burning Hearts

Worst Mistakes - Jake Hill and Josh A

early/quiet

Original Song "Serenity" Written and Produced by Days To Waste
 
Lyrics:
And it seems like I can't hide
Shut my lips and close my eyes
See the world in black and white
Except for you
Hold you close and hold me tight
Runaway, cuz I can't hide
See your face I'm going blind
There's only you

Left my body in your bedroom like a ghost
Haunt my nightmares, fuel my dreams
And let me go

But, I can't drown out the memories, the melody inside
I'm looking back on serenity, it's killin' me
So won't you come thru
Cuz I need you
But I can't walk away, I'm binded
To the wall, forget it all
And maybe I'll be fine

Losing track and losing hope
See my body sinking slow
Feel the ground beneath my feet
Pull me below

One track mind
Miss you so much
Feel my heart
Numb to the touch
Serotonin come in clutch
But I'm so blue

But, I can't drown out the memories, the melody inside
I'm looking back on serenity, it's killin' me
So won't you come thru
Cuz I need you
But I can't walk away, I'm binded
To the wall, forget it all
And maybe I'll be fine

Serenity

better than this (feat. daystowaste)

i don't know [prod. raspo]

Alchemist II

Lyrics:

Solved a couple problems from the memories
Find me near a bottle when I clear my mind
Sorry broken promises could never leave
You ain't gotta call me girl I'll be fine
Me and her is something that'll never be
And I know that she miss me cuz she in my dreams
Falling through the past losing focus off track why the fuck you always laugh when I'm hopeless

Small talk of our lives
Wander off might intertwine
Lost cause so why try
You the dark I live by light
Stay strong
Momma check on me that's all I got its like
Don't wait long
Find i change a lot with the seasons I align

Coupled by the spirits that be guiding me
I wonder if we talked if they would be proud
Times I wish they'd tell me all the awful things
Ain't really what they seem and she just acting out
Following my dreams since I was kid
Skipping out on class living on the edge
Life is going fast if you wanted
Sometimes you should look at where you at
Where you going

Small talk of our lives
Wander off might intertwine
Lost cause so why try
You the dark I live by light
Stay strong
Momma check on me that's all I got its like
Don't wait long
Find I change a lot with the seasons I align

Cutting the act of course struggling the facts you forced
Running from the passed absorbed wrapped up in this wrath ignored
I was on a lonely track falling tryna make it back
And Kat pulled me out the depths thank her when you smile and pass
Think I'm and awkward mess mofuckas are not impressed
Huddled over a bible maybe its time I search inside the quest
And I'm exhausted stuttering like Busta Rhymes on crack
On that Chris Brown track before he slapped Rihannas ass
Laying inside my room I feel philosophical
Time slipping right by us why try live in denial fool
People are kinda rude that's why I'm always quiet too
Around people I don't know they got something they tryna prove
I never got that though
Notice I ride passed slow
Driving on wide back roads
Smiling though I been broke
My friends they got bags though
Left me don't call back no
They probably forgot of me honestly it ain’t surprising me

Small talk of our lives
Wander off might intertwine
Lost cause so why try
You the dark I live by light
Stay strong
Momma check on me that's all I got its like
Don't wait long
Find I change a lot with the seasons I align


prod. @10_05
(mayten)

small talk

I love you, but distance is hard [prod. Kyotolove21]

Lyrics:
[Chorus:]
I cried myself to sleep last night
My friends and family don't know why
It's true I miss you all the time 
This distance is hard to fight

I watched you leave on a four hour drive
Turn around and come back to mine
I miss feeling you hold me tight
Despite everything we will be alright

[Verse 1:]
It feels like yesterday we were hanging in my bedroom
Playing PlayStation wishing I could hold you
Feeling kinda sad cause I know you had to go soon
Always on my mind I think I maybe love you yeah

[Pre-chorus:]
I think I maybe love you yeah

[Chorus:]
I cried myself to sleep last night
My friends and family don't know why
It's true I miss you all the time 
This distance is hard to fight

I watched you leave on a four hour drive
Turn around and come back to mine
I miss feeling you hold me tight
Despite everything we will be alright

[Verse 2:]
I love you I miss you 
I don't wanna lose you
Scared of waking up
Cause I know that I can't see you
Tell me you love me
Cause I think I need you
I am like a glass house
My persona's see through

I love you I miss you 
I don't wanna lose you
Scared of waking up
Cause I know that I can't see you
Tell me you love me
Cause I think I need you
I am like a glass house
My persona's see through

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Produced by: Kyotolove21
Mixed by: Casa
Recorded by: From the Crowd
Filmography by: Lil Sad Records
Single Artwork by: From the Crowd

© Lost in Hope Records

1 Year ago today

I love you, but distance is hard

I love you, but distance is hard [prod. Kyotolove21]

PORTRAIT ON THE WALL OUT ON ALL PLATFORMS
[Prod.COBRA.]
[Mixed and Mastered by Kyle Williams]

PHANTASMAGORIA 2021

THANK YOU VERY MUCH FOR THE SUPPORT!

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LYRICS:

It’s like I’m living on the different planet
Everything I feel in world of panic shivers you alone
May have been resembling organic chaos on its own
Always here and always close
What a waste, but worth a toast
And I don’t see a difference, dammit

And all the memories so vivid
Like a portrait on the wall
In one hundred years old building
Caving in upon us all
If I knew all of theirs secrets
And you knew what they imply
Then we wouldn’t be so different when this chaos multiplied
I don’t know why
I don’t know why

Maybe I’ve never though of things I chose
Maybe it’s too late for all those remedies
What made me numb left me back discomposed
Red light being flickering
In the dark shadow steals the night away
I guess this time it’ll be the same
Story unfolds another day

Break away, don’t look back
Forget my face when you recap
For the good, for the bad
For all the heartless things I said
Till the end, till break of dawn
What I run from, I’m brining on
What goes around still comes around
Another portrait on the wall
I think I know

It’s like I’m living on the different planet
Everything I feel in world of panic shivers you alone
May have been resembling organic chaos on its own
Always here and always close
What a waste, but worth a toast
And I don’t see a difference, dammit

Portrait On The Wall

Portrait On The Wall [prod.COBRA]

A INDEPENDENT CURATOR, ASSISTING IN THE GROWTH OF SELECTED ARTISTS.

3/4 TRACKS RELEASED "UNCHAINED, VOL. 4"

auras - disconnect, part 2 (ft. alainite)

biteki