Depressed Loop

produced by heylog

lyrics:
stop
(what)
where did we go wrong
like.. it hasn't even been long
i always search for u
but hell, i don't have a clue
i might've made you a song
but
does that even have a cost?
no
well baby it's all that i've got
hoping that we could just stop
listen here u need to know
come closer this is unknown
our love is what i'd die for
i don't bluff so let's explore
(ok)
i love you and no one else
i left u so i'll take the guilt
please don't move and just sit still
please don't go it's me i'll kill

i trusted you, i guess rn ur dead to me
i look at you and every time i grit my teeth
she said we're friends but na ur not friends w me
and i swear u would never get along w me
look
u were the only friend i ever had
but i still have all these cuts along my back
thought i'd never forgive you
never thought you'd be an issue
and i put every bit of my trust in her
now i have a hard time trusting anyone
forget you, i wanna be alone
i hate you, thought you were my bro

spotify

i love you

yesterday (prod. charlie shuffler)

Gustav Ahr's Album

we think too much (prod. nedarb)

worlds away (prod. horse head)

about u

about u (prod. brobak)

SOUDIERE:

https://soundcloud.com/youngpirelli

INSTAGRAM: https://www.instagram.com/soudiere666/
FACEBOOK: https://www.facebook.com/youngpirelli/
TWITTER: https://twitter.com/youngpirelli
BANDCAMP: https://soudiere.bandcamp.com/releases

FREDDIE DREDD:

@ryan-cc

TWITTER: twitter.com/FreddieDredd
INSTAGRAM: www.instagram.com/freddiedredd/

MUSIC VIDEO

FREDDIE DREDD - OH DARLING (PROD. SOUDIERE)

First album by DonL66t
Another Lavish But Underrated Masterpiece

DonL66t -  I Just Wanna Die

[Prod. Loopy]
https://soundcloud.com/prod_loopy

Lyrics:

It’s kinda funny how we fucked up, where’d the time go?
All our dreams, all our dreams, Out the window

It’s kinda funny how you do; I wasted so much time for you


Forever I would bleed for you!
Tell me everything I wanna hear, I know it’s not THE TRUTH!
Fuck am I supposed to do?!
When everything I ever loved has been slaughtered, FUCK it's TRUE!

Forever I will bleed for you!
Tell me everything I wanna hear, I know it’s not THE TRUTH!
Fuck am I supposed to do?!
When everything I ever loved has been slaughtered, FUCK it's TRUE!

Fuck you doing to me?! I can’t seem to let it go!
I fucking loved you but I guess that’s not enough for you!!
Break my bones again, and mend me till your heart's content!
Just slit my throat, the pain just never seems to fucking end!!

I swear I love you, but I gotta fucking let you go!
What you did to me was wrong, I hope goddamn know !!
You can’t repair the scars you made, the blood is on your blade!
Forever I would bleed for you; the hate is all I taste!!

Forever I would bleed for you!
Tell me everything I wanna hear, I know it’s not THE TRUTH!
Fuck am I supposed to do?!
When everything I ever loved has been slaughtered, FUCK it's TRUE!

Forever I will bleed for you!
Tell me everything I wanna hear, I know it’s not THE TRUTH!
Fuck am I supposed to do?!
When everything I ever loved has been slaughtered, FUCK it's TRUE!

THE TRUTH [Prod. Loopy]

Cover art: Aly Moon (aka @ moon.x.lust on instagram)


LYRICS

Love is deaf
love is dumb
love is blind
you and i

x2
Love is blind and you don't see a thing
I'm turning out the lights tryna fall asleep
I don't wanna fight are you hearing me?
I never knew that love was deaf too

I been grinding, finding out that time is what it takes
to mend these wounds that make us break
feels like each day is another love/hate
keep biting my tongue till I taste blood
use that same blood to cure my ink
sometimes I fear we're faking fate
but I can't tell you anything I think
I'm starting to drink
I'm starting to pour
I'm feeling my face
Don't feel it no more
I lost my way
I lost true north
you shred my sails
but I'm pressing forward
eye of the storm
girl, why do you storm?
Lord, get me ashore for I need reformed
or maybe I'm born to suffer great fortunes
I can't pay more dues if you so fore-choose

but it's been a long night
been a long day
and you play the right games
yeah, you play the right games
so I'm rolling the dice tryna say the right things
shit, it's sunny outside but she make me feel rain

Love is deaf
love is dumb
love is blind
you and i

x2
Love is blind and you don't see a thing
I'm turning out the lights tryna fall asleep
I don't wanna fight are you hearing me?
I never knew that love was deaf too

x2
Love is deaf, love is dumb, love is blind
I try to fight, try to run, try to hide
I'm getting numb, getting drunk, getting high
I fell in love when true love was a lie

but it's been a long night
been a long day
and you play the right games
yeah, you play the right games
so I'm rolling the dice tryna say the right things
shit, it's sunny outside but she make me feel rain

you and i (prod. blade901)

prod me <3

lyrics:

i can feel your heartbeat when you fall asleep
there's something nice bout knowing all of you is next to me
and i don't think that there's a single place i'd rather be
honestly, i need you here with me

i need somebody, don't wanna fuck me,
just wanna love me right

i need someone to, need me to come thru,
love me and hold me tight

i need to see it, i need a way to believe it
my feelings will change with the season, make me feel guilty for breathing

and i can't write a single song i'm scared of how it makes her feel,
she hears my song she thinks i'm wrong she's scared that i won't ever heal
i try my best to show you how i love you more and more each day
but understand i'm just a man i'm vulnerable to all the pain

i love you, more than i can put in words
how come no one out there ever told me love would ever hurt

i love you, more than i can put in words
how come no one out there ever told me love would ever hurt

i can feel your heartbeat when you fall asleep
there's something nice bout knowing all of you is next to me
and i don't think that there's a single place i'd rather be
honestly, i need you here with me

i need you

Lyrics:

[verse: gothurted]
Why did you text me?
I was trying to forget you
'Cause I can't close my eyes
Without having a picture of you
Inside my mind
Feeling so sad
No, I can't find
Someone that loves me
Someone that cares
Have you ever trusted so much?
To give your soul to someone
But then seeing it tore apart
And losing every hope that you had
Sometimes I feel like I just want to quit my life
'Cause I can see no bright side whenever I open my eyes

[chorus: gothurted]
You can never find someone like me
Someone that knows your way to be 
Someone that can heal your heart in pain
'Cause I can't get you out of my brain 
I can never find someone like you
Someone that makes me enjoy whatever I do
Someone that can heal my heart in pain
That doesn't make my existence vain

[verse: yung doza]
I need someone who can fix me
All the flaws inside my brain
I need someone who can heal me
From the suffering and pain
Kill me if you want to
Told that girl I'm bad news
I don’t think I can have you
But I'll stay if you want to
I'm not okay
Tell you that I’m okay
Seems these thoughts inside of me they never want to go away
Tell me will you love me
When it all fades to gray
Will you go avenge me
When I'm in the cold lake
Drown away in hopeless tears
You should have loved me when I was here
I was nothing now I’m suffering
Now the world is crystal clear
I see your lies
And I wonder why
You think I’m like
Some other guy
But I’m falling
Eyes bawling
I'm someone you’ll never find

[chorus: gothurted]
You can never find someone like me
Someone that knows your way to be 
Someone that can heal your heart in pain
'Cause I can't get you out of my brain 
I can never find someone like you
Someone that makes me enjoy whatever I do
Someone that can heal my heart in pain
That doesn't make my existence vain

STREAM

Why Did You Text Me ft. yung doza [prod. gothurted]

@pposture <3

Lyrics:
[verse]
I'm getting bad to tell to someone I love you
'Cause every time I do so they leave
I'm getting insecure about what I will do
'Cause every time I try the world seems
To stop me to hate me to make it worse
To fool me, suffocate me, make me fall
I remember the good times me and you
I remember we calling in the afternoon 

[Bridge]
Now everything is gone
Now everything is gone 
Now everything is gone
And I know that you won't come back

[Chorus]
Pick up the phone I miss your voice
One more time I can't live without you
Tired of being the second choice
Nothing can keep me away from you
Pick up the phone I miss your voice
One more time I can't live without you
Tired of being the second choice
Nothing can keep me away from you

[Verse]
I tried to move on but that's not easy at all
I tried to go ahead but nothing seems to work
I think I've tried everything that I could
But seems like I'll never come back to you
You told me that you loved me
What's the point?
Did you just try to fuck me up?
Life has never been easy and you made it even worse

[Bridge]
Now everything is gone
Now everything is gone
Now everything is gone
And I know that you won't come back

[Chorus]
Pick up the phone I miss your voice
One more time I can't live without you
Tired of being the second choice
Nothing can keep me away from you
Pick up the phone I miss your voice
One more time I can't live without you
Tired of being the second choice
Nothing can keep me away from you

Pick Up The Phone [prod. gothurted x pposture]

ty @alainite for the featuring <3 

[chorus: gothurted]
Last time that we saw I was facing
Bad mood for the drugs I was lacing
Smoke a joint I don't want to keep thinking
Took a pill cause I don't want to feel shit
Try hard to keep going on the same shit
Cause every time that I'm alone I've been getting hit
By this feeling that is trying to make me die
It's all right, keep walking, keep faking a smile 
Last time that we saw I was facing
Bad mood for the drugs I was lacing
Smoke a joint I don't want to keep thinking
About you cause every time I do I cry

[verse: alainite]
Yeah every time I do I cry
'Cause I’ve been staying up so late at night and I’m just burning
'Cause I can’t find another way to kill the pain
And I’ve been crawling down this lonely road yeah I been wasted
Just tryna find a place where I can hide my pain

'Cause you’re everything I want and more, oh
Yeah you got me so bored of everybody else I'm sure, oh
That you got me ignored like everybody else I’m sure

[chorus: gothurted]
Last time that we saw I was facing
Bad mood for the drugs I was lacing
Smoke a joint I don't want to keep thinking
Took a pill cause I don't want to feel shit
Try hard to keep going on the same shit
Cause every time that I'm alone I've been getting hit
By this feeling that is trying to make me die
It's all right, keep walking, keep faking a smile 
Last time that we saw I was facing
Bad mood for the drugs I was lacing
Smoke a joint I don't want to keep thinking
About you cause every time I do I cry

Faking a Smile ft. Alainite [prod. yunny goldz]

[Prod. Wellfed]
https://soundcloud.com/lilduckk
MIX & MASTER: https://soundcloud.com/frvrndalwys


LYRICS:

I Found the words to say at the bottom of the Rosé,
You’ve been on my mind since the heartbreak!

And
I say I say 
I say 
I say...


Look me in the face, 
don’t try to fade away!
Cut me from the shards of glass from your vanity 

And 
you say 
you say

What’s wrong with me?


It’s not like you can change this fate
I’ve been fucked up anyway

The morphine loves to play with me
I can’t cry drowned in ecstasy

But..
You were someone Who i didn’t want to hurt me
In the end I guess it never really mattered, aye?


And 
I cave..
I cave...

Please don’t leave me...



Everything has been so fucked up lately..
And all my memory’s have been eating at my sanity

And I break..
I break..

My mind..
 can’t take...

Lately I can’t get a grip on reality 
I’ve been Popping all these pills like it’s candy 

And 
I take..
I take

A Substance..
I hate..


It’s not like you can change this fate..
I would’ve kill myself anyways..

And 
I hate I hate

Who I am 
today



All I do is just masquerade
Act a part in the play I’ve made

And
I’m fake..
I’m fake...
Plastic and paint..



I Found the words to say at the bottom of the Rosé,
You’ve been on my mind since the heartbreak!

And
I say I say 
I say I say 


Look me in the face don’t try to fade away
Cut me from the shards of glass from your vanity 

And 
you say 
you say

What’s wrong with me?




It’s not like you could change this fate
You would’ve hated me anyways..

And
you hate
You hate
The man I made..


All I do is just masquerade..
Make a living in the lies I’ve bathed in...

I’m fake..
I’m fake..
Plastic and paint..

MASQUERADE! [Prod. Wellfed]

Prod. & Mixed By
@33marrow

Artwork By
https://www.instagram.com/gloomrot.bc/

Lyrics:

You love me
Alright
I love you

Fly me to fly me to 
Fly me to the moon I’ll dance among the stars 
Fly me to fly me to 
Fly me to the moon I’ll dance among the stars 

Can I fly you to the moon
Can we play among the stars
I’ve been thinking of you lately 
Took control over my heart
You say that you needed space 
Atmosphere was in my arms
When I look up at your face 
The reflection shows the scars 
So I’ll fly you to the moon 
Where we float among the stars
Darkest ocean ever known
But the lights come from a far 
I wish this would never end
I’ve been trying to pretend 
Somethings wrong and it’s within
The reflection seems to win 

Why’d you leave me 
Why’d I say no
Sometimes our mistakes
Open up our souls 
Really lost myself
Yet I didn’t know
All these thoughts all these marks really took a toll and 

Somethin been buggin me but I won’t say it
I’ve got a tendency, feeling so vacant
All of these memories being adjacent
You were the one I shoved in the pavement 

I Pushed you away by hating my self 
Feeling so strange don’t know how it felt
Thought I was good but faltered my health
It wasn’t you I was stuck in my cell

Fly me to fly me to 
Fly me to the moon I’ll dance among the stars 
Fly me to fly me to 
Fly me to the moon I’ll dance among the stars 

You need to forgive yourself
I Can’t

Can I fly you to the moon
can we play among the stars
I’ve been thinking of you lately 
Took control over my heart
You say that you needed space 
atmosphere was in my arms
When I look up at your face 
The reflection shows the scars 
so I’ll fly you to the moon 
Where we float among the stars
Darkest ocean ever known
But the lights come from a far 
I wish this would never end
I’ve been trying to pretend 
Somethings wrong and it’s within
The reflection seems to win

Scargazer (Prod. ³³marrow)

Lyrics:

It'd be better if you forget me
Sippin' lean cause I feel so empty
Percocets got me feeling so heavy
I'll feel better when you forget me

It'd be better if you forget me
Sippin' lean cause I feel so empty
Percocets got me feeling so heavy
I'll feel better when you forget me

I just wanna die tonight
I got all my shit in order, I'm ready to fly tonight
You put fire to my gas to get me high, my pilot light
I might die so ima ride to hell inside my private flight
Not afraid to die young, in fact I been wishing for it
Sippin' lean and whipping foreigns
Staying sober sounds too boring
Broken mental got me tourin'
I feel like i'm not important
I feel like i'm not
I feel like i'm not important

Right now I wish you never met me
Doing drugs cause I feel so empty
Living clean is a dream I'm never getting
I'll feel better when you forget me

It'd be better if you forget me
Sippin' lean cause I feel so empty
Percocets got me feeling so heavy
I'll feel better when you forget me

It'd be better if you forget me
Sippin' lean cause I feel so empty
Percocets got me feeling so heavy
I'll feel better when you forget me

Spotify

Forget Me

333 (prod. Gavin Hadley X Slaying Ibis)

Shatter (prod. Hheartbroken)

I love you, but distance is hard [prod. Kyotolove21]

Lyrics:
[Chorus:]
I cried myself to sleep last night
My friends and family don't know why
It's true I miss you all the time 
This distance is hard to fight

I watched you leave on a four hour drive
Turn around and come back to mine
I miss feeling you hold me tight
Despite everything we will be alright

[Verse 1:]
It feels like yesterday we were hanging in my bedroom
Playing PlayStation wishing I could hold you
Feeling kinda sad cause I know you had to go soon
Always on my mind I think I maybe love you yeah

[Pre-chorus:]
I think I maybe love you yeah

[Chorus:]
I cried myself to sleep last night
My friends and family don't know why
It's true I miss you all the time 
This distance is hard to fight

I watched you leave on a four hour drive
Turn around and come back to mine
I miss feeling you hold me tight
Despite everything we will be alright

[Verse 2:]
I love you I miss you 
I don't wanna lose you
Scared of waking up
Cause I know that I can't see you
Tell me you love me
Cause I think I need you
I am like a glass house
My persona's see through

I love you I miss you 
I don't wanna lose you
Scared of waking up
Cause I know that I can't see you
Tell me you love me
Cause I think I need you
I am like a glass house
My persona's see through

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Produced by: Kyotolove21
Mixed by: Casa
Recorded by: From the Crowd
Filmography by: Lil Sad Records
Single Artwork by: From the Crowd

© Lost in Hope Records

Depressed Loop

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