Bro this shit is makikg me cry you are prolly one of my favorite artist rn 🖤

Depressed Loop

produced by heylog

lyrics:
stop
(what)
where did we go wrong
like.. it hasn't even been long
i always search for u
but hell, i don't have a clue
i might've made you a song
but
does that even have a cost?
no
well baby it's all that i've got
hoping that we could just stop
listen here u need to know
come closer this is unknown
our love is what i'd die for
i don't bluff so let's explore
(ok)
i love you and no one else
i left u so i'll take the guilt
please don't move and just sit still
please don't go it's me i'll kill

i trusted you, i guess rn ur dead to me
i look at you and every time i grit my teeth
she said we're friends but na ur not friends w me
and i swear u would never get along w me
look
u were the only friend i ever had
but i still have all these cuts along my back
thought i'd never forgive you
never thought you'd be an issue
and i put every bit of my trust in her
now i have a hard time trusting anyone
forget you, i wanna be alone
i hate you, thought you were my bro

spotify

i love you

prod. me x soundcloud.com/cay2o

lyrics:

I been thinking bout us
I kno i’ll never get that trust again 
lucky me, but look what the fucks the point 
at war with the thought of avoidin the truth that i’m just a fuckin loser to you.
I suck at everything I do so don’t get it confused I get the disappointment in me

look at the bigger picture it’s a part of it
trust it only stays if your hearts in it
look I kno we’re not okay but life’s a bitch
hope that we feel better but it never ends

I was still lost when you found me don’t doubt.
just because I fucked up dont mean that im drownin 
under my own judgement came to that im nothin
tryin my best but it falls flat like always

I been passin time sleepin thru the day like 
nothin 
tryna fight the nerves, but they pull me in like quicksand 
im too insecure no I can’t be on a polaroid 
I hope u understand how I been doin hope ur proud of me

loser

Gustav Ahr's Album

we think too much (prod. nedarb)

worlds away (prod. horse head)

about u

about u (prod. brobak)

[PROD. 8ROKEBOY]

TEAR ME LIMB FROM LIMB, ALL I WANT TO SEE IS HER SMILE ONE MORE TIME, WHERE EVER SHE IS...

Lyrics:

Tell me what you want me to be
I’m tearing down these walls you’ve built between us
And even if you wanted to see
What I’ve built for us on the other side, 
I’ve lost my mind

So What the fuck did you mean to me?
I can’t answer all of your mindless questions!
You knew it meant almost everything!
Everything I fucking would’ve given to save us!

You don’t know the real me do you?
You only know what I wanted you to think of me!
The problems floating inside of me are endless...
Like the shards of glass piercing beneath my feet!

So Am I not good enough am I not enough for you?
I’m slowly falling apart pieces are breaking!
It’s not enough to see me die in front of you
You need me gone,
And lying on my knees!

So listen here while I scream out for you!
I need the closure of something everlasting!
YOU KNEW YOU MEANT EVERYTHING DON'T YOU?!
YOU MADE ME FEEL LIKE I COULDN’T STOP LAUGHING

AND FOR WHAT THE FUCK THAT GUY DID TO YOU...
I UNDERSTAND WHY YOU’RE GONE AND SUFFERING!
BUT LET ME BE YOUR BANDAGE MY LOVE
Pour me down, LET ME SEE WHAT YOU'RE TRYING TO FEEL

I don’t believe You need space 
You just wanted him 

I’m breaking out! no I can’t bare, YOU KNow!

BUT KNOWING YOU,
THERE'S NO GOING BACK
I'M ALL BUT FORGOTTEN,
I'M FADING It SEEMS!

So if you see me on TV, my love!
YOU KNOW I DID IT FOR YOU PROMISE ME YOU'LL SMILE FOR ME!

SMILE FOR ME...

PLEASE PLEASE

SMILE FOR ME, SMILE FOR ME!

SMILE FOR ME,
SMILE FOR ME, SMILE FOR ME, SMILE FOR ME, SMILE FOR ME! 
SMILE FOR ME, SMILE FOR ME, SMILE FOR ME, SMILE FOR ME!

SMILE FOR ME [PROD. 8ROKEBOY]

shout out @demxntia for hopping on this and making it pretty and @wavewalk for making such a sick unique beat go follow them

Sui:

sick of floating here being stagnant in life know this aint right
but everytime a good thing happens 
storms come in and wash progression all away 
good things come along but they dont ever stay
no~~
days dont ever last, curb with broken glass 
sitting there watch the mf cars pass
never show 
anymore emotion feel like going over board like
carry us away, lost my way at night 
flowing down the undertow again
caught up in the fucking cyclone 
waves will crash and pull, leave me on my own
Ill sink with this mf ship never making it back to shore

Dem: 
I don't give a fuck anymore
go to war with myself at the core
you know i felt this way before
everything i used to love feels like chores
i don't know~
which way i should go~
i hope there's room to grow~
i hate feeling so, low~
oo~ oooo~ ye
oo~ where do i go, cause i just dont know

Bofa:

Drowning to my sorrow, keep that to myself
You can save yer rescue, i don't need yer help x2
NO
days dont ever last, curb with broken glass 
sitting there watch the mf cars pass
never show 
anymore emotion feel like going over board like
carry us away, lost my way at night 
flowing down the undertow again
caught up in the fucking cyclone 
waves will crash and pull, leave me on my own
Ill sink with this mf ship never making it back to shore

broken glass w/ demxntia ~ [p. wavewalk]

In collaboration with SoundCloud phenomenon LiL Lotus, this track was recorded in the back of a mini-van under the parking garage of Universal Music Group in Los Angeles, lol

Produced by: Pacific
Mixed: Dustin Gill
Mastered: Panorama Mastering

Merch store: drawntothesky.bigcartel.com

My start-to-finish songwriting & production class: studio.com/drawntothesky

She Once Whispered "Love" In My Ear (feat. LiL Lotus)

She Once Whispered "Love" In My Ear (feat. LiL Lotus)[prod. Pacific]

lyrics ~ 

And when our hands intertwine 
And you say that you only want me your whole life 
And you got the world to see
Saying I won’t go if you ain’t beside me

And my world revolves around you 
Stop this searching 
Girl I’ve found it 
The saving light in this pit of darkness 
Never thought I’d fall in love again I wanna know 

How you stayed so stable 
lives unstable 
Safe inside all cards on the table 
Risk it all for a chance I’m able 
To love unconditionally I’m here to save you
and i don't feel any emotion unless it's you
and you think im lying girl its the honest truth 

And when our hands intertwine 
And you say that you only want me your whole life 
And you got the world to see
Saying I won’t go if you ain’t beside me

Intertwining 
You’re Writing 
Everything that could give us a reason the feeling
That you don’t wanna fall in love again 
And I love you too much to let this go cos I’ve only been able to think of one road 
To go down 
It’s with you
The truth is I miss you 
I hope that you know that you never left my brain 
When the summer rain pours down 
I’m stuck in a cycle 
Recollections apparent when the dark thoughts hit you

I’m sorry that I can’t be more 
I’ll try my hardest to be yours

And when our hands intertwine 
And you say that you only want me your whole life 
And you got the world to see
Saying I won’t go if you ain’t beside me

Spotify <3

~ beside me

Lyrics:

[verse: gothurted]
Why did you text me?
I was trying to forget you
'Cause I can't close my eyes
Without having a picture of you
Inside my mind
Feeling so sad
No, I can't find
Someone that loves me
Someone that cares
Have you ever trusted so much?
To give your soul to someone
But then seeing it tore apart
And losing every hope that you had
Sometimes I feel like I just want to quit my life
'Cause I can see no bright side whenever I open my eyes

[chorus: gothurted]
You can never find someone like me
Someone that knows your way to be 
Someone that can heal your heart in pain
'Cause I can't get you out of my brain 
I can never find someone like you
Someone that makes me enjoy whatever I do
Someone that can heal my heart in pain
That doesn't make my existence vain

[verse: yung doza]
I need someone who can fix me
All the flaws inside my brain
I need someone who can heal me
From the suffering and pain
Kill me if you want to
Told that girl I'm bad news
I don’t think I can have you
But I'll stay if you want to
I'm not okay
Tell you that I’m okay
Seems these thoughts inside of me they never want to go away
Tell me will you love me
When it all fades to gray
Will you go avenge me
When I'm in the cold lake
Drown away in hopeless tears
You should have loved me when I was here
I was nothing now I’m suffering
Now the world is crystal clear
I see your lies
And I wonder why
You think I’m like
Some other guy
But I’m falling
Eyes bawling
I'm someone you’ll never find

[chorus: gothurted]
You can never find someone like me
Someone that knows your way to be 
Someone that can heal your heart in pain
'Cause I can't get you out of my brain 
I can never find someone like you
Someone that makes me enjoy whatever I do
Someone that can heal my heart in pain
That doesn't make my existence vain

STREAM

Why Did You Text Me ft. yung doza [prod. gothurted]

@pposture <3

Lyrics:
[verse]
I'm getting bad to tell to someone I love you
'Cause every time I do so they leave
I'm getting insecure about what I will do
'Cause every time I try the world seems
To stop me to hate me to make it worse
To fool me, suffocate me, make me fall
I remember the good times me and you
I remember we calling in the afternoon 

[Bridge]
Now everything is gone
Now everything is gone 
Now everything is gone
And I know that you won't come back

[Chorus]
Pick up the phone I miss your voice
One more time I can't live without you
Tired of being the second choice
Nothing can keep me away from you
Pick up the phone I miss your voice
One more time I can't live without you
Tired of being the second choice
Nothing can keep me away from you

[Verse]
I tried to move on but that's not easy at all
I tried to go ahead but nothing seems to work
I think I've tried everything that I could
But seems like I'll never come back to you
You told me that you loved me
What's the point?
Did you just try to fuck me up?
Life has never been easy and you made it even worse

[Bridge]
Now everything is gone
Now everything is gone
Now everything is gone
And I know that you won't come back

[Chorus]
Pick up the phone I miss your voice
One more time I can't live without you
Tired of being the second choice
Nothing can keep me away from you
Pick up the phone I miss your voice
One more time I can't live without you
Tired of being the second choice
Nothing can keep me away from you

Pick Up The Phone [prod. gothurted x pposture]

Lyrics.

[hook]
I can tell by how she hugs me
She doesn't care about me 
Tell me that you love me 
But you know that I won't fall for it
Tell by how she look at me
She doesn't feel a thing
Leave my fucking dreams
'Cause I cannot even sleep
x2

[verse]
I can't even sleep
'Cause I'm busy crying
I can't even think
Thoughts are intensifying
You were the one who I loved
Since when I've met you and now
You're gone, so far away 
My phone misses your name
I can't fall in love no more
I guess nobody else has what I'm looking for

[hook]
I can tell by how she hugs me
She doesn't care about me 
Tell me that you love me 
But you know that I won't fall for it
Tell by how she look at me
She doesn't feel a thing
Leave my fucking dreams
'Cause I cannot even sleep
x2

She Doesn't Care About Me [prod. dead spyro]

tysm to @frvrndalwys for collaborating with me on this awesome project <3

Lyrics

[hook: gothurted]
You can see it in my eyes
There is nothing inside me
So sick of this life
And I'm thinking about it
Suicide is on my mind 
Inner peace what I'm trying to find
You can see it in my eyes
There is nothing inside me
So sick of this life
And I'm thinking about it
Suicide is on my mind 
Inner peace what I'm trying to find

[verse: frvr&alwys]
Suicide, don't let me die
My eyes are blind, but I still try
Do you still cry
'Cause I still cry
And I can't find
Some peace of mind
So Imma just do everything to get fucked up again
'Cause I don't really need your voice inside my head
No more pain
No more blood
It's all the same
It's never enough

[hook: gothurted]
You can see it in my eyes
There is nothing inside me
So sick of this life
And I'm thinking about it
Suicide is on my mind 
Inner peace what I'm trying to find
You can see it in my eyes
There is nothing inside me
So sick of this life
And I'm thinking about it
Suicide is on my mind 
Inner peace what I'm trying to find

Inner Peace [prod. metlast] w/frvr&alwys

If My Heart Could Talk (feat. Yung Summa)

Heart In Despair [feat. Yung Summa](prod. HXRXKILLER)

I love you, but distance is hard [prod. Kyotolove21]

Lyrics:
[Chorus:]
I cried myself to sleep last night
My friends and family don't know why
It's true I miss you all the time 
This distance is hard to fight

I watched you leave on a four hour drive
Turn around and come back to mine
I miss feeling you hold me tight
Despite everything we will be alright

[Verse 1:]
It feels like yesterday we were hanging in my bedroom
Playing PlayStation wishing I could hold you
Feeling kinda sad cause I know you had to go soon
Always on my mind I think I maybe love you yeah

[Pre-chorus:]
I think I maybe love you yeah

[Chorus:]
I cried myself to sleep last night
My friends and family don't know why
It's true I miss you all the time 
This distance is hard to fight

I watched you leave on a four hour drive
Turn around and come back to mine
I miss feeling you hold me tight
Despite everything we will be alright

[Verse 2:]
I love you I miss you 
I don't wanna lose you
Scared of waking up
Cause I know that I can't see you
Tell me you love me
Cause I think I need you
I am like a glass house
My persona's see through

I love you I miss you 
I don't wanna lose you
Scared of waking up
Cause I know that I can't see you
Tell me you love me
Cause I think I need you
I am like a glass house
My persona's see through

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Gmail | jrfromthecrowd@gmail.com

Produced by: Kyotolove21
Mixed by: Casa
Recorded by: From the Crowd
Filmography by: Lil Sad Records
Single Artwork by: From the Crowd

© Lost in Hope Records

1 Year ago today

I love you, but distance is hard

I love you, but distance is hard [prod. Kyotolove21]

Prod. @nate2timezz

Lyrics:
I dont wanna fight through time today 
Demons inside my fuckin brain
Wake up, everything is still the same
Go to bed when im in a daze

Fill my room with a haze 
In my mind not okay
Watch the past burn away
On this blunt take it straight to the face
Yeah

Pour it up
Numb my core yuh
Walking corpse yuh
My life fucked
I need more yeah
Dont close the door yeah


Sad boy, leave it all in the past 
Yeah
Watch it burn watch it turn into ash yeah
Leave me in the dark
Bad girl wanna rip me in half

Yeah i lost my heart
These drugs are all i have

3am with these thoughts in my head
Ive been gone, think that im better off dead 
I can't ever seem to get out of this mess
I just want to hold you close, but i bled 
X2

I dont wanna fight through time today 
Demons inside my fuckin brain
Wake up, everything is still the same
Go to bed when im in a daze

Fill my room with a haze 
In my mind not okay
Watch the past burn away
On this blunt take it straight to the face
Yeah

Pour it up
Numb my core yuh
Walking corpse yuh
My life fucked
I need more yeah
Dont close the door yeah



Its gets dark
So i make it spark 
Fall in love, find the one 
Just to fall apart yeah

Lifetime in the dark
With a couple of scars
Put ice on a broken heart
Think im in a crashing car
I dont really know who you are


Every part of me i'm losing every part
Gonna cry, gonna die, restart
Look up and i see the stars
I just want to make it far

Pick Up The Phone [prod. gothurted x pposture]

gothurted

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