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I've been to that world on vrchat but I forgot what it was called sadly

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Soundcloud: @collinsbeats
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Instagram: www.instagram.com/weloveyoucollins/

Lyrics
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It's the infection of all you love
Don't let it take you down or else you're giving up
Just feel the tension like it's in your lungs
And let the oxygen be gone again as the water rises up

And I thought maybe I could be better again
Tearing me down while I'm losing my friend
I'm hitting you up while you left me on read
But I don't need your help when I'm dead in the end
Maybe I could be better again
Smoking too much while I'm losing my head
You're kicking me down while I'm still on the fence
Indecision incisions to this very breath

Counting the seconds at night
If I survive, I'd be the greatest alive
Taking my chances like dice
If I don't roll sixes I won't have my chances to try
Screaming confessions of fright
I'm scared of the future why won't you just give me a sign
How can I tell if she lies?
I couldn't lose her but all I'm getting is snake eyes

I fall apart in the moment
I feel the rift and it's growing
Creating the waves
But I don't know where they're flowing
Rocking the boat and I'm hoping
That I don't sink in the ocean
Shout I'm okay
While in the middle of choking

And I brought it all on myself
I'm telling you I don't need help
And why are you listening
I'm the one withering living a shell
What left do I have to tell
I'm acting vampiric
While writing out lyrics
I ain't seen the sun in a week
While you ask if I'm well

And I'm trapped between my head and DMs
Like D&D it's all just pretend
And sure I can swim
But I've just been thrown in in the deep end
I'm not last to feel this feeling again
But all I see is see my own end
I'm not one to live
But I just keep, keep on dreaming

Maybe I could be better again
Tearing me down while I'm losing my friend
I'm hitting you up while you left me on read
But I don't need your help when I'm dead in the end
Maybe I could be better again
Smoking too much while I'm losing my head
You're kicking me down while I'm still on the fence
Indecision incisions to this very breath

Counting the seconds at night
If I survive, I'd be the greatest alive
Taking my chances like dice
If I don't roll sixes I won't have my chances to try
Screaming confessions of fright
I'm scared of the future why won't you just give me a sign
How can I tell if she lies?
I couldn't lose her but all I'm getting is snake eyes

Snake Eyes

Snake Eyes [Prod. Collins]

how do i tell her :(

https://soundcloud.com/deadfishpoland
https://soundcloud.com/lilduckk

Lyrics:
How do I tell her that I love her
knowing this wouldn't last for a moment,
ye
Saying that I'm different from the other guys
she has support in me and I'm not gonna lie
But I know u have somebody, I know u have somebody
but i'm still deluded, hoping that you'll change ur mind
I just wanna feel ur body, wanna feel ur body
yet all I do for now is run and hide

this shit hurts me just knowing, that you see me as a brother yea I know it
Don't have any chances of survival, but if I'll never even try it will kill me
I'd rather do it and regret it til the rest of my live
knowing what's the answer to my current thoughts and I might just leave it
isn't that what I wanted?!

You've teached me everything
thanks to you I know how I feel
can't we look past everything
or maybe leave it be

I mean I've did it just to forget bout you
I was sure it's gonna help me, all it did was amplify my feelings for you
leave me feeling guilty about what I've done, now I can see you standing at my fucking doormat

and that thought, killed me completely
And I know that, I'm fucking guilty
We have looked at, each other panicked
I could see that the pain have kicked in
x2

You've teached me everything
thanks to you I know how I feel
can't we look past everything
or maybe leave it be
x2

deadfish - how do i tell that i love her (prod. wellfed)

shout out @demxntia for hopping on this and making it pretty and @wavewalk for making such a sick unique beat go follow them

Sui:

sick of floating here being stagnant in life know this aint right
but everytime a good thing happens 
storms come in and wash progression all away 
good things come along but they dont ever stay
no~~
days dont ever last, curb with broken glass 
sitting there watch the mf cars pass
never show 
anymore emotion feel like going over board like
carry us away, lost my way at night 
flowing down the undertow again
caught up in the fucking cyclone 
waves will crash and pull, leave me on my own
Ill sink with this mf ship never making it back to shore

Dem: 
I don't give a fuck anymore
go to war with myself at the core
you know i felt this way before
everything i used to love feels like chores
i don't know~
which way i should go~
i hope there's room to grow~
i hate feeling so, low~
oo~ oooo~ ye
oo~ where do i go, cause i just dont know

Bofa:

Drowning to my sorrow, keep that to myself
You can save yer rescue, i don't need yer help x2
NO
days dont ever last, curb with broken glass 
sitting there watch the mf cars pass
never show 
anymore emotion feel like going over board like
carry us away, lost my way at night 
flowing down the undertow again
caught up in the fucking cyclone 
waves will crash and pull, leave me on my own
Ill sink with this mf ship never making it back to shore

broken glass w/ demxntia ~ [p. wavewalk]

Lyrics:
https://genius.com/No-handshake-vampire-gold-version-lyrics

Vampire (Gold)

TRACK 1 OF BITEKI VOL. 4 // FT. ERISU & SUISAI

https://soundcloud.com/erisu-san
https://soundcloud.com/sushisai

LYRICS:

Her gaze was heavy
Cause she Put me in a trance, OH!
Watch her eyes glow!
Baby, watch her eyes glow!

She was pretty,
Broken jaw and bruised up ankles!
Let blood the flow! Baby, let the blood flow!


She tried digging what was in my head!
(Watch her eyes glow! Baby, watch her eyes glow!)

She wanted blood, it was all I bled!
(Cast a spell hoe! Baby, cast a spell hoe!)

She left me cursed, burnt cigarettes!
(Watch her eyes glow! Baby, watch her eyes glow!)

She wanted HELL; I let her pay her debt!
(Pay your Debt in BLOOD! SUSPIRIA!)

ERISU - SUSPIRIA (FT. SUISAI)

[PROD. TRECHOR BOY]
MIX & MASTER: https://soundcloud.com/trechorboy
https://soundcloud.com/erisu-san
https://soundcloud.com/suckerpunnk
https://soundcloud.com/iamcjcarter

YOU CAN NEVER BE SAVED...


ERISU:

Up in my blood is the fantasy
xan take me out before I go to sleep
Strayed from the light So I’ve fallen deep
The darkness has taken up hold of me

Drink from the blood of the fucking weak
I am the ultimate, follow me
Baphomet whispered from in the sink 
I saw his image in front of me

Drowned in the loss and the suffering 
I was forgotten to rot in peace 
I will make you remember me 
I will make you remember me 

You thought I’d just let this destroy me 
Forged in the fires of hell I seek 
Vengeance is all I will ever need 
I’ll leave you cursed
Don’t you fuck with me

EVOL:

what have i become?
all of my demons won
i let the darkness in & take over
crashed the car again
just to feel somethin
anything but this
i’m not sober..

Just let me out
i cant breathe at all
i’m trapped between
these 4 walls

i feel the pressure
i think i’m cracking
i’m falling backwards
no one to catch me

SUCKERPUNK:

AND I KNOW IT’S MY FAULT
BUT I JUST Feel so Empty
There’s no one I can call
I don’t think you can help me...
Why you always gotta act like that?
Touch me..
You know how I feel!
You know how I feel!!
About you babe..
But can’t come back
You know I can’t do that again...

EVOL:

I walk alone in the dark
It’s been this way from the start
i’d let u tear me apart
im so jaded

run away from the past
but it keeps coming back
so i keep running fast
will i make it?

Just let me out
i cant breathe at all
i’m trapped between
these 4 walls

i feel the pressure
i think i’m cracking
i’m falling backwards
no one to catch me

ERISU:

You
Ripped
APART!!!

Fall through My arms!!


Save me 
from the dark!!

I.. can’t.. hold on!!!


You!!
Ripped!!
APART!!!

Fall through
My arms!!!!


Save me 
from the dark!!

I.. can’t.. hold.. on!!!

666! - ERISU X SUCKERPUNK X LOVESPELLEDBACKWARDS [PROD. TRECHOR BOY]

prod. trechor boy
cover art: trechor boy
thanks @sinxi for the sick guitar melody go follow him

[EVERY DAMN DAY IS THE SAME]

LYRICS:
im so fuckin sick and tired of always feeling nothing
suisai and erisu is what im always bumping

strapped in the back of a sedan
i dont really want to talk about it need to sit down cuz
all of my emotions went and left me fucking stranded
packed all my bags real quick now
going on a trip im never coming back see how ive
become every single thing i said i fucking hated

i feel so on top of the world, but im wasted
every damn day is the same, cannot take it
i am at the edge of extinction, just face it
my entire being hurts, i wont make it

im so fuckin sick and tired of always feeling nothing
suisai and erisu is what im always bumping

strapped in the back of a sedan
i dont really want to talk about it need to sit down cuz
all of my emotions went and left me fucking stranded
packed all my bags real quick now
going on a trip im never coming back see how ive
become every single thing i said i fucking hated

i feel so on top of the world, but im wasted
every damn day is the same, cannot take it
i am at the edge of extinction, just face it
my entire being hurts, i wont make it
(2x)

wasted

✨EVERY DAY IS JUST 24 HOURS OF ME TRYING NOT TO KILL MYSELF✨

prod/mix/master/feat/cover: @trechorboy

i feel emotionally drained 
what am i here for?
it's 3am and pouring rain 
i'm standing at your cellar door
the shawtys that i like just simply never like me back
and you really still ask me why i dress in all black...

i had my hand on her throat 
with a slice on my wrist 
my heart raced
like the first time that we kissed
she told me she never imagined it would end up like this
cuz i'm a fuckin masochist 
when the days fly by,
to be awake is a chore
i used to have real feelings but not anymore
all the dopamine and serotonin drained from my brain
the only thing to search for now is pain

i can’t feel a thing
break caskets when i sing
it hails glass shards outside 
i fade into the night
(2x)

YOU FUCKING LEFT ME STRANDED ON MY OWN AGAIN
FUCK TONIGHT
I GUESS IT DOESN'T MATTER, NOTHING LASTED IN THE END
FUCK
GOODBYE

i had my hand on her throat 
with a slice on my wrist 
my heart raced
like the first time that we kissed
she told me she never imagined it would end up like this
cuz i'm a fuckin masochist 
when the days fly by,
to be awake is a chore
i used to have real feelings but not anymore
all the dopamine and serotonin drained from my brain
the only thing to search for now is pain

i feel emotionally drained 
what am i here for?
it's 3am and pouring rain 
i'm standing at your cellar door
the shawtys that i like just simply never like me back
and you really still ask me why i dress in all black...

MASOCHISTIC, NIHILISTIC.

prod: @caustyk

I can't talk to anyone, anyone its so cold

Lyrics:
Ive been up real late
Thinking bout mistakes
Fingers through your hair
But i know you dont care

Why am i so broken on the inside
Years go by
No time to cry
Bottle up these feelings so finite
Tension high, anxious and my chest tight


I died when i realized that nothings ever changed
Always on the edge, every week its the same
And im so insane
I know its not healthy but i think i love the pain
I hate feeling empty, so theres liquor in my veins

She the one i want, but the one i cant save
Pictures that i cropped, shawty your my cocaine
i feel overclocked, i can feel my heart race


I dont like this
Overwhelmed and tired of it
I feel like im losing everyone
Everyone thats close

Since the time skip
More burdens that i cant fix
And i cant talk to anyone
Anyone its so cold 

Ive been up real late
Thinking bout mistakes
Fingers through your hair
But i know you dont care

Why am i so broken on the inside
Years go by
No time to cry
Bottle up these feelings so finite
Tension high, anxious and my chest tight

I thought i died last night 
Ashes fall its like
Everytime im in a dream
I can see it slowly bleed

I cant let go 
But i might break my bones
I wish i could know
But this my only road


Crashing down with my potion
Losing feeling in my body like its stolen 
So why you down, tell me why u feelin hopeless 
So much shit in life left me feelin so broken
x2

she's the one i want, but the one i can't save (prod. caustyk)

@ghxstkid
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UfE_j_J9WNA

Lyrics
have you lost yourself 
from the outside lookin in 
i could never tell 
if you were there when I was in 
all the voices in my head 
screamin at me from the left 
give me another reason to live 
cus i think I’ve had enough of thisx2

take me now 
cut me out 
if you were there when i was in 
you could’ve stayed and been with him 
just take me now 
take me now

it comes in waves as I feel like I’m bout to break 
Feels like I can’t be myself when I hear your name 
just take me nowx2
just cut me outx4
and forget my name

broken glass w/ demxntia ~ [p. wavewalk]

suisai

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