this is too  good cant stop bumping ur literally a god

OOOO I LOVE THIS,put it on spotify pls <3

how do i tell her :(

https://soundcloud.com/deadfishpoland
https://soundcloud.com/lilduckk

Lyrics:
How do I tell her that I love her
knowing this wouldn't last for a moment,
ye
Saying that I'm different from the other guys
she has support in me and I'm not gonna lie
But I know u have somebody, I know u have somebody
but i'm still deluded, hoping that you'll change ur mind
I just wanna feel ur body, wanna feel ur body
yet all I do for now is run and hide

this shit hurts me just knowing, that you see me as a brother yea I know it
Don't have any chances of survival, but if I'll never even try it will kill me
I'd rather do it and regret it til the rest of my live
knowing what's the answer to my current thoughts and I might just leave it
isn't that what I wanted?!

You've teached me everything
thanks to you I know how I feel
can't we look past everything
or maybe leave it be

I mean I've did it just to forget bout you
I was sure it's gonna help me, all it did was amplify my feelings for you
leave me feeling guilty about what I've done, now I can see you standing at my fucking doormat

and that thought, killed me completely
And I know that, I'm fucking guilty
We have looked at, each other panicked
I could see that the pain have kicked in
x2

You've teached me everything
thanks to you I know how I feel
can't we look past everything
or maybe leave it be
x2

deadfish - how do i tell that i love her (prod. wellfed)

prod. svbertooth 

LYRICS:
I think it’s finally time I tried to pick up all of these pieces
 it’s been a year of wanting you now I don’t even need this 
most the time just fall apart don’t kiss me like you mean it
I’ve been fucken up since 
The first time I believed in you

Why can’t we touch like we touch on the weekends been thinking so much that it’s time to believe to be leaven
Club closes at two and know you knew the whole evening 
Crawl in my sheets my sheets fall asleep I’m not sleepen 
Fall in love with being numb and shit 
You gotta gum a bit to really feel it hit 
I’m finna call it quits if she don’t call in the morning 
Thought I was your winner but still I’m in mourning 
How do I go from forever alone to haven a friend then driven alone on the interstate fuck it guess for me love comin late
fuck it guess for me love coming late
Reminisce the kiss can’t believe in it
I just can’t pick up the phone I might need a bit 
Thought that it would mean so much more but you're keepen in low
Keep my name fuck out of your perfect lips and darling I just bought of fifth of whiskey to remember how they tasted 

I think it’s finally time I tried to pick up all of these pieces
 it’s been a year of wanting you now I don’t even need this 
most the time just fall apart don’t kiss me like you mean it
I’ve been fucken up since 
The first time I believed in you

Spotify

Pieces (prod. svbertooth)

thanks to @frvrndalwys for this collab, love him so much <3

Lyrics: 
[chorus: gothurted]
I'm full of pain but I'm still feeling empty
All the hopes and faith have left me
I would like to stop to cry like this     
Do you even know how fucking feels?
Feeling far away from you
I don't even know what I can do
I don't think that I will able to do that
I swear that I'm trying to moving on

[verse: frvr&alwys]
Help me I'm dying
I said I'd be fine I was lying
'Cause I knew from the start you were leaving
But I can't move on from this feelings
Stung when you left
Numb now that you're gone
My heart hurts theres no point in moving on
I'm fucked up so I make another song
You weren't there when I was not strong

[chorus: gothurted]
I'm full of pain but I'm still feeling empty
All the hopes and faith have left me
I would like to stop to cry like this     
Do you even know how fucking feels?
Feeling far away from you
I don't even know what I can do
I don't think that I will able to do that
I swear that I'm trying to moving on

[verse: gothurted]
I'm trying to moving on
But you're always on my mind
I feel so fucking low
Even when I'm always fine 
I swear I've never meant to hurt you
Shawty I would never
I think I'll never leave you
Doesn't matter what you will say  

[chorus: gothurted]
I'm full of pain but I'm still feeling empty
All the hopes and faith have left me
I would like to stop to cry like this     
Do you even know how fucking feels?
Feeling far away from you
I don't even know what I can do
I don't think that I will able to do that
I swear that I'm trying to moving on
I'm trying to moving on

STREAM

moving on ft. frvr&alwys [prod. metlast]

shout out @demxntia for hopping on this and making it pretty and @wavewalk for making such a sick unique beat go follow them

Sui:

sick of floating here being stagnant in life know this aint right
but everytime a good thing happens 
storms come in and wash progression all away 
good things come along but they dont ever stay
no~~
days dont ever last, curb with broken glass 
sitting there watch the mf cars pass
never show 
anymore emotion feel like going over board like
carry us away, lost my way at night 
flowing down the undertow again
caught up in the fucking cyclone 
waves will crash and pull, leave me on my own
Ill sink with this mf ship never making it back to shore

Dem: 
I don't give a fuck anymore
go to war with myself at the core
you know i felt this way before
everything i used to love feels like chores
i don't know~
which way i should go~
i hope there's room to grow~
i hate feeling so, low~
oo~ oooo~ ye
oo~ where do i go, cause i just dont know

Bofa:

Drowning to my sorrow, keep that to myself
You can save yer rescue, i don't need yer help x2
NO
days dont ever last, curb with broken glass 
sitting there watch the mf cars pass
never show 
anymore emotion feel like going over board like
carry us away, lost my way at night 
flowing down the undertow again
caught up in the fucking cyclone 
waves will crash and pull, leave me on my own
Ill sink with this mf ship never making it back to shore

broken glass w/ demxntia ~ [p. wavewalk]

Lyrics:
https://genius.com/No-handshake-vampire-gold-version-lyrics

Vampire (Gold)

TRACK 1 OF BITEKI VOL. 4 // FT. ERISU & SUISAI

https://soundcloud.com/erisu-san
https://soundcloud.com/sushisai

LYRICS:

Her gaze was heavy
Cause she Put me in a trance, OH!
Watch her eyes glow!
Baby, watch her eyes glow!

She was pretty,
Broken jaw and bruised up ankles!
Let blood the flow! Baby, let the blood flow!


She tried digging what was in my head!
(Watch her eyes glow! Baby, watch her eyes glow!)

She wanted blood, it was all I bled!
(Cast a spell hoe! Baby, cast a spell hoe!)

She left me cursed, burnt cigarettes!
(Watch her eyes glow! Baby, watch her eyes glow!)

She wanted HELL; I let her pay her debt!
(Pay your Debt in BLOOD! SUSPIRIA!)

ERISU - SUSPIRIA (FT. SUISAI)

Produced by remghost x sanctuary

I REALLY CAN'T REMEMBER THE TIMES I FELT ALIVE

Lyrics:

[Chorus]
baby im a downer you know that, always by myself, 
and im wishing i could go back why you gotta lie
give me some more signs, i really can't remember the times i felt alive

yeah

cus im a downer,  anxiety attack
blacked out fit with a hello kitty backpack
i got my chains on i got my rings on, see
and im a loverboi, you can't afford me

[Verse]
no you can't afford me, i be in the back with a blacked out shorty
yeah she's by my side everytime we fight, i don't wanna fucking cry

and why you gotta do me like that i've been in my head
and im wishing i was dead
i've been all yours i've been playing all your games
you dont even care, baby i swear
fuck you got me all sad 
fuck your love all that shit went bad
i've been on my own all i did is stay at home
now im done, i don't even wanna try no more

[Bridge]
i don't even wanna try no more
cus baby im a downer

[Chorus]
baby im a downer you know that, always by myself, 
and im wishing i could go back why you gotta lie
give some me more signs, i really can't remember the times i felt alive

yeah

cus im a downer,  anxiety attack
blacked out fit with a hello kitty backpack
i got my chains on i got my rings on, see
and im a loverboi, you can't afford me

Biteki びてき

anxiety attack (prod. remghost x sanctuary)

✨EVERY DAY IS JUST 24 HOURS OF ME TRYING NOT TO KILL MYSELF✨

prod/mix/master/feat/cover: @trechorboy

i feel emotionally drained 
what am i here for?
it's 3am and pouring rain 
i'm standing at your cellar door
the shawtys that i like just simply never like me back
and you really still ask me why i dress in all black...

i had my hand on her throat 
with a slice on my wrist 
my heart raced
like the first time that we kissed
she told me she never imagined it would end up like this
cuz i'm a fuckin masochist 
when the days fly by,
to be awake is a chore
i used to have real feelings but not anymore
all the dopamine and serotonin drained from my brain
the only thing to search for now is pain

i can’t feel a thing
break caskets when i sing
it hails glass shards outside 
i fade into the night
(2x)

YOU FUCKING LEFT ME STRANDED ON MY OWN AGAIN
FUCK TONIGHT
I GUESS IT DOESN'T MATTER, NOTHING LASTED IN THE END
FUCK
GOODBYE

i had my hand on her throat 
with a slice on my wrist 
my heart raced
like the first time that we kissed
she told me she never imagined it would end up like this
cuz i'm a fuckin masochist 
when the days fly by,
to be awake is a chore
i used to have real feelings but not anymore
all the dopamine and serotonin drained from my brain
the only thing to search for now is pain

i feel emotionally drained 
what am i here for?
it's 3am and pouring rain 
i'm standing at your cellar door
the shawtys that i like just simply never like me back
and you really still ask me why i dress in all black...

MASOCHISTIC, NIHILISTIC.

prod: @caustyk

I can't talk to anyone, anyone its so cold

Lyrics:
Ive been up real late
Thinking bout mistakes
Fingers through your hair
But i know you dont care

Why am i so broken on the inside
Years go by
No time to cry
Bottle up these feelings so finite
Tension high, anxious and my chest tight


I died when i realized that nothings ever changed
Always on the edge, every week its the same
And im so insane
I know its not healthy but i think i love the pain
I hate feeling empty, so theres liquor in my veins

She the one i want, but the one i cant save
Pictures that i cropped, shawty your my cocaine
i feel overclocked, i can feel my heart race


I dont like this
Overwhelmed and tired of it
I feel like im losing everyone
Everyone thats close

Since the time skip
More burdens that i cant fix
And i cant talk to anyone
Anyone its so cold 

Ive been up real late
Thinking bout mistakes
Fingers through your hair
But i know you dont care

Why am i so broken on the inside
Years go by
No time to cry
Bottle up these feelings so finite
Tension high, anxious and my chest tight

I thought i died last night 
Ashes fall its like
Everytime im in a dream
I can see it slowly bleed

I cant let go 
But i might break my bones
I wish i could know
But this my only road


Crashing down with my potion
Losing feeling in my body like its stolen 
So why you down, tell me why u feelin hopeless 
So much shit in life left me feelin so broken
x2

she's the one i want, but the one i can't save (prod. caustyk)

@ghxstkid
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UfE_j_J9WNA

Lyrics
have you lost yourself 
from the outside lookin in 
i could never tell 
if you were there when I was in 
all the voices in my head 
screamin at me from the left 
give me another reason to live 
cus i think I’ve had enough of thisx2

take me now 
cut me out 
if you were there when i was in 
you could’ve stayed and been with him 
just take me now 
take me now

it comes in waves as I feel like I’m bout to break 
Feels like I can’t be myself when I hear your name 
just take me nowx2
just cut me outx4
and forget my name

CUT ME OUT

MUSIC VIDEO

CUT ME OUT [Prod. ripghosty] (Music Video in DESC)

https://open.spotify.com/track/0NPrRpo8Z66KgBroH22hE2

produced by @fantom-instrumentals
featuring @seejayxo

lyrics:

[@lottaheart]
all i see is dead faces
in my room by myself, i can't take it
call my phone, say you love me but you faked it
i don't care anymore, im too abrasive
and bitch you basic
(x2)

[@seejayxo]
why you act like you aint see thru?
thought i told you that i need you
i was steady bleeding
you were so deceiving
baby, i just wanna know if you believe him

i see faces on my wall
i still be waiting on your call
but i know it wont come thru
know that it wont come thru
why even i gotta love you?

im better pickin up a gun
smoke all up inside my lungs
baby i just gotta tell you
gotta tell you the one
fuck it, i just gotta run

[@lottaheart]
all i see is dead faces
in my room by myself, i can't take it
call my phone, say you love me but you faked it
i don't care anymore, im too abrasive
and bitch you basic
(x3)

dead faces w/ seejayxo [fantom]

producer. 🦇

Reaching out from the depths of Eau Claire, Wisconsin, 24 year old self-taught and produced artist Trechor Boy defies genres and pushes the boundaries of modern emo, electronic, and rap music through his incredibly unique and highly produced instrumentals, featuring raw and unfiltered lyrics that truly speak to the human condition. 

With humble beginnings in the EDM and Dubstep scene, Trechor Boy takes inspiration from artists such as Skrillex, Getter, and Rickyxsan, melding these influences in production with his sullen and visceral vocal performances. 

After the well received release of 'Femboy', featuring vocals from Erisu, Trechor Boy has returned with his debut 13 track album 'A Mortician's Guide to Decomposition', featuring artists such as Fran$e, SuiSai, and Nova Garden. Highlighted in this project are solemn confessions of a deeply troubled adolescent held up high for all to see by dark yet eloquently crafted instrumentals, dealing with topics such as addiction, depression, solitude, and death. 

Proving himself to be a lethal force ready to take over any scene with his experimentally bleak yet long-honed style, Trechor Boy continues to revolutionize and breathe new life into the musical ecosystem as we know it, and shows no sign of stopping.

Instagram @trechorboy
Twitter @trechorboy
contact: trechorboy@gmail.com

MASOCHISTIC, NIHILISTIC.

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