why did i think he was singing in cursive.

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Depressed Loop

produced by heylog

lyrics:
stop
(what)
where did we go wrong
like.. it hasn't even been long
i always search for u
but hell, i don't have a clue
i might've made you a song
but
does that even have a cost?
no
well baby it's all that i've got
hoping that we could just stop
listen here u need to know
come closer this is unknown
our love is what i'd die for
i don't bluff so let's explore
(ok)
i love you and no one else
i left u so i'll take the guilt
please don't move and just sit still
please don't go it's me i'll kill

i trusted you, i guess rn ur dead to me
i look at you and every time i grit my teeth
she said we're friends but na ur not friends w me
and i swear u would never get along w me
look
u were the only friend i ever had
but i still have all these cuts along my back
thought i'd never forgive you
never thought you'd be an issue
and i put every bit of my trust in her
now i have a hard time trusting anyone
forget you, i wanna be alone
i hate you, thought you were my bro

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i love you

lyrics:

Just holidays
And barely those holidays
Our good terms
Are not immune to decay 
I tried but im still away
And you’ve been fucking his brains out 
Don’t look at me as if there was a sorry to say

I would care but
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off 
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off
As the bodies grow dry
And I bleed from my eyes
From some shit I shoulda never saw
I don’t need a life line
I don’t need a good night
I just drink until I shut it off

 Ive never met someone so geared on my failure good job
At least I squeezed some meaning into ur shitty life huh
When I die an early death I hope that u can cope when the hatred in ur heart is now evicted with my pulse

Break the home
Breaks my bones and see my soul snapped too
Im alone most the time ur not restricting anything new
I like getting scary I do I know ur tryna be a boss good for u
What the fuck they turn me down for
 I am never going out more
I guess he wasn’t a regular guy
I hope u choke on ur vomit and die
My messages aids I do not open them
Im high as fuck from this bud its like opium
I don’t wanna live to get by
Ur literally here once and its over after that u fucking idiot do what u want ur done after this u fucking dumb ass u suck I fucking hate u
 
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off 
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off
As the bodies grow dry
And I bleed from my eyes
From some shit I shoulda never saw
I don’t need a life line
I don’t need a good night
I just drink until I shut it off

Im torn apart and I am dirty
If its like this fuck 30
I wanna die right now
Baby im sorry im fucked I can’t talk right now
She lies
She just loves him to death
I dont compare to that hex
I suck the tits off her chest
Times waits
For nobody
Crossed lines
Become common knowledge
Bullshit u were with friends that’s bullshit
I was the culprit before
I feel projection in my point of view
  
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off 
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off
As the bodies grow dry
And I bleed from my eyes
From some shit I shoulda never saw
I don’t need a life line
I don’t need a good night
I just drink until I shut it off

better_off_nUmb (splashgvng)

prod by me and soundcloud.com/cay2o

shoutout to soundcloud.com/heylog , soundcloud.com/nothomex , and soundcloud.com/lilskeleskrrt for hoppin on this with me they're all goated and rly cool ppl show love to them if u arent already

hope u all enjoy :)

lyrics:

me:
i dont think I can keep on livin like shit
close my eyes, feel the tension 
im stressin bout it 
cause no ones the same, and I cant feel nothin 
im feelin strange, but I cant care cus its nothin 

please dont leave yet, I can see you frown when im bleedin.
please ima be there, anytime u need me ill be close so u can see me 

heylog:
everyday i'm feelin awful
6 feet, horizontal
i recommend u give me space
cause i'm close to hostile
she compliment me on my eyes
said, "i love the way they sparkle"
i'm lookin like some trash
while she's looking like a model
i want you
ur irish changes from green to blue
i love you
but why u gotta leave so soon

not home. :
they told me im too gone 
green packed in a new bong
I told her put her bra on, I wont be here too long 
left your thraxx in a baggy
bad bitch ripped jeans, cincinnati 
im your boy so call me shaggy
at the house now her lips speakin nasty

skele:
go ahead and just leave now
won't be here when i break down
keep cutting me i wont feel it
but i love when you bring the knife out
n babe i think that u ruin me 
not numb but god how i wanna be
look in my eyes if you want i feel the blood in the back of my tongue
say love, 
i really think you're a bad one
i think you like how my hearts gone
i think you just wanna have fun 
play around till it kills me 
till i hang from my ceiling 
getting close to no feeling
will u stay here if im willing

ima be there

ima be there w/heylog, residential, & skele

-NAVY-
i aint nothing
i aint nothing
do ur talking
i know u like it

u try to stop it
ur fuckin drugs which confinement are u hiding in, i cannot fuckin find it
-Hiraeth-
staring at the ceiling baby all i see is blood
u dont gotta call me now its nearly been a monf
u. aint gotta tell me that u luv me its a front
all my feelings are gone now u said u where done
i dont even wanna text you
i never thought id bean issue
"didnt mean to mistreat u"
my god have a reason

-NAVY-
but it wastes, wastes, wastes
been pullin on ur waist
im in space, space, space
aint nothin like it used to be
erased, reased, rased
im waiting on the day
putta 5 up to my head if u think u can run away
ima end it, end it, i hear voices in my basement

its hard to realize the sounds that fiddle in the distance
but you missed

-Hiraeth-
when i die would you let me grieve 
running out of skin 
nothing left of me
feel the marrow in my bone 
u gotta set me free
my god. 
my god would you let me breathe


-Sleepwater-
i wish u wouldent hurt me
the things u do desert me
so vacant for what concerns me
my bloods in ur vial turn me (into)
a dirty cheating scumbag
i know that i hate myself
i feel like a lost book that turned me down
i guess im just another hand me out

-NAVY-
im vacant, i stare blank, at the floor
theres nothing left, to mourn

-sleepwater-
im just not ur agony
you can lay me down, peacefully
I'm just, not ur agony


I Hear Screams In The Distance ft. hiraeth & sleepwater (prod. uforia)

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i know i’m always overthinking, love 
but what can be done?
i was sedated when you broke my trust
you say it’s my condition and- 
but i don’t give a fuck
these constant comparisons turn me to dust
so tell me all about him
do you laugh hard when around him?
do these shackles that i’m bound in make you think that i’m not enough? 
im pathetic
but you wouldn’t get it
that's tough
it’s AvPD but i blame it on luck

can’t take drugs cause anxiety kills me
go smoke spliffs with your friends 
envy fills me
i am sorry for how i am ugly
in your shadow i sulk
i’m nobody
i self isolate for days 
now i cant get out of bed without crying
draining all my veins out is the way i talk to the reaper without dying

i know i’m always overthinking, love 
but what can be done?
i was sedated when you broke my trust
you say it’s my condition and- 
but i don’t give a fuck
these constant comparisons turn me to dust
so tell me all about him
do you laugh hard when around him?
do these shackles that i’m bound in make you think that i’m not enough? 
im pathetic
but you wouldn’t get it
that's tough
it’s AvPD but i blame it on luck

medical exam fetishist

use me up to tell me that u never loved me
I feel like I’m never nothing
I’m tired can u just leave me alone
Please stop staring swear my face is fucking boring
I don’t need to be important I’m swinging until I knock him cold
Staring at the mirror
Should I be alive
I’ve got reason to believe that it’s just not my time
Maybe in another life

I only eat when I deserve to
Clouded mirror sit and stare in the bathroom
I been thru it all before I’m just like you
I never wanna let you down but I had to

I’d give up on everything to be a better me
I’ve got people streaming songs
but no one listening
Every lyric that I write, you know I fucking mean
You only hmu to make a song with me

I won’t get that mad
I’m just frustrated
I can’t seem to get a break and I just hate it
If you lived in my shoes maybe you’d get it
Why I get pissed off and I’m not patient

WRITING EVERY FEELING BUT I’LL ALWAYS FORGET
EVERYTHING I EVER DID OR EVER SAID IN THE END
BUT I’M TOO FAR GONE TO CARE
I DON’T LIKE YOU
I WISH THAT YOU’D CARE FOR ME
YOU DON’T TRY TO

Right or Wrong (holdupjai_ + brando + bigclav)

Gustav Ahr's Album

we think too much (prod. nedarb)

worlds away (prod. horse head)

about u

about u (prod. brobak)

shout out @demxntia for hopping on this and making it pretty and @wavewalk for making such a sick unique beat go follow them

Sui:

sick of floating here being stagnant in life know this aint right
but everytime a good thing happens 
storms come in and wash progression all away 
good things come along but they dont ever stay
no~~
days dont ever last, curb with broken glass 
sitting there watch the mf cars pass
never show 
anymore emotion feel like going over board like
carry us away, lost my way at night 
flowing down the undertow again
caught up in the fucking cyclone 
waves will crash and pull, leave me on my own
Ill sink with this mf ship never making it back to shore

Dem: 
I don't give a fuck anymore
go to war with myself at the core
you know i felt this way before
everything i used to love feels like chores
i don't know~
which way i should go~
i hope there's room to grow~
i hate feeling so, low~
oo~ oooo~ ye
oo~ where do i go, cause i just dont know

Bofa:

Drowning to my sorrow, keep that to myself
You can save yer rescue, i don't need yer help x2
NO
days dont ever last, curb with broken glass 
sitting there watch the mf cars pass
never show 
anymore emotion feel like going over board like
carry us away, lost my way at night 
flowing down the undertow again
caught up in the fucking cyclone 
waves will crash and pull, leave me on my own
Ill sink with this mf ship never making it back to shore

broken glass w/ demxntia ~ [p. wavewalk]

[Prod. Loopy]
https://soundcloud.com/prod_loopy

Lyrics:

It’s kinda funny how we fucked up, where’d the time go?
All our dreams, all our dreams, Out the window

It’s kinda funny how you do; I wasted so much time for you


Forever I would bleed for you!
Tell me everything I wanna hear, I know it’s not THE TRUTH!
Fuck am I supposed to do?!
When everything I ever loved has been slaughtered, FUCK it's TRUE!

Forever I will bleed for you!
Tell me everything I wanna hear, I know it’s not THE TRUTH!
Fuck am I supposed to do?!
When everything I ever loved has been slaughtered, FUCK it's TRUE!

Fuck you doing to me?! I can’t seem to let it go!
I fucking loved you but I guess that’s not enough for you!!
Break my bones again, and mend me till your heart's content!
Just slit my throat, the pain just never seems to fucking end!!

I swear I love you, but I gotta fucking let you go!
What you did to me was wrong, I hope goddamn know !!
You can’t repair the scars you made, the blood is on your blade!
Forever I would bleed for you; the hate is all I taste!!

Forever I would bleed for you!
Tell me everything I wanna hear, I know it’s not THE TRUTH!
Fuck am I supposed to do?!
When everything I ever loved has been slaughtered, FUCK it's TRUE!

Forever I will bleed for you!
Tell me everything I wanna hear, I know it’s not THE TRUTH!
Fuck am I supposed to do?!
When everything I ever loved has been slaughtered, FUCK it's TRUE!

THE TRUTH [Prod. Loopy]

@pposture <3

Lyrics:
[verse]
I'm getting bad to tell to someone I love you
'Cause every time I do so they leave
I'm getting insecure about what I will do
'Cause every time I try the world seems
To stop me to hate me to make it worse
To fool me, suffocate me, make me fall
I remember the good times me and you
I remember we calling in the afternoon 

[Bridge]
Now everything is gone
Now everything is gone 
Now everything is gone
And I know that you won't come back

[Chorus]
Pick up the phone I miss your voice
One more time I can't live without you
Tired of being the second choice
Nothing can keep me away from you
Pick up the phone I miss your voice
One more time I can't live without you
Tired of being the second choice
Nothing can keep me away from you

[Verse]
I tried to move on but that's not easy at all
I tried to go ahead but nothing seems to work
I think I've tried everything that I could
But seems like I'll never come back to you
You told me that you loved me
What's the point?
Did you just try to fuck me up?
Life has never been easy and you made it even worse

[Bridge]
Now everything is gone
Now everything is gone
Now everything is gone
And I know that you won't come back

[Chorus]
Pick up the phone I miss your voice
One more time I can't live without you
Tired of being the second choice
Nothing can keep me away from you
Pick up the phone I miss your voice
One more time I can't live without you
Tired of being the second choice
Nothing can keep me away from you

STREAM

Pick Up The Phone [prod. gothurted x pposture]

[Prod. Wellfed]
https://soundcloud.com/lilduckk
MIX & MASTER: https://soundcloud.com/frvrndalwys


LYRICS:

I Found the words to say at the bottom of the Rosé,
You’ve been on my mind since the heartbreak!

And
I say I say 
I say 
I say...


Look me in the face, 
don’t try to fade away!
Cut me from the shards of glass from your vanity 

And 
you say 
you say

What’s wrong with me?


It’s not like you can change this fate
I’ve been fucked up anyway

The morphine loves to play with me
I can’t cry drowned in ecstasy

But..
You were someone Who i didn’t want to hurt me
In the end I guess it never really mattered, aye?


And 
I cave..
I cave...

Please don’t leave me...



Everything has been so fucked up lately..
And all my memory’s have been eating at my sanity

And I break..
I break..

My mind..
 can’t take...

Lately I can’t get a grip on reality 
I’ve been Popping all these pills like it’s candy 

And 
I take..
I take

A Substance..
I hate..


It’s not like you can change this fate..
I would’ve kill myself anyways..

And 
I hate I hate

Who I am 
today



All I do is just masquerade
Act a part in the play I’ve made

And
I’m fake..
I’m fake...
Plastic and paint..



I Found the words to say at the bottom of the Rosé,
You’ve been on my mind since the heartbreak!

And
I say I say 
I say I say 


Look me in the face don’t try to fade away
Cut me from the shards of glass from your vanity 

And 
you say 
you say

What’s wrong with me?




It’s not like you could change this fate
You would’ve hated me anyways..

And
you hate
You hate
The man I made..


All I do is just masquerade..
Make a living in the lies I’ve bathed in...

I’m fake..
I’m fake..
Plastic and paint..

MASQUERADE! [Prod. Wellfed]

Cellophane on my cigarettes 
Like how you wrapped me up just to go forget
Summer it just came and went 
She Like lovers and  playing favorites
Cellophane on my cigarettes 
Like how you wrapped me up just to go forget
Summer it just came and went 
She Like lovers and  playing favorites

Too late I don't wanna try too much 
You hate every time that we touch too much 
Pda no private affection 
I'm a classmate and you taught me a lesson
Too late I don't wanna try too much 
You hate every time that we touch too much 
Pda no private affection 
I'm a classmate and you taught me a lesson 
 
Tell me that you won't go in the night time 
That you'll stay for all the white lines 
I can't see the road the white lines I'm swerving 
It's curving this feelings unnerving 
Take to the back and I know that you'll hurt me
Do surgery on my head make it worse she faded
Do surgery on my head she faded  
When I can't have it lips like magic 
I been thinkin about how you're so damn drastic 
Wanna be past tense wanna past this
Wanna be past tense wanna past this 
We just been feeling a little bit off for some days 
She gunna leave if it don't feel a way
Piece of a vein no circulation when you do not stay
Too late I don't wanna try too much 
You hate every time that we touch too much 
Pda no private affection 
I'm a classmate and you taught me a lesson
Too late I don't wanna try too much 
You hate every time that we touch too much 
Pda no private affection 
I'm a classmate and you taught me a lesson 
 
I been fucken up and repeaten
I wanna run you up then delete it yeah
Hit me up every single weekend
I don't think we fit but I need it yeah
I been fucken up and repeaten yeah
Wanna run you up then delete it yeah
But you hit me every single weekend
I don't think we fit but I need it 
Cellophane on my cigarettes 
Like how you wrapped me up just to go forget
Summer it just came and went 
She Like lovers and  playing favorites
Cellophane on my cigarettes 
Like how you wrapped me up just to go forget
Summer it just came and went 
She Like lovers and  playing favorites yeah
Too late I don't wanna try too much 
You hate every time that we touch too much 
Pda no private affection 
I'm a classmate and you taught me a lesson
Lovers and Playing favorites
Lovers and Playing favorites

lovers & playing favorites

Spotify

lovers & playing favorites (prod. prodbytheswitch)

I love you, but distance is hard [prod. Kyotolove21]

Lyrics:
[Chorus:]
I cried myself to sleep last night
My friends and family don't know why
It's true I miss you all the time 
This distance is hard to fight

I watched you leave on a four hour drive
Turn around and come back to mine
I miss feeling you hold me tight
Despite everything we will be alright

[Verse 1:]
It feels like yesterday we were hanging in my bedroom
Playing PlayStation wishing I could hold you
Feeling kinda sad cause I know you had to go soon
Always on my mind I think I maybe love you yeah

[Pre-chorus:]
I think I maybe love you yeah

[Chorus:]
I cried myself to sleep last night
My friends and family don't know why
It's true I miss you all the time 
This distance is hard to fight

I watched you leave on a four hour drive
Turn around and come back to mine
I miss feeling you hold me tight
Despite everything we will be alright

[Verse 2:]
I love you I miss you 
I don't wanna lose you
Scared of waking up
Cause I know that I can't see you
Tell me you love me
Cause I think I need you
I am like a glass house
My persona's see through

I love you I miss you 
I don't wanna lose you
Scared of waking up
Cause I know that I can't see you
Tell me you love me
Cause I think I need you
I am like a glass house
My persona's see through

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FROM THE CROWD SOCIALS:
Instagram | www.instagram.com/frxmthecrxwd/
Twitter | twitter.com/JRFromtheCrowd
Gmail | jrfromthecrowd@gmail.com

Produced by: Kyotolove21
Mixed by: Casa
Recorded by: From the Crowd
Filmography by: Lil Sad Records
Single Artwork by: From the Crowd

© Lost in Hope Records

1 Year ago today

I love you, but distance is hard

I love you, but distance is hard [prod. Kyotolove21]

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MASQUERADE! [Prod. Wellfed]

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