and all my efforts burned down into the ashtray 💔

This gives me the feelings everytime😭😭😭😭😭

still cant believe this suisai verse its truly legendary

hey, thx 4 listening, seriously.
this is the first song i've mixed completely from scratch,
so i hope it doesn't sound too foul 
prod. @prodskellington <3
cover art sketch by @bleulmao

~~~lyrics~~~
a minute away
i’m gonna fade
back into the nothing
shit what do you say
fear to be fake
look at my face
fucking disgusting
throughout the day

i can’t talk if i can’t even breathe out
she seems off there’s gotta be a reason
raindrops fall everywhere i don’t need it
think this calls for the death of a weakness

check, check, check,
troubled mind, covered ears
less, less, less, chitter-chat full of tears
let’s, let’s, let’s, get the fuck outta here
can’t afford being gone
but i’ve lost will to care again

the cycle ends
what’s the point in this
low love, slow thumbs, so numb

winter crept upon my hands
and all i am’s ideas through a screen
is it true that you were never meant to be?

troubled mind, covered ears [prod. skellington]

produced by hiraeth


I caught you using what was left of me 
and my god its dumb what you mean to me
And you just can’t see what you did to me
No heart no soul 
Nothing left of me
And my god its embarrassing  
no thoughts just lay til im out of it
Now there’s snow where I used to be
Can’t you see you’ve taken every single part of me

Don’t go now im so scared 
I’ve waited for 2 years and now ur not there
My bones never harvest  call me an artist 
we where done when we started

Don’t go now im so scared
 I’ve waited for 2 years and now ur not there
My bones never harvest  call me an artist
 we where done when we started

Do you really believe that ? 
you love but its so bad 
And I should’ve seen that
 all i want is is a call back 
but i couldnt show that
now talking is so sad

i miss what we both had
but nothing in love lasts
and i should have known that  

AND MY GOD MY GOD ITS EMBARRASSING

Don’t go now im so scared 
I’ve waited for 2 years and now ur not there
My bones never harvest  call me an artist
 we where done when we started

Don’t go now im so scared 
I’ve waited for 2 years and now ur not there
My bones never harvest  call me an artist 
we where done when we started

alaska

Lyrics:
when i lay awake inside the hole in own bed
all these thoughts come back and they come flooding through my head
i wonder what they'd do if they woke up and found me dead
i wish i could reverse all the events and where they lead

i know that i seem crazy i just probably need some help
dont listen to my lyrics cause youll know that im in hell
i promise im just kidding and im really doing well, i wear this mask like every day its halloween you couldn't tell

i would really not be shit at all without my favorite person, i just feel so bad that every night she gets a different version, of me i just spend my days distracted with a big diversion, its the only way i function when im lost in the immersion

i know i say im tired im annoying all the time
i really hate complaining about all thats on my mind, ill either keep myself real busy just to show that i can grind
or sink into the void and smoke until my brain is fried

keep to myself cause i know that im fucked
i know that i hurt everything that i touch
try to be nice but i know its not much
working all day just to bring in the bucks

dont wanna feel so i just wanna sleep
smoke on a bowl then i fall in the deep
baby i love you youre all that i need
i promise im trying to get on my feet

know youre my life so just please never leave
life is so fucked but i wanna believe
maybe the good things we just never see
im just a bitch while i cry on the beat

say i dont care what no one think of me
thoughts will not stop but thats just how it be
sailing away so that i can be free, but im dead on the shore and i float out to sea

in my lane, on my own
hit the blade its the only way to go
im not sane, but now you know
i wont complain when i know thats how it goes

Fried

Fried (prod. Lil Nightshift)

Spanglish Corrido Fusión is a revolutionary sound — a collision of Mexican corrido storytelling and urban trap energy, written in blood and bars. Each track is a chapter in the code of survival: loyalty, betrayal, shadows, conspiracy, love, and cosmic rebellion. From La Entrada to Final Código, the album rides between desert nights and Vegas lights, crossing borders not just of land but of language.


This is not just music — it’s a cultural cipher. Every verse is a bullet, every hook is an oath, every corrido a hidden code. Half in Spanish, half in English, fully raw, fully real.


For the streets, the dreamers, the warriors, and the people — this album is your anthem.


Spanglish Corrido Fusión es un sonido revolucionario — una colisión entre la narrativa de los corridos mexicanos y la energía del trap urbano, escrito en sangre y en versos. Cada track es un capítulo en el código de supervivencia: lealtad, traición, sombras, conspiración, amor y rebelión cósmica. Desde La Entrada hasta Final Código, el disco viaja entre noches del desierto y luces de Vegas, cruzando no solo fronteras de tierra, sino también de idioma.


Esto no es solo música — es un cifrado cultural. Cada verso es una bala, cada coro un juramento, cada corrido un código oculto. Mitad en español, mitad en inglés, totalmente crudo, totalmente real.


Para la calle, los soñadores, los guerreros y la gente — este álbum es tu himno.



#SpanglishCorrido #UltimoCodigo #CodigoMestizo #ConspiracyCrazy #TrapCorrido #SpanglishRap #CorridoFusion #LyricalMasters #VegasFlow #CulturaMestiza #BalasYBarras #MiGenteRide #FinalCodigo




Bajo Las Sombras

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//私はあなたなしで悲惨です//

thank you guys for all the love and support, especially lately. i've been going through a lot this past week & to know you guys are here for me really means a lot. we'll get through it together. we always do. i love you.

also, follow my boy 9TAILS
@i_x_t_a_i_l_s
and my boy tothegood
@tothegood

follow 9TAILS

guardin x 9TAILS - nothing (prod. by tothegood)

spotify

apathy w/ guccihighwaters

(Prod. By Irby)
https://soundcloud.com/deadbrokeofficial
Never Thought She'd Run Away...

IF YOU NEED A FRIEND - ERISU X DEAD BROKE (Prod. By Irby)

Chemically Imbalanced Feat. Safehold & Sleye (Prod. Dee B)

No Strings on Me (prod. 4evrgone x caspr)

[PROD. IOF]
https://soundcloud.com/prodiof

SUISAI
https://soundcloud.com/sushisai

ERISU:

You don’t know what it means to me..
'Cause I’ve been hurt more than you can see!
What lies beneath my skin is something unreal...
Behind your face shows a thousand ways to heal!

It’s okay, it didn’t really hurt for me!
My BLACK HEART captures all the pain numbing!
AND ALL MY EFFORTS BURNED DOWN InTO the Ashtray..
All I wanted is to feel at least something...

And Would you even care if I sent my soul to die for you?
IT’S ALL I WANTED was to see you goddamn smile!
Smile for me beneath the pale moonlight!
Because the darkness gets lonely sometimes..

And I believe you can save me somehow!
The way you look at me gets me through this HELL!
And maybe one day I will see the light!
But for now can you bring me through the night?!

Save me, Lover!
Savor me!

Tell my pretty lies..
It’s all I need!


I don’t need the truth,
I wanted fantasies!

So cut my eyes out!

And feed them to me!

SUISAI:

'Cause its been way too long!
I'm beat up the least you could do
Is just see through those promises you made a waste of space in us
What used to be beautifully
Crafted now rusted
Just blown to the edge of the cliff
It mustve been to late
Wish that you could relate
Wish all of the signs that you show
Wouldnt Lead to 
unfinished roads
Lucky i havent hit that dead end yet
Cause ive been through too much shit to be let down
again~ again~~
Painting pictures in my head
Of where everything worked out
Of where all this shit worked out

A THOUSAND WAYS TO HEAL - ERISU X SUISAI [PROD. IOF]

Debut album out 10/31 on Halloween!
Thanks for listening friends, this was a really fun track to make
<3
Shoutouts
@sewerperson
@sorrow_bringer
@iofmusic

And on a side note THANK YOU FOR 50K on Loveless
You guys are awesome!

*lyrics by request*

(Fearce)
Cant believe my eyes
Look how far we made it
told to never cry
now we just get faded
might see you at my show
too high to even notice you

someday came suddenly
another feeling gone
always time to leave
timing
dont mean a thing
when everything gets lost
it was just a dream
but 
all of its so vague now
can you help me figure out

so many stories i couldnt remember
when all i could think of was falling asleep
you distance yourself from the past and the present
now all that you're left with exists in a dream

but we're so much farther
than the people we used to be

(Sewerperson)
black ash
seeing thru the serpents eye
whip lash
i could barely sleep at night
breaking the walls of my mind
baby i had enough
chained to the pole by her side
baby im giving up
and i never leave
i just fade into the background
they aint let me breathe but i promise you i am now
 ever since i known her she cant help the way she stand out  
baby ill see you in your dreams and i promise you ill stand down
woah
lights on top these buildings offer shelter from the snow
i cant even decide just where the fuck i wanna go
far away from anybody i would ever know
i could feel this tingle in my hands before they glow

The People We Used To Be feat. sewerperson (prod. sorrow bringer)

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A THOUSAND WAYS TO HEAL - ERISU X SUISAI [PROD. IOF]

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