3blxxdsxcute☘

Happy

nope suite

https://www.soundcloud.com/lilskeleskrrt
https://soundcloud.com/shikixo

amv:
https://youtu.be/6PVfJgVxxXc

lyrics:
i guess i'll see you for a night
i've been breaking baby
could you hold me tight
i'm so scared when you let go
i fall apart, you’ll have to pick up the pieces
i've been holding on to you for a reason
f*ck
i'm so used to being told im not enough
i’m so used to tryna finish all the cuts
so it's up to me to seem somebody you want
it's all my fault, i'll regret it when you're gone

trying my best
you'll be better off alone
cause im a mess and i just stare at my phone
you can find another one
he’ll treat you better than i ever could  ohh
kissing in the shower, i'm missing you after
you should see my head love
i'm such a disaster
ohhh you'll stay for awhile
it cuts me deep everytime that you smile

i've
i've been breaking baby
could you hold me tight
i'm so scared when you let go
i fall apart, you’ll have to pick up the pieces
i've been holding on to you for a reason
f*ck
i'm so used to being told im not enough
i’m so used to tryna finish all the cuts
so it's up to me to seem somebody you want
it's all my fault, i'll regret it when you're gone

i'll regret it when you're gone
getting tired of writing the same songs
i can't help but worry that you'd leave
there's no way that anybody could want me
almost breaking apart
too many nights in the dark
i love the way they hurt me
it's kinda turning me on
one day in the park
i want to kiss in the car
i want to hear that you love me before breaking my heart

i guess i'll see you for a night
i've been breaking baby
could you hold me tight
i'm so scared when you let go
i fall apart, i'm learning on how to pick up the pieces
i've been holding on to you for a reason
f*ck
i'm so used to being told im not enough
i'm so used to trying to vanish all the cuts
so it's up to me to seem somebody you want
it's all my fault, i'll regret it when you're gone

almost breaking apart
too many nights in the dark
i love the way they hurt me
it's kinda turning me on
one day in the park
i want to kiss in the car
i want to hear that you love me before breaking my heart

i'll regret it, when you're gone

skele - it's my fault, i'll regret it when you're gone

thank you for listening w/ @imgeist and @lilskeleskrrt

// skele
so what is this, same old shit
i don’t want to wake up and deal with it
one last kiss, i’m a hypocrite
think of all the things i’ll miss
giving up, i’ve had enough
i’m sick of always fucking up
i know you’re not the type to call,
got my back against the wall

// edacity
and I’m so close to giving up
time and time I’ve tried again,
but still i fuck it up, I’ve had enough
breathe easy
you can believe me
it’s not your fault, not at all
got your back to the wall

spend too much time in my head
wondering when i come back
if you’ll be there
cause i’m so scared

so you know
(things will never be the same again)
that i’ll always be there
please stay close
(but i swear)
it’s right where i want you

// skele
so what is this, same old shit
i don’t want to wake up and deal with it
one last kiss, i’m a hypocrite
think of all the things i’ll miss
giving up, i’ve had enough
i’m sick of always fucking up
i know you’re not the type to call,
got my back against the wall

// geist
yeah my backs against the wall
but for you i’d take the fall
and that night i can’t recall
for your love i paid the toll

now it seems that i’ve lost myself
i tried to find the peace in this hell
my hearts has been locked on top this shelf
this isn’t going to end well

so say goodbye 😕
but don’t show me that pitiful face that i’m dying to kiss .3.
won’t you stay the night?
what choice do i have when you give me those eyes

// skele x geist
so what is this, same old shit
i don’t want to wake up and deal with it
one last kiss, i’m a hypocrite !!!
think of all the things i’ll miss
giving up, i’ve had enough
i’m sick of always fucking up
i know you’re not the type to call,
got my back against the wall

// geist x edacity
i don’t want to see you pretend
i want to stay till the end
and what’s the point if we’re friends
it’s all inside of my head
wasted all of this time i’ve been wasting
leave this place in the dust
where we made it

Spotify

edacity x i'm geist - all the things i'll miss (ft. skele) [prod. desmo]

COMMUNITY. Vol 2

waste it all away

SPOTIFY

edacity - waste it all away (brody)

EXPLOSIONS

Explosions

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Billx Feat. Creeds & Helen Ka - Comète (Out Now! UCSTR Records)

I dance with the ghost as a child drawn out
screaming in my dreams I doubt
that anyone can hear me now
with a voice that's scraped with a razor, I'm just a stargazer
 
who wanted to reach heights that no one saw,
the thing about that once you fall you’re gone
hang me out with the noose that's made of your lies
meeting you makes me wish I wasn't alive.
 
cus, I don't wanna hear it when it’s just all about you
now you're flicking out your razor saying that you wanna cut through
 
yeah, you're putting pressure on my mind, and it makes me wanna die
yeah, I’m scared of the public, I think I’ll stay inside
cus, I don't wanna hear it when it’s just all about you
 
Wake up, cold feet, get out of bed to yesterday’s static
pass out, don't think, scratched out eyes of the photo that you just
don't want to keep, will I find a place to mend but I just can’t
get on my feet, so I’ll just stay in the house where I am high
 
Hey, that's me, by the tree line of the cul-de-sac where I grew up
hands over ears, don't want to hear an argument from my father
years pass in a blink, still end up crying to my mother
a fuck up, that's me, so what if I take drugs to cope.

Hey, that's me

[PROD. WELLFED]
https://soundcloud.com/lullabyboy
A very important song to me with lullabyboy! Hopefully it can help someone on this very lonely Christmas day. Thank you! I love you all!

Lyics:

  Tear my heart out! Am I really alive? 
I’ve been good; I’ve been doing just fine.
And when you ask me if I’m feeling alright,
You know the scars bleed bright tonight!

So if I asked you if you’d dance around 9,
Would lay me down and stab me with a knife?
Or would you leave me lost in the pale
moonlight?
Forever lost in forever moonlight!

The blackest hearts shine brighter than lights,
I love the way you’ve been doing alright.
You don’t seem to struggle even if you tried,
I cant be happy but the dread I’ll fight! 

I guess you never really were mine!
I guess that everything you said was a lie!
But can I really say that I’m surprised?
You only seemed to really care when you’re high!
The pain has killed me about a thousand times!
And all this repetitions eating me inside! 
I wanna die don’t wanna be alive!
And if I had the choice I’d end it tonight!

Spill the pills up on the counter Alright!
Drown my sorrow with the liquor or a light!
I'mma make sure I won’t wake up tonight!
So i can haunt you in the pale moonlight!

Tear my heart out! Am I really alive? 
I’ve been good; I’ve been doing just fine.
And when you ask me if I’m feeling alright,
You know the scars bleed bright tonight!

So if I asked you if you’d dance around 9,
Would lay me down and stab me with a knife?
Or would you leave me lost in the pale
moonlight?
Forever lost in forever moonlight!

Tear my heart out am I really alive?!
I’ve been dead the old me dying inside!
You wanted him but wanted me tonight?!
What the fuck you must’ve lost your mind!!!
Get a grip and fucking look at your life!
You’ve turned me to this,
You’re a monster inside!
So i'll be damned if I would take my life!
I fell in love BUT I have lost my mind!!!

The blackest hearts shine brighter than lights,
I love the way you’ve been doing alright.
You don’t seem to struggle even if you tried,
I cant be happy but the dread I’ll fight! 

But can I really say that I’m surprised?
You only really seem to care when you're high.
But I won’t cry or shed tear for your life;
Cus i'mma find the happiness Inside!
And maybe I can find a girl who’s right, or maybe she will leave me scarred and blind!
All I know is i'mma leave you tonight!
Forever lost in forever moonlight!

FOREVER MOONLIGHT - ERISU X LULLABYBOY [PROD. WELLFED]

Thank you so much to @sadeku I love him and his music so much <3.

[gothurted]
trapped inside my mind
I'm not feeling fine
I'm not living life 
for sure, as I should
tears inside your smile
seen it a hundred times
even all those miles
I'm with you, and I will forever

[lil eky]
I'm not feeling fine
I've been on my own
everybody smiles
but I just really know
they just lie
they don't care alright
how can I cope
when I wanna die
how can I cope with my own life
I held by the strings a held by knife
to my own wrist or neck so I bleed
I can never live past the darkness ye
trees of fuckin misery dwelling up inside
I feel like I wanna die and I never am alright
she said she cared but she never ever there
just like the others their fuckin with my mind

[gothurted]
trapped inside my mind
I'm not feeling fine
I'm not living life 
for sure, as I should
tears inside your smile
seen it a hundred times
even all those miles
I'm with you, and I will forever

smile ft. lil eky [prod. Loopy!]

Got It In You

produced by @hxrxkiller



i never mean to start shit
you left me in the darkness
i loved you regardless of your flaws
but you left me fucking heartless

i never mean to start shit
you left me in the darkness
i loved you regardless of your flaws
but you left me fucking heartless
[x2]

you left me fucking heartless
pretending that we never existed
and now i'm all alone reminiscing
if i wanna talk would you listen?

or should i just save me breath?
and now i'm just wishing for death
ever since you left me to clean up the mess that you made
i haven't been feeling good i've been feeling less than okay
i tried to help you but you said i just get in your way

yeah you thought you could change me
you thought you could be the one to save me
after all this time i'm still the same me
now i'm going crazy

and i don't wanna feel this way
i got a lot in my head that i wish i could say
but you're gone and i know that you're not gonna stay
and it hurts cause i know that i'm not okay

not okay
tell you that i'm fine but i'm not okay

why'd you have to go and leave me heartless?
[x2]

i never meant to start shit
you left me in the darkness
i loved you regardless of your flaws
but you left me fucking heartless
[x2]

heartlessღ [hxrxkiller]

Sad Forever

produced by @yung-bleach



maybe you just liked me when i was on my ass because it made you feel better about yourself...
are you kidding?

(these thoughts in my head)
(after all that's been said)

these thoughts in my head,
i can't escape from them
after all that's been said,
she still crawls in my bed
and i feel awake again
[x3]

wish i could just put what we had to rest
you lay in my bed with your head on my chest

i'm tired of feeling worthless
don't know if i deserve this
i know i'm not perfect
but i been working
behind closed curtains
burning my burdens
tryna find purpose
come up empty handed got me feeling so nervous

and i don't wanna wait for the day that i say that i'll be okay
and i don't wanna deal with the pain that i feel in my brain i might go insane

yeah i'm fucked up and i know
i wish that i had some sort of self control
when i'm with you my heart feels like it's at home
but i know i probably should let you go, go

these thoughts in my head,
i can't escape from them
after all thats been said,
she still crawls in my bed
and i feel awake again

after all thats been said [bleach]

skele - thoughts (+ irby x dead spyro)

SPOTIFY: https://open.spotify.com/track/7q5wgEVwBWXPxHuHuRimMi?si=JK3mqkVORV2k8I_pRvPEvQ

FINALLY A NEW TRACK BOYS AND GIRLS!

lyrics:
saying that i care but i know it's hurtful
i don't wanna lie but i can't be truthful
look me in the eyes, i know it's bittersweet
goodbyes arent easy but they're sometimes necessary and i'm

saying that i care but i know it's hurtful
i don't wanna lie but i can't be truthful
look me in the eyes, i know it's bittersweet
goodbyes arent easy but they're sometimes necessary and i'm


looking at myself in the third person
wishing i could find what i'm searching for
i don't wanna be a temporary memory
i wanna be remembered, i'll be written down in history

and i don't need help from you
i can do this on my own
i can do this on my own


saying that i care but i know it's hurtful
i don't wanna lie but i can't be truthful
look me in the eyes, i know it's bittersweet
goodbyes arent easy but they're sometimes necessary and i'm

saying that i care but i know it's hurtful
i don't wanna lie but i can't be truthful
look me in the eyes, i know it's bittersweet
goodbyes arent easy but they're sometimes necessary and i'm


i wish, i wish, i wish, i wish you told me
that you didn't care, i'd never hold you
come around again i'll show you what you did

i wish, i wish, i wish, i wish you told me
that you didn't care, i 'd never hold you
come around again i'll show you what you did 
i'll show you what you did


saying that i care but i know it's hurtful
i don't wanna lie but i can't be truthful
look me in the eyes, i know it's bittersweet
goodbyes arent easy but they're sometimes necessary and i'm

saying that i care but i know it's hurtful
i don't wanna lie but i can't be truthful
look me in the eyes, i know it's bittersweet
goodbyes arent easy but they're sometimes necessary and i'm

bittersweet

https://open.spotify.com/track/0NPrRpo8Z66KgBroH22hE2

produced by @fantom-instrumentals
featuring @seejayxo

lyrics:

[@lottaheart]
all i see is dead faces
in my room by myself, i can't take it
call my phone, say you love me but you faked it
i don't care anymore, im too abrasive
and bitch you basic
(x2)

[@seejayxo]
why you act like you aint see thru?
thought i told you that i need you
i was steady bleeding
you were so deceiving
baby, i just wanna know if you believe him

i see faces on my wall
i still be waiting on your call
but i know it wont come thru
know that it wont come thru
why even i gotta love you?

im better pickin up a gun
smoke all up inside my lungs
baby i just gotta tell you
gotta tell you the one
fuck it, i just gotta run

[@lottaheart]
all i see is dead faces
in my room by myself, i can't take it
call my phone, say you love me but you faked it
i don't care anymore, im too abrasive
and bitch you basic
(x3)

dead faces w/ seejayxo [fantom]

https://open.spotify.com/track/2i9bDrY9IhCbvcDgyb8neq

produced by @splashgvng
featuring @datastarr

lyrics:

[@lottaheart]
i got issues
don't want to admit that i miss you
every time you leave it's like a pistol's,
pressed against my head until i'm with you

you got issues
i know that you're broken, i can fix you
you don't think it's true, try to convince you
every time you cry be there to kiss you
i'll be your tissue

[@datastarr]
i don't care
i was hurting, i was burning
you were there
light a match
watch me bleed out
fill your head with empty threats
and words that never left my mouth
know i never ask for help
but that's why i might break
fuck sake
see it clear, carrot cake
one shot, one take
bet it all at high stakes
chasing dollars, chasing thrills
why smoke? know it kills
wanna castle on a hill

[@lottaheart]
i got issues
don't want to admit that i miss you
every time you leave it's like a pistol's,
pressed against my head until i'm with you

you got issues
i know that you're broken, i can fix you
you don't think it's true, try to convince you
every time you cry be there to kiss you
i'll be your tissue

issues w/ data star [splashgvng]

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edacity - waste it all away (brody)

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