last single off new EP out 11/5!!

featuring the great @decksmusic

produced by @livingpuffy

lyrics:
i’m not stupid 
i can feel it setting in
i’m just paralyzed 
while i’m staring at the edge 
and on one hand i still think it might begin 
but this afterglow is still wearing thin 

and this all ain’t 
how it used to be 
and i’m wondering
what it meant to me 
take my hand and i’ll meet you at the end 
but before you go give me one more glance

(decks)
i just wanna see the end of the tunnel
life sucks when u live in a bubble
i just really gotta get it straight
pass time in a somber state
when the walls are closing in
i need to breathe before i swim
pretend that the times are good again
in the same ways
yeah, and when i finally take a stand
hope that they’ll see me as a friend
or maybe someone instead
of nothing

one more glance (feat. decks)[prod. living puff]

prod @jolst

i try to find some clarity but...
i cant fall asleep at night
no im not alright...
everytime i think about you i

fall to my knees
i fall to my knees
i fall to my knees
i dont know how to let it go
i fall to my knees
i fall to my knees
i fall to my knees
i dont know how to let it go...

i been steady changin' 
but it doesnt fuckin matter 
cuz u left me hanging
i know i never did too much right
all we did was scream and fight
and u know i kind of miss it
u put the blame on me 
even though we're both misfits
yeah i kinda fuckin miss you
yeah yeah i kinda fuckin miss you

fall to my knees
i fall to my knees
i fall to my knees
i dont know how to let it go
i fall to my knees
i fall to my knees
i fall to my knees
i dont know how to let it go...

i dont know how to let this go
i dont know how to let this go
how to let this go...

fall to my knees [+jolst]

Drowning [+ sogimura]

beat produced by dismas xavier, found on yt

lyrics:
do u ever get the sudden feel of loneliness
do u ever sleep and pray u dont wake up by the morning
that shit's getting common
and my mind is getting lost 
with all the words they fucking say to me 

do u ever lay ur head and u just start to think
of all the times u had a chance but u were so scared
and now im faded in my thoughts
i do not wanna talk
u see me laying on my bed
but my mind is so far away

im on my way girl
im on the way girl
u got my back u say
all i can do is trust
all i can do is hope
u dont let me down
like people use to
like people use to

do u ever get a strange feel of loneliness
when u got people but ur feeling like they dont care
when u r always on ur phone
n its like u r not there
when u be checking hours just so u can make an excuse
to go home

checking hours (prod. dismas xavier)

Produced by @dercept, ayoleybeats, @horoshavibes
Engineering, additional vocals, mandolin by Horosha
Art by Katie Imbro

LYRICS
All this time I thought that I was
The only one for you
And I was irreplaceable
But clearly that’s not true

Turns out you're a liar
I should’ve seen this coming
Two years gone
It was all for nothing
How could you do this to me
This was all a game to you
And I’m losing

Turns out you're a liar
And a dirty little cheat
You’ll get what you deserve
For all the hurtful words that you had said to me

So if I never see your face again
I’ll be thankful
I’ll be grateful when
You’re exposed for what you really are
(Horosha)
Someone I can't believe I trusted with my heart

All this I’m I thought that you were
The only one for me
But I had not accounted for you
Lying through your teeth

Listen on Spotify!

Liar! (Prod. dercept, ayoley & Horosha)

https://soundcloud.com/gaffwood-115357335

COMMUNITY. Vol 2

here & now

SPOTIFY

gaffwood - here & now (johnnyfriend)

waste it all away

edacity - waste it all away (brody)

https://soundcloud.com/imnotenvy
https://soundcloud.com/iamvagrxnt

violet

notenvy & vagrxnt - violet (nevrfall)

@facel1ft

lyrics:
will u hold me close when im falling down to ashes
gonna say that im faded just so i dont have to answer
will u be around just in case i finally snap
too many thoughts i keep on going til i get it out my head

say im bad, no stress, bitch im falling down to ashes
scream my name, walk away, bitch im falling thru the cracks
i got a pain in my chest, doesnt ever get better
keep on going til ur fine, i couldnt get u out my head
say im bad, no stress, bitch im falling down to ashes
scream my name, walk away, bitch im falling thru the cracks
i got a pain in my chest, doesnt ever get better
keep on going til ur fine, i couldnt get u out my head tonight

will u hold me close when im falling down to ashes
gonna say that im faded just so i dont have to answer
will u be around just in case i finally snap
too many thoughts i keep on going til i get it out my head

i said im back
she said "J why tf u so dramatic"
this no drama
bitch im cutting all the fake friends off
on my own
need no one
all alone
making these songs
just to heal my broken soul
i keep on praying that it does
for my bros
fuck these hoes
all these flows
im fucking floating
hear the songs
deep meanings
there's a reason 
just believe me
all the texts
that i sent
did u ever even read
fucked up
im ready to give it all up

ashes (prod. facelift)

ty for listening
cover by @bryaby
1 - june 3rd  (0:00)
2 - time (3:14)
3 - nights (6:25)
4 - split (9:43)
5 - peaceful (13:29)
6 - interlude (17:54)
7 - hope (19:45)
8 - uncertain (22:42)
9 - close (25:44)
10 - inside pt2 (29:22)

time flies.. (full album)

you said that i'd probably make it out
but i'm fucked, you're just way too endearing
if i grazed at least the smallest bit or ounce of luck
would her view on who i am change to clearly?

i can't afford this
deep in the forest
there have been multiple counts of me
lacking importance
oh and within the ivy
i have been poisoned
don't try to find me

beyond the water
there's a solution
but a part of me died
before i could approve it
this is so obnoxious
like, why he still talkin'?
i've had my fair share of fuck-ups
you do not know toxic

the girl in my dream last night
told me "don't you lose.."
and if i let this moment consume me
what would it mean to you?

(5x)
to you

you said that i'd probably make it out
but i'm fucked, you're just way too endearing
if i grazed at least the smallest bit or ounce of luck
would her view on who i am change to clearly?

(so what?..)

within the ivy (2001 x dead spyro)

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edacity - waste it all away (brody)

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