ily so fuckin much this is so incredible 

NAVYXOWER - Never Would Stay [+ RXHFF]

beat produced by ʎpoqou + killedmyself, found on yt
featuring ZBee, make sure to follow him, awesome guy
https://soundcloud.com/heyzbee

lyrics: 
dream tales:
wtf did i do to make u hate me
wtf did i say to make them look at me like that
and it was all a waste of time that i just can't get back
now you're leaving with your things all inside your bag
watching u leave and you're not comin back
and it really fucking hurts to know i made u sad
yeah i know that i'm worst that you could ever ask for
but now all u fucking left me is pain inside my chest

ZBee:
in my chest
all I feel is regret
honestly I’m sorry that I hurt you
and your upset
if I could I would go back 
but I know I can’t
cus I’ll hurt you in the end 
and I’ll stab you in the back
yeah lay on my chest
and listen for a heart beat 
I know you’ll hear nothing 
a monster 
I’m disgusting 
so girl don’t waste a heart beat 
I’m saying I’m not worth it 
cus if you do I know you’ll just leave like a tourist

hate me w/HeyZBee (prod. ʎpoqou & killedmyself)

Drowning [+ sogimura]

something dif, debating wether to post or not but who cares rlly

also apparently peep used a beat like this if u know it lmk

even when u look deep in to my eyes
u don’t really see what’s behind
i just think im really past my time 
i just think im really past my time 

what u use as i hope i call i lie
i know i dont really deserve this life
if it was choice dont think id think about it twice
i cant help but say its the wrong place and wrong time, 

i prefer never never never
heart is more than just severed severed severed 
i dont think ill ever heal, ever heal, ever heal
i don’t even know whats real, what’s real, what’s real, what’s real, whats

i be standing still how does the world spin?
tryna avoid all of th whirlwinds 
doesnt matter what u do the world wins
doesnt matter what u do the world wins

i been kinda thinking of the worst things
i just hate my thoughts so i been working
gazing at the stars
always space inside my heart
waiting for a comet to make the hurt end

mumbo jumbo 

uh takin off
uh level up
this what it about 
but im not having fun

this ain’t for the sound 
this ain’t for the fame
this for release to try and ship away the pain
but i won’t ever change
i’m broken but stuck in place
the ship won’t leave today
so i will have to wait
harvest my own fate
im outta words what can i say
i wish it all was fucking erased
can u even fucking relate

pessimism (samashi)

Main Artist: lil XipZ
Production: lil XipZ
Mixing: lil XipZ
Cover Art: @shxdy808 
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LYRICS: 

[Chorus]
falling asleep in the bathtub
the feeling of drowing is waking me up
i dont sleep when i have to
its probably an issue
i dont get enough 

falling asleep in the bathtub
the feeling of drowing is waking me up
i dont sleep when i have to
its probably an issue
i dont get enough 

[verse]
staying up all night, i think im stuck in my head
and i can never fall asleep i think i need some new meds
i think i need some new friends cuz ive been starting to lose it
showing signs of relapse but my friends have been clueless 

[chorus]
falling asleep in the bathtub
the feeling of drowing is waking me up
i dont sleep when i have to
its probably an issue
i dont get enough 

[outro]
yea they been clueless
dont know what to do with this 
falling asleep now
theres still so much left to write down

Falling Asleep In The Bathtub

ive had these for months, sorry it took so long lol. shoutout wstd again and also secre.. I know I only did one secre song (ran outta time) but there will be fr sure mor comin from both prods

lyrics

fall
and get back up until i get it all solved
bae i wanna talk i wan it to be like before 
she dont check the phone no not even a sorry
where u going will u be back in th morning

where u going like where the fuck are you
i dont wanna have to clean up all this mess im not responsible
leaving me with scars to heal on my own like is that possible
didn’t know the damage u created

was a phase
still i cant take it 
oh i hate it 
oh my days
fucking faded
i wanna change 
but now im wasted
ill go out but i won’t say shit
swear my minds in different places
right now musics got me taken
ride it out till i cant make it
ride it out till i cant make it

im tryna move on wit my day but now im stalled
i think she got it but jus chose to ignore the call
blue cheese by own thinking i jus lost it all
yeh i trip but that dont mean that i should

fall
and get back up until i get it all solved
bae i wanna talk i wan it to be like before 
she dont check the phone no not even a sorry
where u going will u be back in th morning

where u going like where are you
(lots of times)

where r u (wstd)

Huge shout out to carter metro for the fire beats as always

Lyrics

If we weren't so far apart
id let you bloom into my heart baby
but you never give me the time of day
yeah you never look my way
im just another background character in your day to day
i dont think you want me

so help me breathe
yeah help me see
whats wrong with me
please baby

i hate it when you're mad at me 
for things that i cant even see
i swear you're lying right through your teeth
everytime you talk to me

could you give it to me straight, yeah
could you give it to me straight yeah
i think that would be great yeah
yeah yeah

these games aren't fun anymore baby
and im getting fed up of the way you treat me
so brutally so brutally

so

why dont you come back down to me
you knew we were fine before you kicked off at me 
for some bullshit last week

now im just asking her..

could you give it to me straight, yeah
could you give it to me straight yeah
i think that would be great yeah
yeah yeah

give it 2 me str8 (cxrter)

decided to make an ep with the few jabari tracks i had left, this a single off it hope u enjoy
thank u to @blake-tolley-632709954 for the fire ft

lyrics

mæsk

just cleared my throat 
fuck im so high
she wanna cry 
i wanna pack she wanna talk im not that guy
she wanna leave this city just look in the sky
the stars are so bright, 
we can go there if u wanna tonight

tonight is the night ill shine the light before over
i been so lost inside my thoughts so im never sober

fuck it oh
red cups, cut bottles what im living off
got my deadboy mike hoodie on
baby im ready just tell me where we goin

and fading to my darkest highs
they take me 
to another time
u won’t mistake me for another guy
u got ur dreams and ill surpress them like i did with mine (x2)

ill fuck up our lives, tip of my toes uh
u better be ready
better be willing die uh
u dont wanna try
but that’s just the tip of the ice

killing this game but im taking my time
doin this shit while im livin my life

she dont talk about it no
shit she can keep it on the low
but i been thinking bout it tho
like y u always ask to check my phone b4 i 

isxxxc

leave u
i dont really want to but u know i cannot stay
everytime im with u my past just push me away
dont show no emotion i keep my feelings at bay
what it does yeah it hurts me, but my heart stays

and im on drugs, now the perky lead my way
and she said she wanna love me bitch no way
another demon gonna haunt me to my grave
yeah this substance gonna help me and send me to my grave

molly at the rave misbehave uh
i was born to endure 
yeah i feel it in my veins
all this shit weighing upon me
no this shit aint featherweight
i won’t really be here long if my life keep going this way

uh feel like sewerperson 
ridin on a comet 
through the fucking solar system

he gon talk on gang
we dont miss
swear his mind gon miss em

if he keep on ducking the smoke
i might go and diss him
that boy disapear ask me why
yeah i mightve did sum

takeoff/ dreams ft ISXXXC (jabarionthebeat)

Produced by @dercept, ayoleybeats, @horoshavibes
Engineering, additional vocals, mandolin by Horosha
Art by Katie Imbro

LYRICS
All this time I thought that I was
The only one for you
And I was irreplaceable
But clearly that’s not true

Turns out you're a liar
I should’ve seen this coming
Two years gone
It was all for nothing
How could you do this to me
This was all a game to you
And I’m losing

Turns out you're a liar
And a dirty little cheat
You’ll get what you deserve
For all the hurtful words that you had said to me

So if I never see your face again
I’ll be thankful
I’ll be grateful when
You’re exposed for what you really are
(Horosha)
Someone I can't believe I trusted with my heart

All this I’m I thought that you were
The only one for me
But I had not accounted for you
Lying through your teeth

Listen on Spotify!

Liar! (Prod. dercept, ayoley & Horosha)

Shattered Mirrors

“Ghost in the Routine” captures the numb repetition of daily life when the soul has quietly stepped out. In this slow-burning, emotionally detached track, Solive Raye gives voice to the unseen fading, the slow, graceful collapse beneath a smile. With pulsing synths and aching restraint, the song paints the experience of being physically present but emotionally absent, a ghost who still answers emails, shows up on time, and forgets what it’s like to feel real.

Ghost in the Routine

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@timeless-archive
@bts-podcast
𝘝𝘰𝘤𝘢𝘭𝘪𝘴𝘵/𝘎𝘶𝘪𝘵𝘢𝘳𝘪𝘴𝘵

Biggest influences: 

Pixie McCann
Devon Gabriella
Liv Romano
Chelsea Cutler
GRAHAM
Alice Shone
Sydney Rose
Garr
ken xox
broken record

Drowning [+ sogimura]

The North Shore

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